Tragedy Strikes 9/11: Nicola's journal on the actions of what's going on Personal Conversation Good Things Come To Those Who Wait.... self explanitory... okie! :)
Monday, September 17, 2001 3:42 AM *nicola has a big smile*
MY HERO CALLED!!!!! Yay! I was so worried about him, then he finally called... he apologized and said that he was really busy this weekend and that he called my celly but didn't leave a message. He said, "you where worried about me huh?" I told him I was... and he said not to worry because he was there on the other end of the line... and I was happy... very very happy okay more than very very happy
Relieved is more like it... two more days before he goes back to base... then he waits out the week.... then if nothing happens hes home again next weekend!
So I'm talking to him... having a very very nice conversation with him and then my ghetto ass 5190 piece of crap Nokia phone gets all toe up on me and hangs up the phone! GOSH!!! and like... he told me he was gonna give me his cell but yea... like... I told him before we got off the phone! And you know how the call log doesn't let you call back private #s on your cell. I hope he doesn't think I hung up on him. I left him a message on his pager... but yea.... GOSH!!! ahHHHHHHH!
It's okay... I'm okay... He's okay... That's all that matters :)
12:08 AM Mama's Drama//None of my business
I don't think it's any of my business what moms does with her personal life. I suppose it's my own fault that she's not taking my opinions seriously because when she ask, I act as if I'm grossed out or something. I mean, me and moms we're close, but I just don't think we're on the level where we can share guy drama or anything like that. I just feel really uncomfortable. Anyway, I know for a fact that moms should leave her boyfriend. You guys know (if you're a regular visitor) that I always stick up for my moms boyfriend, but now I just know she's getting dogged out. He's not being a jerk or anything, she just doesn't need him. I don't like they way he treats her. She can do so much better than that, and plus he's younger and he's so immature compared to how she is. I just don't think they should stay together anymore.
I don't blame her though. I mean when you've been married for so long... and then been with someone for so long it's kinda hard to be alone. Plus, I'm getting older. I'm not going to be here forever. It's really quite sad... I don't like thinking my mom stays with him because she doesn't want to be alone. Even if it's obvious she's unhappy.
I guess it's really none of my business.
Anyway, I'm keeping up my site I had up here on the index page. I know that maybe you guys are getting sick of hearing various webmaster tell their opinions about the situation, but I guess I'm using it for me. It helps me cope and deal so if you give a damn about what I think about stuff going on and other things to come you can go there and read about it.
I still haven't heard from my hero it's okay... I'm thinking positive, only because I know he's doing the same.
Sunday, September 16, 2001 1:46 AM Almost not quite
Change the game nigga... hehe j/k here it is... until shit gets changed good things come to those who wait so yea as I stir up my new layout here it is :) nice blue colors and what not because blue is a soothing color and stuff... yea okay um I'm on the phone with luckster so i guess i'll get back to you guys
Friday, September 14, 2001 9:34 AM CHA CHING!!
I'm employeed! woo hoo! I got a job @ this Honda Dealership in the valley doing customer service telemarketing! I love it... I'm so happy because I was really struggling.. stretching money when no income is coming in is fuckin hard dood... I don't envy myself for that... but yea... I interview and he like didn't even ask me much... He said he had a 24 hr waiting period to find out if you got the job and the boss man called me back in 30 minutes... Said hey can you start tomorrow? I was like yea! 20-25 hours a week... 9 dollars an hour... really kick back phone job!
I am just too damn dope!
During my math test for the job (originally i was applying for a cashier position that was already filled earlier in the week) This girl was having her interview... the boss man was being kinda mean... when i had my interview with him he said you don't have to worry about that other girl... she didn't even fill out the whole math test. he was really nice to me :)
Dang.. I'm not being mean or anything but yea... like that shit was real easy... like they even gave us a calculator... it was just percentages and add and subtract problems... but yea the rest of the interview was cool... he even asked if i had any friends so i told erin about it... shes gonna come with me today to apply
so yea... oh well... to celebrate I went with mei to black angus... I didn't expect to get hired so fast or so soon... this is way better than my other Penny Lane option... those fools wanted a slave worker not an employee
to bite off the rock "finally Nicola has income to support her shopping habit again!"
WOO HOO!!!
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