Intellectual Aberration
Wednesday, March 21, 2001
Wow I can't believe how long it's been since I've written! So much has happened. I'm looking to do web and graphic design, since that is my passion. I also have a new passion... Kerim. He was my birthday present, as I like to say. I love him so very much! I just moved in with him, eeek! It's so different and so exciting. Marriage in the future? Hmmmm..... ;)
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 3/21/2001 12:39:20 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2000
Hmmm... I can't say much has happened lately. Sar sar went back home yesterday so I have the room all to myself once again. YAY! I'm trying not to let a certain someone get me down. I've had nothing but disappointments in that area of my life. So I'm going to do my best to ignore that part for a while. He can't give me what I know I need, and I doubt I'll be finding it somewhere else anytime soon. I've been having fun with Maria. I've spent the night at her house so much. She's my bestest bestest friend. We're like two peas in a pod. Hehe! "Me and Jenni... we's like peas an' carrots!"
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 9/17/2000 11:10:31 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2000
*Sigh* Well, the date was cancelled due to his "family night." Oh well, maybe some other time. Didn't do anything really interesting today. Oh poop! Hehehe!
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 9/8/2000 09:20:11 PM
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Thursday, September 07, 2000
Woohoo, gots myself a date with a good lookin' fella tomorrow! :-P
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 9/7/2000 11:42:31 PM
I've gone through periods depression every now and then through out my adolesence. I think everyone does. It really pains me to see those who let themselves get trapped in their depression. That is no way for someone to live. There is help available. It's almost like these people want to be miserable. They want life to pass them by. They want to hurt others by living only inside of themselves, ignoring the outside world and those who care about them. They only see the world they have created inside themselves. It's like they don't see all the important things passing them by. I was almost like that myself. I WAS like that for a while. But I opened my eyes and saw what was happening. The world isn't so bad! I had bad things happen, but it's in the past! It has formed who I am today. But it really isn't so bad once you really look at it. I have been so happy, and I have been having so much fun! Life is good, and people shouldn't waste time moping about their sad lives. Think of the good things we have, the air, the sunrise, flowers, our health, friendships, family, being able to laugh! Boy, I have been laughing. :) If there is something about your life that is depressing you, then change it! There's no need to be stuck in one way of living. All you have to do is reach deep within yourself and choose to live happy. That's all there is to it!
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 9/7/2000 10:00:53 PM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2000
Man! It's been almost 2 months since I've written. Life's ok, had the good with the bad. I'm working on a new site called I'm A Goddess! Creations, offering websets for people to use on their websites. I think it's turning out pretty cool. I might make a part for greeting cards, too. Other than that, things are the same... I'm still full of love for someone! :)
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 8/23/2000 11:46:00 AM
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Sunday, June 25, 2000
I haven't written in 10 days! I've been trying to sort my life out. On the outside there isn't much happening, but on the inside there's total chaos. I've been reading this book, "A Map of the World." This woman named Alice is struggling with depression and inner demons after her best friend's child drowns in a pond on her property. All of her inner struggles remind me of how I feel sometimes. I need to make some changes in my life. I'm not able to move to Bellingham. Marie and I are working out another plan. I am very excited about it. :)
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 6/25/2000 07:28:14 PM
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Thursday, June 15, 2000
Joe called me this morning. It was so good to hear his voice again! I haven't heard it since maybe December. Today was rather uneventful. I played nintendo with my brother. My mom talked to me about possibly moving up to Bellingham with my sister. It's going to be a major change for me, but it is one that I really need to make.
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 6/15/2000 09:50:42 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2000
Well, I am putting the last couple months behind me. That ceases to exist in my memory from now on. I am now going back to a part of my life I never should have left. That is with someone who has stuck by my side for the past, oh... 3 years or so. That's you Joe. :o) I haven't been very good to you in the past several months and it's something I have regretted with every breath I take. I am so lucky that you continue to stay by my side. I don't feel I deserve it. I have been blessed with your friendship and your love and I will not take that for granted from here on out... for the rest of my life. I promise you that. I love you my dear.
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 6/13/2000 09:15:44 PM
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Sunday, June 11, 2000
I was watching Spirit on PBS this evening. They combine modern music and dance with Native American music and dance. It is absolutely beautiful!
posted by Jennifer Gamache on 6/11/2000 08:00:44 PM
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