on the outside
Saturday, August 11, 2001 | pre*now
I get to go to school. It's going to cost me a mere $487.50 a month. Great huh? That leaves me with no money and it's going to be hard to make that every month, but it's necessary. However, if any one wants to help out, feel free to do so. Thanks.I went to Vans Warped Tour on Thursday. It was awesome. I got really burnt though. Ehhh. It was rad though. There was like 18,000 people there. That's what the newspaper said anyway. Eh.
Brandon is pissed. Because I'm nice really, that's the only reason. I said we'd take his brother over to the condo from the house and now we can't fuck so he's all pissed, and I'm pissed to because that's bullshit. I don't deal well to shit like that. Not at all.
21:15
Sunday, August 05, 2001 | pre*now
I bought a new computer today. It's an ibook G3. It's so adorable. I'm going to get in sometime next week. I've been wanting a new one for a while now, but I didn't have the money, however, I went to the, apple site, and they financed it for me, so I only have to pay like 20 bucks a month. I needed a new one for school and this one is so outdated now. I'm going to clear my shit off of this one and give this one to my mom so she can use it.
00:16
Tuesday, July 31, 2001 | pre*now
Good News Good News Good News People!!!!! I went done to the college today to work something out to where I can pay for school and it turns out that the financial aid packet they put together was for off-campus living, but what they're billing me for is for on-campus living. They're going to put together a new packet for me, but from my mathematics it looks like I'll only have to pay $1,830 a semester instead of the $5,224. Nice huh? I'll still have to pay a late fee and so on, but atleast I'll be able to start school. Feel free to help me out. Sens any money you might have extra my way please. Even if it's a hundred bucks, it helps so much. I'm so excited though.I also forgot to mention in my last posting about the Blink 182 concert, that I met Travis and I got his autograph. I'm still so stoked. *I can't wait for the summer at the Warped Tour* AHHHHH!
18:14
Monday, July 30, 2001 | pre*now
I finally saw Blink 182 on Saturday night. They played along with a New Found Glory and Body Jar. Let me tell you. I could have creamed in my pants. It was so fucking awesome. The most awesomest thing ever to have been done. They were great. The whole scene was great, except that Brandon puked, it was funny. None the less, seeing that show revitalized my love for punk and emo. It was sooo awesome. I'm still so pysched about it. On the 9th, I'm going to see Vans Warped Tour. Ahhhhh. The Ataris are going to be there!!! YAH!!!! So is New Found Glory!!!, Bouncing Souls, Dropkick Murphey's, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes!!!, Fenix*Tx!!!!, Sum 41, and tons of other awesome bands. Ahhhhh. I can't wait. Life is so fucking good.I still money for college people... help me out!!!
20:52
Monday, July 23, 2001 | pre*now
Sigh. I applied for a loan. I was denied. All I really need is $3,000. I mean, everything else would make it a lot easier, but I'm trying as hard as I can. All I need is $3,000. With that I can pay the first semester and get started. I'll be working full time while going to school, so I can save up that way for next semester. I just wish Brandon still had $3000 left on his credit card, then I could charge that to his card. He applied for a couple other ones, hopefull he'll get them. I applied for a couple cards too, but I was denied because I don't have enough credit. It's just fustrating. I'm the first one in my family to go to college, and now I probably won't be able to because I can't get $3,000. I know it sounds like a lot, but for college, I don't think it is. I know there are people reading this, and I wish you guys would help me out. At this point 10 bucks would help. If I get 10 bucks from everyone who read this, I'd have enough. I think. Maybe I should put paypal onto my web page for donations. I probably wouldn't get any though.I'm so upset about this whole thing. I worked so hard for 12 years to achieve nothing. I just need $3,000. That's it. I just don't get it.
Brandon sent me a dozen red roses to work today. It was the sweetest thing ever. I've never been so happy.Why does it always rain on me?
15:35
Saturday, July 21, 2001 | pre*now
Well, I'm getting ready to start college next month. That is if I can find a way to pay for it. I need $5, 676 in order to pay for just the first semester. I can pay for it if I just had more time. So if anyone can loan me any money, even if it's just a hundred or two, it would be appreciated, and I would definitely pay you back. However, I know that with my luck, I won't find anyone to help me pay, so it's pointless to even mention it, but then again, maybe I'll get lucky. Email me if you can help with my college fund. Thanks. It's stressing me out though. I don't know what I'm going to do. ...sigh...
12:43
Friday, July 20, 2001 | pre*now
Wow. It's been so long. I've decided to come back to my page. It's been a while, I know and I'm sorry. I've just had things to do, been busy having a life for once.
I work a lot, still have Brandon, things like that. I finally graduated highschool . Awesome huh? Still amazes me. None the less, I'm hungry and Brandon's house only has nasty organic icky brown squishy food, so I'm heading home. Just a note to say hello again and sorry for being gone so long. Sign the guestbook, email me... keep in touch. Peace out. hahaha
21:45
