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Monday, September 17, 2001
My God...how selfish can someone be that they will not budge and inch!!
10:50 PM



Hope is a thing with feathers
that perches in the soul
And sings the tune
Without the words
And never stops at all.

-Emily Dickinson-
4:00 PM



You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do and I feel that you do
I will wait though the pain increases, I will wait
For you are truly worth all the effort
9:08 AM



Good Morning!!
9:07 AM


Sunday, September 16, 2001
It is amazing how a song can just fit!!

I had it all
But I let it slip away
Couldn't see that I treated you wrong
Now I wander around
Feeling down and cold
Trying to believe that you're gone

Love takes time
To heal when you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
Love takes time
I don't wanna be here alone

Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly

You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do and I feel that you do
Inside
5:38 PM



I am constantly in a state of agony...during the week being busy with things like school helps numb the pain, but no matter what I do the pain increases daily.

Not only do I have to try to live with missing him, but now I have to deal with immense guilt, and an overwhelming desire to fix things!!
3:44 PM



Friday, September 14, 2001
Well I don't feel so anxious anymore...though my eye is still periodically twitching (maybe from stress).

I have a very difficult journey ahead of me...but I know that God has granted me strength and vision in all I have been doing, and I am convinced He will continue to do so!! I pray that though the journey will be hard (hopefully not long), in the end I will receive a reward greater than I could ever hope for!
10:34 AM



Tuesday, September 11, 2001
I am SO sorry...I was wrong...I totally understand now!!
11:49 PM



I have realized that no matter what happens I am utterly and completely emotionally numb to nearly everything that happens to me or that I hear about.
11:47 AM


Monday, September 10, 2001
I just went and applied for a job.....I hope I get it!!

I am on my way to go pick-up my check for when I worked as a lifeguard this summer!! Money yeah!!
2:52 PM



You don't know who you are messing with......Let the games begin!!!!!!!!
7:16 AM


Saturday, September 08, 2001
I can't believe it....I always said that I would not go and see "American Pie 2," well I did! I saw it Thursday night with my friend Moh. Even though it was crude (naturally) it was very funny:-)
10:37 AM


Friday, September 07, 2001
What to do this weekend???
8:44 AM


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