and now...the blog
Monday morning, and I was in to work at 8 am! See the cat got out last night and I was worried. I had no idea where she was, plus she seems like she's sick. So I woke up a few times in the middle of the night worried and stuff. But then around 5 am she came in the room, mewing and it was all cool. Fed her and then she jumped back up on my bed and went to sleep. Good things.
posted by Catfish Gil 8:47 AM
Well this has certainly been a blogging lapse. Will probably continue this way for a while. Life has just gotten extremely hectic. But the good news is that I found a place to live. WOOHOO!!!! It's in fairfax co, NoVA. I will now disavow my marylandness and become a virginian, err...virginiaer? A resident of the state of virginia. yay. Actually there was this little movement to call NoVA, ffx county specifically Internet County usa cuz like 75 percent of all the US internet traffic runs thru there. That's kinda cool. Hope I can find DSL there tho. It would suck to have to go back to 56k.
posted by Catfish Gil 9:47 PM
And damn, it's so humid in here. Still cool, low 70s. My bedroom smells like a basement. Ugh, gross!! Wearing a hooded sweatshirt though. That's always fun (and boxers) haha. great combination.
You know - when we're in school (college) everything is so great and intense and we're pushed way hard to learn all these great new things. I miss those days so much. But ever since I got out, life's been so much less of an intellectual er...(looking for metaphor here)...environment (blech, no good, but hey, it's blogger, stream of conciousness, or at least no editing. ONly can go back if something is obscenely wrong or spelling). so anyway. Where do most adults (ha to admit I'm an adult) go to for stimulation? No clue.
god i'm feeling bitter as all hell now.
need to raise seratonin levels.
posted by Catfish Gil 6:37 AM
Wow I hate to wake up feeling like shit. I just had some ill dreams kinda. Nothing too disturbing but, like my good vrave bud radish would pontificate on: people just suck: suck suck suck. Human nature is evil. There's no good out there. Everyone is around to screw you over. Some part of me though doesn't want to believe this. I have to feel that if this was the case there'd be no happiness in the world. It certainly seems like there is though. I dunno.
No backstabbers.
posted by Catfish Gil 6:30 AM
haha, first off, I wrote peachful below. I meant peaceful. Thats really a cute typo. I think I'll leave it there. Anyway I guess the weekend is over. I slacked on every one of my repsonsibilities. Did some interested things, had a packed saturday, and today I got down and dirty under the car.
I am really exhausted tho'. coming in at 6 am and then waking up like 5 hours later (after dancing all night) is really rough. ouch. so I'll probably get some food then crash . puh-doink.
night all.
posted by Catfish Gil 9:22 PM
cool air surrounds my body. It's much better this way. I like it cool. So it's probably in the mid 70s out, moist. peachful, after the rain. I don't like the summer, but this is a nice reminder of how it will always be in a month or so. funny to think it's only wednesday, or rather tomorrow is thursday (when I wake up).
ahh to sleep under warm sheets and a blanket :)
posted by Catfish Gil 12:28 AM
whoa, trippy...sodaplay.
posted by Catfish Gil 1:46 PM
OKay, ever get to that point where you have all these residual chemicals in you from all the food you've ingested over the past few days and you're just really on the edge. like too much caffeine, but it's more at too many un natural foods and chemicals? Man i've feeling all weird cuz of it. I need to just drink a lot of water to flush this crap out of my body. hummpf
posted by Catfish Gil 1:45 PM
Let me just say this again, this Funckarma 12" on dub is SOOOO Fucking good. Yum. I can't really put an emotion with it at the moment. Kinda of machinelove. I'm sure that translates to something really coolsounding in german. I gotta learn german, ya know. it's just a cool language. I like how 5-10 minutes can sometimes mean a human emotion. It's neet stuff. Sos anyway, another day. I think my CDr crapped out on me last night. ugh, don't buy anything by sony. everything by them for me breaks. go figure.
So the concord went down. That's pretty sad, but you know it wasn't all over the news this morning. I thought that was kinda weird. The local baseball team suffering a crushing defeat was featured more prominantly. I dig media. It's just soo cool to take it apart and see what a social force it is.
Quantifying the human experience is somthing else I dig. Shoulda ended up in psychology, but I don't like helping people that much. That sounds bad, doesn't it? well not so much that I don't like it, but I'm not big on strangers. And I'm a snob, really I am. So most ppl need to prove their worthiness to me. And that's not in a 'prove it' kinda context, but more at just display it. I'm sick of dealing with stupid ppl. I like surrounding myself with those who I can learn from. I miss that. It's not going on right now.
My brain is rotting. I have too much unfulfilling stuff going on in my life. Need to read a book...
posted by Catfish Gil 10:57 AM
I'm going f'ing nuts. I need headphones. I have to listen to music. This is just ill. Got a whole CD case full of MP3s, nearly 10 GBs, mostly my music that I bought legitimately, and yet nuthing. I need to block out the rest of the world. Grrr. Guess tonight when I go home I'll listen to stuff. like that funckarma. Oh love is that sexy music. I love sexy music. What makes music sexy you ask? Well it's gotta be powerful and sensual and just stir these animalistic feelings through the ears. All that dark d'n'b, a la ed rush is sexy music. my god. *heart attack* pull out the earplugs and die by sound.
posted by Catfish Gil 4:10 PM
Elevators are so freaky. I go up and down in this little silver box. And it's just odd how small the space is. I don't have a fear of them or anything, but you know - and why do they go up faster, when that's against gravity and requires more work, but the descent down a few floors is just s-s-s-s-s-l-l-l-l-l-l-o-o-o-o-o-w-w-w-w-w. odd.
posted by Catfish Gil 3:50 PM
Well I've been a'slacking on the blog. I dunno I think I'm gonna give you one long incoherent ramble right now. i wrote a song about it wanna hear it here it go. I'm actually finding less and less quality blog content than before. I dunno. Maybe this is loosing its edge. And like everyone is so young (hehe). Maybe what i want to find is someone whose blog is just a brain dump of philosophical nonsense, placed in the blender with a shot of light rum, some ice cubes and made nice and slushy. Of course that's what I'm looking for in a woman. And then some. hehe. I need a haircut so bad. It's having negative effects on my brain. less thought processes are able to run without bogging down the system. I like the blog thread about how everyone proclaims THEY ARE GEEK. Of course there are all levels of geekdom. So it's really not fair to say one person is and another person isn't. And you know, it's commonly thought of that a geek is someone who is into tech, especially computers, but it really should be abstracted. I think a geek is really someone is passionate about some scientific artful subject (who bores the hell out of everyone else at parties - unless it's a GEEK PARTY). anyway, I'm getting a little too excited here.
posted by Catfish Gil 3:13 PM