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  name: Jessica
  age: eighteen
  location: austin, tx
  birthday: July 31
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5.1.2001

I'm such a dumbass. Anyway I've been really lazy lately. I am working on a new layout but its going pretty slow I think. I'm just sick of this crappy looking layout.

So last night was fun. I got drunk. Yeah I know on a Monday night. Someone should just kick me. Anyhoo I forgot that I was hosting this wonderful new project by Jayseph and his girlfriend Sharon It's called
posted by Jessica S on 5/1/2001 03:45:00 PM

4.30.2001

I really like this site except for the fact that it makes me want a relationship like that. But oh well what can you do. I'm pretty content with my life right now. So anyway, I am so tired for some reason. I didn't get up and I didn't go to any of my classes. I'm sick thats what it is. I just feel like shit.

Last night we went over to Kirk's. It was alright. Then I came back and talked to Evan for a while and then I just passed out. I started a new journal somewhere but it's more of my own thing. I guess it's secret, but I don't mind if some people read it, it's not locked or anything. There are just those few people that cannot read it. And I know that it'll just be worse off in the end, and that everything always comes out, but for the time being, just let me live in my own little ignorant world.
posted by Jessica S on 4/30/2001 04:02:38 PM

4.29.2001

No one is signing Geek Me anymore. Why is that people?! Nah I'm just kidding its alright.

Anyhoo, my weekend was a pretty normal weekend. Tory and I took some pretty cool pictures. LoL I almost typed kewl cause thats what Patrick always says. Oh my oh my.

posted by Jessica S on 4/29/2001 09:50:29 PM

4.26.2001

This week has gone by so fast. I wonder where the week goes because I never get anything done. The time just goes by waaaaaaaay to fast. Maybe its just because I don't do anything productive and thats why I feel like I'm just wasting time. And I really am. I do nothing so it is a waste of time. Lately I've been feeling like I'm just watching myself live my life. Its like if I'm outside of my body and I'm just watching a movie. These past couple of weeks everything has been like a dream, its all this haze and its crazy.

Speaking of crazy, its a small world. This is really weird. I met Evan online and he goes to St Edwards so we met offline. So he's pretty cool, and he even went to Mundi you know. Well I don't know how we get onto the subject, but he knows who Patrick is because of his girlfirned. It turns out that Evan's girlfriend, 'dated' Patrick. Its really weird, I don't know. Crazy shit.
posted by Jessica S on 4/26/2001 10:42:27 PM

FUCKING blogger didn't post what I just typed.
posted by Jessica S on 4/26/2001 10:38:30 PM

4.24.2001

I saw the Grim Faeries last night at Sin13. It was pretty cool. Before they went on though there was this suspension team there and thats what I was really looking forward to see. I thought I was like some tough shit and I could take anything but I'm just full of shit. This girl is the first one to do the suspension and they hook her up and then there's this guy just spinning and spinning her around and I was watching and I started feeling sick in my stomach. Then on while she was spinning the other guys are getting ready and this one guy gets hooked up and he's just hanging there and swinging and I wanted to see this dude hang by his knees but I just couldn't take it. I was seriously about to pass out. I got all dizzy and I had a cold sweat and I was like whoa and I had to get out of there. I felt like such a wuss.
posted by Jessica S on 4/24/2001 03:29:42 PM

4.23.2001

Please forgive the lack of updates but here and here is my new hair color. Yes they are some new pics for you.

This weekend I really didn't do much. I just laid around I guess I don't know. Today I have to pick up Tory from the airport and then we're going to SA to see Grim Faeries and the ICU Suspension Team. It should be gruesome but cool. =]
posted by Jessica S on 4/23/2001 03:48:10 PM

4.20.2001

I feel like I've been living a dream. I don't know its crazy. I had the weirdest dream right now too. Last night we went to Patricks and it was fun. God I'm tired.
posted by Jessica S on 4/20/2001 02:36:57 PM