a new city - not wanting to let out - perhaps a someone is out. I want two things - and both are conflicts with the other. 9/4/2001 08:21:49 AM
Friday, August 03, 2001
g o o g i e a r c h i t e c t u r e
scattered 8/3/2001 12:10:32 PM
Tuesday, July 31, 2001
so I looked in the room one time - I was curious and wanted to looked back twice but
I slipped and it ended up being four ------+++++++++++++++ and I have been extremely busy - and get into these slow spaces
and of course one is always not always there --- 7/31/2001 02:36:07 PM
Monday, July 09, 2001
and sometimes and at times we do not know how to get "it". What ever "it" may be. a golden hen, oneself, watermelon, - and at other times we may not even be close to knowing what "it" is . 7/9/2001 04:25:53 PM
Monday, June 18, 2001
reclaiming direction -- not wanting to start - it is necessary - and I will be going down - and getting rid of superflous cause 6/18/2001 11:30:35 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2001
going -- an elated feeling whispering to you in the distance - I went swimming last night and got to breath -----------------------------------------------------------------breath --------------------in ------------------------------------------------out----I had to motivate myself to get up and get out and move - It was raining outside - the water, it was a little cold and frequently warm - I moved pushing myself out - I was in a lake - I was looking down in the water and looking up to see the faint light - I was looking down in the water enacting distance and time - I was there and I could feel it. I was there and I wanted it. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------t he time passed I got out of the water to find my hot tea wrapped inside my towel which was now warm - as planned - I got to feel 6/9/2001 04:57:03 PM
Friday, May 25, 2001
O V E R B O O K E D - i often overbook my list- I am leaving relatively soon - august- heading out for a "self-important city" and I have many projects I need to complete- I tend to start projects and leave them open ended - for example a lunch table designed by Gustav Stickley I started to build when I was freshman in highschool - - Or this cataloging project I am working on - a lot of items on my list - looking for intern or some way of replicating another of myself. 5/25/2001 02:03:17 PM
Monday, May 21, 2001
I was walking so fast - I was running so so slow - I was letting the words develop themselves - on a stringing unplanned pattern - like a sprawl that keeps sprawiling - but a good kind of sprawl - not the kind you see when you are linear driving oh no not those kind - oh yes - I singing singing a song -- I was walking walking walking all along the streets - +++++++++++++++++++=== I could feel it - I could feel inside - a frightening scare - I was on the border of bouncing out there interacting - with the others presence - oh yes I was walking - like a little bit of that woo woo - woo you away - 5/21/2001 02:37:14 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2001
The Errors We Make and Find Enhance The Truth in What We Are After - What Are You After - What is that person with the red socks standing beside you after - Did Your Parents Get What They Were After - Formulating Response(s) setting the time 5/19/2001 04:48:35 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2001
relationships- children and single mothers-(some of them are married too) - I was riding the bus about 4 minutes ago when I saw a mother with a child - the woman was about 20-23 range - she was sitting there alone the look on her face portrayed that of a heavy burden, comprised varying factors - it was not just the child - The many mother who are not ready to be mothers - they have not given themselves enough of themselves - and now have to pour so much into another - I wanted to talk to that mother - I wanted to say you are not stuck - there are steps to climb on and down and up and around - 5/17/2001 11:50:30 AM
Monday, May 14, 2001
coming down the road - running - running so fast as if it was a decline- where your legs get caught in the motion- to stop would mean falling and scraping your hands on the concrete- 5/14/2001 02:01:43 PM
Monday, May 07, 2001
come live our lifestyle- SHOP AT OUR FURNITURE STORE WHILE ENJOYING FRESH ASPARAGUS WITH A TOUCH OF SAFFRON -
the new york giants
2001 Schedule
Preseason
Fri. 8/10 at New England 8:00 pm
Thu. 8/16 Jacksonville 8:00 pm
Sat. 8/25 Jets 8:00 pm
Fri. 8/31 at Baltimore 12:00 pm
Regular Season
Mon. 9/10 at Denver 9:00 pm
Sun. 9/16 Green Bay 1:00 pm
Sun. 9/23 at Kansas City 1:00 pm
Sun. 9/30 New Orleans 1:00 pm
Sun. 10/7 Washington 1:00 pm
Sun. 10/14 at St. Louis 1:00 pm
Mon. 10/22 Philadelphia 9:00 pm
Sun. 10/28 at Washington 8:30 pm
Sun. 11/4 Dallas 1:00 pm
Sun. 11/11 at Arizona 4:15 pm
Mon. 11/19 at Minnesota 9:00 pm
Sun. 11/25 Oakland 4:15 pm
Sun. 12/9 at Dallas 1:00 pm
Sat. 12/15 Arizona 12:30 pm
Sun. 12/23 Seattle 1:00 pm
Sun. 12/30 at Philadelphia 4:05
just in case anyone is interested
5/7/2001 04:18:57 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2001
It would be nice to walk for once without generality. Getting to the matter that matters - though it is not easy to come bye- when the self - referential conflicts - on a day to day basis - oh data bases - i work with those all the time - on the 9 to 5 5/2/2001 04:17:25 PM
a trap is set - and the field holds the trap 5/2/2001 01:33:32 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2001
break down - you make me crazy . The month of May the Month of my b i r t h d a y. Suggestions for May - cry as much as possible, break it down - reveal the compenents of a mechanism, Look at the moon - Smell the Air - Open all of your windows on a windy day, Deliver a May Day Basket, Pick a boquet for yourself,
Read An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth" 5/1/2001 03:03:27 PM
Monday, April 30, 2001
at you - everything is at you coming at you - wanting you to synthesize and analyze - it becomes too much and I shut off, only sometimes the cord is endless and the plug is not readily found and the switch is broken. but i still look to pull the plug 4/30/2001 03:13:35 PM
Friday, April 27, 2001
directing attention: I sit down to write at a computer and often my subject has slipped away - gone by the wayside- ======== Getting There- The role that photography has played in the lives of the mass public through the individual: Capturing the abnormal/anomaly for posterity; reminding ourselves of what was: A deer is in the back yard: grab the camera - A building has fallen down: grab the camera. wanting to make the abnormal normal - perhaps I will get to say 100% of what I mean someday- but today it was expressed as perhaps 36%. 4/27/2001 02:59:45 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2001
impeding space - time & place - The pre arranged utterance - making - 4/26/2001 04:08:08 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2001
Something is there - I know it - for I saw it with my eyes wide open, and it was not lingering in the distance waiting to react, no it was right there, right close--------------------------------- besides that I spent some time with Jenn Kliese yesterday - dinner - rootbeer floats - rock n' roll show - root beer floats. We were discussing how some people (musicians/artists) hide behind technology- Getting down to the basics - if one truly has something worthwhile then can still communicate without technological accessories. The chicks on speed performed last night - it seems that they were hiding and not totally willing to break out of themselves. Not any more Not today. 4/25/2001 12:58:17 PM
What Do We Want - a boom, a reaction, a satisfaction, a complication, a complicit complication, ------------------------------
a suggestion carry a pair of scissors in your bag or pocket, I have this great fold up pair. snip a flower for someone and brighten their day. 4/23/2001 01:37:02 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2001
via Colin Beattie: IT IS IMPORTANT TO ASK YOURSELF AT EVERY STEP IF YOU ARE SAYING THINGS CLEARLY OR BECOMING SEDUCED BY THE POSSIBILITIES OF LANGUAGE. DO I THINK THIS OR DO I JUST LIKE SAYING THIS?
- - - - - - - - - - - - on another note: procession of the species is a parade that has been happening for the past seven years at the Spring Arts Walk in Olympia Washington. It occured yesterday. La. I was walking (508 - Capitol Theater) to the parade yesterday with Mirah - we were discussing mowing lawns and the procession. It seems to have started out as some hippi-freak event and has continued to grow - incorporating the more the mainstream into its ideal each year. Mirah commented that if the parade was not so conducive to children then it would still remain in that category . I was talking to another friend about the parade and she said that it does not manifest what it preaches - but is just an exhibition of people wanting to be looked at. and I said to her is that not what life is about. 4/22/2001 01:56:30 PM
Friday, April 20, 2001
practical implications I have been thinking about - nintey-degree angles, perfect squares, universal aspect, uniform parts, boxes, etc. the majority of architecture is based on the -nintey-degree angle box - it is cheaper and easier to understand- only until recently (20thcentury) has architecture moved into the amphorous range - Gaudi was into putting cake frosting on his structures and now the Frank O Ghery seeks to amuse us all with engineer nightmares, while enacting the decorous avant-garde - in trying to convince us otherwise. Letting a structure build itself may be a costly outcome. The tangible form interacting with amphorous abstracts Currently . . . more to come 4/20/2001 01:56:14 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2001
Mis-interpretation leading to interpretation. We often look at something and enclose it with in our own presence, viewing it through our latest pre-occupation. -Having an expectation of what something should be or what you would like it to be -dismissing the other factors, to end up finding those other factors revealing themselves through a different media- The idealizing self and the pride that we base upon our ideals. some creators do not declare interpretation in the idea/objects they produce. while others are so blatant about their idea/objects there is nothing left to be explored. Airplanes take off and land and at times crash/mis-function.
4/19/2001 05:53:26 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2001
Logic- the series in which didactic considerations occur.
Fame - the pinnacle, declaring the moment when it is ambiguous to whether one is fictional or non, Houdini.
Concept - a fixation that resides in the possibility of construction.
Lines- Parallel and Fixative.
4/18/2001 02:23:52 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2001
third and the final call - this is the third attempt at writing this entry today due to random glitches here in this library - so
I have been working - working on new work ------------ plots - arrangements - backdrops -canopies & - and also "data entry work" ----------- design
My work recently has began to reside in that of feeling disturbed - not that it looks it to a public audience - for e x a m p l e : I made a poster for a HI-LO curatorial art show and It made me physically sick to look at it after i was done My inclination when I produce something that I find disturbing is to ruin it - throw it away - or anchor it in that disturbed space - i have found not just my work to be disturbing but other random things like uneasy smiling grins in photographs- I started a I file in which I will place those disturbed objects - for later reconsideration - perhaps time will reveal perspective, as it often does.
=============when making an object - Wanting to shift it around or reconsider it but going with it because time is upon one. Factors and not giving myself enough time. 4/17/2001 07:50:41 PM
Monday, April 16, 2001
At times I do not have the attention for much- reading, deserving, replying - and writing when writing on this weblog I often do not proof read what I write- the last message I wrote is a good example of this and perhaps I will not correct it for that reason. I took a nap today and woke up with the feeling of spider webs on my face. 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 It seems that I can not get the adequate form when typing here -spacing and the what not. the zeros up above -spacing 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - Friday - Saturday --------seven days of the week - I look back and remember - when certain days started to invoke feelings and more on this to come 4/16/2001 08:55:45 PM
Friday, April 13, 2001
playing four square with all the squares. I have been picking up a musical instrument lately and singing songs that i make up right then. Sometimes I tap into a thought and can keep on going with it and other times I am as flat as the middle layer of the ocean I set up a tape recorder when I do that it seems that i do not have access anymore to my thoughts -stasis- and here sometimes ( seesawing ) I know and other times I strive to know - what I have been thinking about - I know it is in there and perhaps is does not want to be recorded. --well certainty finds and reprisal awaits, extracting a moment from an individual and perhaps there is a static cling - automatic, but controlling the static cling that is factoring key 4/13/2001 02:58:53 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2001
I think about what daunts. Instances of thoughts daunt me. I think about translation and translating
------------- a feeling or what I am thinking into tangible expression - it is difficult and I often find myself mis-representing my thoughts, or they seem to be making themselves up when I type. Disturbed, I have been slight hints of it, and knowing that trying to correct will only pursue it. 4/12/2001 07:01:28 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2001
I think about what to say - and know there is something to say but it is not manifesting itself 0- it is not choosing the right number - misdialing - Reliance in one's self is the grounding tool that lets one dig and keep on digging - and then there are the re-evaluation periods in which one finds . . . 4/11/2001 05:51:21 PM
