|
An oxymoron is a figure of speech in which opposite or contradictory terms or ideas are combined. In some strange way... it all makes sense... sorta like me!! =)
The result? ::oxymoron::
Email/contact:
Kawaiigirl316/Kawaii96
Since July 09, 2000
Archives
Currently: 11/08/00 6:45PM
thoughtful... I just realized that the song "I Understand" by McMaster and James really holds a lot of meaning for me. Creepy, isn't? It's actually quite prophetic....
sick... chocolate milk, CocaCola, and instant noodles all mixing around in my tummy... yum! Can you just imagine?
my Arena 37 with Yoshiki on the cover is here!!!
Current Obsessions:
the US presidential election
CNN
cheese danishes
In my MD player:
Sammi's new CD
Coco Lee's new CD
What's making me happy:
nothing
What's on my mind recently:
bf around, but not around
my sunscreen really screwed my face up
What I have to do:
TRY to be happy
take care of that speeding ticket...
A few things I just acquired:
amazingly nothing... YET...
purple aviator sunglasses!!
What I want:
new cell... =)
a manicure
time
Stuff about me:
name: still deciding... you can refer to me as Cam at the moment... or if you just want to be fabulous: "Cam-babe"
sex: FF (figure that one out!)
bday: check the name
sign: 99.9% Pisces
age: 21
height: 5'2" (and 1/4) or 158cm
weight: none of your damn business!!
from: Vancouver B.C.
ethnicity: 100% chinese (from Taiwan, but I don't look typically 'Taiwanese'... look a bit japanese too, so I've been told...
other habits?: I don't smoke, and only drink 'socially'...??
status: "single" but not available... YOU figure it out
what I look like: ppl always ask me what I look like. So what does a typical asian girl look like? Well.. I had too much crazy wild fun with my iZone... here's a pic of me kissing my bear. It's a crap-ass pic, but it's all you'll get!!!!
Blog pages I visit:
ziddle.net
iritabilita.net
Boylog/
Girlog
Tara Star
Taiwan Updates
no sex...?
little.yellow.different.
wishgirl.com
Blogrings/webrings:
<<
asianlog
>>
<
#
blog girls
?
>
This The Asian Journalist site owned by Kawaiigirl316.
[
Previous 5 Sites
|
Previous
|
Next
|
Next 5 Sites
|
Random Site
|
List Sites
]
This AP - Asian Pride Worldwide site owned by Kawaiigirl316.
[
Previous 5 Sites
|
Previous
|
Next
|
Next 5 Sites
|
Random Site
|
List Sites
]
Read My Dreambook!!
Sign My Dreambook!!!
|
Monday, November 13, 2000
<12:54:30 AM>
ok.. just ignore the last 2 posts. just a BIG misunderstanding... just that my bf doesn't understand my sarcasm and actually TRUSTS me!! haha... now THAT'S a first!!! but it's a good thing. he's SO serious!!! =P ok.. nothing more to say... quite satisified, happy, relieved.... and I'm NOT breaking up with him!! (now I just gotta go change that status: "single" thing on the sidebar).
Sunday, November 12, 2000
<6:11:35 PM>
I'm entertaining break-up fantasies in my head. Is there something wrong with me, or could I be making better use of my time? Hmmm... no... nothappynothappynothappy... madmadmad... sadsadsad... confusedconfusedconfused... crycrycry...
hey! I know I'm screwed up and boring, all right?? just lonelylonelylonely....
<6:04:10 PM>
feeling: sad. why? because now no one will sit next to me at the movies and I'll feel like I'm tagging along all the time. They'll be all happy all the time... spending time together, celebrating anniversaries... and me.. well... just feel sorry for me. =(
<6:02:03 PM>
feeling: joyous. why? because one of my very best friends was supposed to break up with her boyfriend, but didn't! Good thing cuz they're SO cute together! And it was all because of misunderstanding and miscommunications. AHEM!!!! hahaha.... we all get carried away... and today's their 4 month anniversary!!! =)
<4:42:58 PM>
oh!! Who wants to see Christina Aguilera frolicking with her bf in a bikini? me me me!!!
Saturday, November 11, 2000
<1:57:45 PM>
shoes designed by you... so cool...but no $$$...
Thursday, November 9, 2000
<11:30:24 PM>
hahaha... sounds like you've got an admirer!!! You are so loveable!!! haha... *snicker*
<11:28:55 PM>
Oh!!!! Sammi's new mandarin CD+VCD's coming out!!! Oh... have...to...get...it...but...no...$$$.... oh...
<11:27:47 PM>
Hey! I just proved you wrong even before I read your msg!!!! hahaha!!! COOL!!!!!!! On a different note: Nic Tse... DROOL... *slap!!* ok.. enough of that... bad evil thoughts. Oh.. I think I'll be expecting a call from my godbro in Kingston soon or a really nasty ICQ msg. Looking forward to that!!!
<11:20:24 PM>
=P... hahaha... very funny.. I know. I do have to apologize for not even trying to update, but I'm gonna slowly come back to this thing! Working on a new layout at the moment, have a new domain name.. but then I procrastinate. But stay tuned!
<12:29:53 AM>
ok.. something really disturbs me about this particular girl... all her pics are 'ass-shots' or 'up-your-crotch' shots, or even (heaven forbid!).. 'can-you-see-what-between-my ****' shots... ok.. now I'm totally disillusioned. So cheap! Now I'm back on the quest for a 'nice girl' that parents would probably approve of...
Wednesday, November 8, 2000
<11:39:31 PM>
ok.. I just shivered... like this electric shock just shot up my back... and it's just a looking-up shot of Mihoko in a white bikini.....
whoops.. there I go again...
<11:35:07 PM>
oh (whimper...) I just went to ziddle.net and saw the most gorgeous fox... Mihoko Sunouchi... oh god I think I'm in love again....like.. it's been a while you know, since I've felt like this about a pretty girl. For those who know me.. I have a thing for pretty girls. Not that I'm a lesbian (?!) but that I just like really beautiful things.. they're inspiring... hahaha.... so that means that one day when I get REALLY obsessed.. I'll cut and glue features of japanese idols together and bring the picture to my cosmetic surgeon and tell him to make me like that. That's...umm.. disturbing... I think I really have some insecurity issues to deal with... ok! gotta go and read a self-help book....
<10:14:38 PM>
I REALLY WANNA BE LUCY LIU from Charlie's Angels... hehheh.. you can call me 'Alex' from now on... I've already seen it twice!!!!! The girl has INCREDIBLE hair! And she has attitude... plan for tomorrow: go to the bus stop at W.41st and Carnarvon and steal the Alex poster... hahaha... gonna do it in the middle of the night tomorrow... and she has 'evil'-looking eyes!!!
<9:21:52 PM>
I AM OBSESSED WITH THE US PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS!!!! hahaha.... seriously, me? Of all people!!! Gore should win because he has most of the popular vote... I'm so annoyed at the way it's run.. but that's me. I guess I like Gore because I really dislike Bush... but then I'd vote for Clinton again if he was back up. haha... Bore and Gus...you get that?
<7:10:55 PM>
You know the 2 things that REALLY bother me these days.. that I'm SICK of hearing and SICK of saying?
The phrase "I Understand" and the word "busy". That's why the song "I Understand" by McMaster and James is always in my head:
I understand that you've been busy
and you can't be by my side
you've got the perfect explanation
every single time, every single time
I understand...I understand
I understand...I understand
I understand...I understand...I understand
I used to think you really loved me
but now I know that you just don't care
I understand, that just you don't care (fade out)
So then when I leave you.. I hope you understand
Sad.. isn't it? There's just a few things I have to work out...
<7:03:30 PM>
I wanna shake my ass like Posh Spice (whoops! I mean Victoria Beckham) in the "Holler" video... hahaha... maybe I should keep that to myself!!
<7:00:51 PM>
ok... so I'm a defector from the CA camp.. and so what if I'm obsessed with BS' new 'Stronger' video? So sue me... she looks pretty good. AND Justin ADMITTED on the Rosie O'Donnell show that he's DATING BS!!! I screamed so loud. Funny how he's not my favorite. I mean.. EVERYONE loves him... but I've always had a love/hate relationship with him. Even mom thought that he was adorable, though I have a thing for JC. So the other day, when I was watching the MTV video awards, I had an epiphany... (ding!) ... why do I feel repulsed but attracted to Justin?... b/c be bears an UNCANNY resemblance to my ex. Ok... now I'm confused.
Tuesday, October 3, 2000
<9:39:14 PM>
Oh.. and I caught the new Spice Girls video "Holler"... OMG they look SO AWESOME!!!!!!! Sleek, cool, futuristic... WOW...
<9:38:20 PM>
Oh.. I got a hair cut today.. my hair used to be "romantic" (as my aunt described it), flowing, and bedroom sexy... but since I'm getting tired of it and winter is approaching, I've decided on a whole new look.. it's tougher, a bit shorter, with razor sharp blunt layers, somewhat geometric and just really cool and sleek. Awesome eh? I'll try to find a picture. All I just need are blue streaks and I'll be ok. But if I do, my dad's gonna shave my head... =P Pooh...
<9:35:10 PM>
I read once that there's a list posted somewhere that lists all the locations where movies and shows are being filmed. You can try the BC Film Commission at (604)660-2732. Also, Dark Angel's production company is at:
10/210-555 Brooksbank Ave.
North Vancouver, BC V7J 3S5
983-5993 fax: 983-5141
Hurry up! They're only filming till Dec. 21, 2000...!!!
<9:22:04 PM>
So shocked and disappointed when I had my popcorn all prepared and all ready to watch the premiere of "Dark Angel" when I saw that it was replaced by Trudeau's funeral. Sure I liked the guy, but WHY TODAY??? WHY THIS CHANNEL???? So I was depressed and very agitated for an hour, and I waited for the premiere on FOX. When they advertised that after Titus, Frasier was going to be on... I freaked and totally thought that it was a mistake until I saw the familiar etch-a-sketch of Seattle's skyline... I was about to smash the TV in when I saw the words "Dark Angel" on the screen... WHEW.. everything's a-ok. Damn those stupid networks, always getting REALLY IMPORTANT things screwed up and giving people like me heart attacks.
Saturday, September 30, 2000
<3:08:57 AM>
12 year old twin terrorists lead an army called "God's Army"... only in Thailand can this happen.... and they look like girls.. and you know about Thai ladyboys, right???
<2:53:44 AM>
I really can't decide between the Takako 2001 calendar and the Eriko one... someone please help me!!!! Ok.. the Takako one is SO unbelievably nice... very fashion model-like and the calendar format is easy to read (block format not those annoying long line ones)... but the Eriko one is totally different... she's so wholesome and healthy and she has a dog as well.. very happy... I want BOTH!!!! Taka=sexy, Eriko=cute happy... one thing I know for sure.. that I don't want the Hiro one. I dunno why, but she's so unappealing.. blah............
<2:46:26 AM>
Yes.. the more late it gets, the worse the whining becomes. Someone please stop me from putting her out of her misery.. thank you.
<2:24:58 AM>
Anyone remember that short-lived vampire show on FOX "Kindred:the Embraced"? I was SO obsessed.. especially with our Prince Julian Luna. What a hottie... tall, dark and handsome, with slicked back hair dripping with charisma and smothered with power. Who else besides me gasped in disbelief and shuddered as he fell in love with that 'mortal' reporter? Well.. sad news.. he died in a tragic motorcycle accident in england on September 24th, 1996. No wonder all my letters to the FOX network to beg them to bring back the show garnered no replies.
<2:05:09 AM>
Hot coffee/chocolate/tea at 2am just does NOT work well with my stomach (especially when paired with a grilled cheese sandwich and an unattentive boyfriend who refused to see me for a week and then insensitively calls me out late while he plays mahjong with his friends). I shouldn't have accepted, but I do miss him much... though someone's whining and laughing is putting me off and makes me want to grab for the knife in my back pocket and slit my wrists... no, make that gouge an eyeball out and try to dig out my eardrum (I'm still reading "American Psycho" and believe me, it's GRAPHIC). But that's me... it's ok, gives me time to work on ::oxymoron::
note: Gary, please don't call me and ask be about this... it's just temporary... just not happy these days.. NOTHING to talk about.. serious!!! Thanx for caring though... =) luv ya..
<1:40:56 AM>
I was driving around in Vancouver and for some reason there seems to be a lot more of those little arrow signs that indicate movie filming sites. Some of them are code words like "cow", and some of them are obvious like "Dark Angel" (yes Percy , now you can go stalk Jessica Alba) and "Level 9".. didn't get good reviews but sounds like an awesome show... I'm partial to shows with Asian female characters (eg. Ally McBeal and... I think that's it? No.. Martial Law and ER)... the chick in Level 9 seems to be Korean.... ha! I was right!! Susie Park... I'm so good at this... I think I'll stalk her..
<1:24:03 AM>
Obsessed with Moby's Bittersweet Symphony remix.. you know, that song in Cruel Intentions (you did pay attention to the songs right?) the one that starts off with that haunting violin melody? Yeah.. the remix has no words and is just fast and just plays those few bars again and again and again.... it's really catchy, mind you. Go find it on Napster....
<1:14:55 AM>
Sniff a little freedom... for some reason I don't think I'd enjoy it.
<1:11:09 AM>
Can you believe the Italian media? Like how clueless they are? They busted a kiddie porno/snuff ring and they were smart enough to show the 'evidence' on TV... haha...
<1:04:03 AM>
=( I can't believe that Nike pulled that chainsaw commercial off the air!!! BOO!!!! but guess what? you can watch it here .....
<12:57:04 AM>
ok.. that last bad dog comment was a bit... umm... ok, you figure it out.
<12:56:29 AM>
I was so looking forward to watching that Vancouver Film Festival movie about volleyball playing transvestites in Thailand. But my friend cancelled on me and I drank too much Frangelico. Bad dog... =P
|
