Okay, this is sort of up in the air as I work on moving. You'll see what I mean, when I'm done. But it didn't want to work, so I'm back here for now. If
this works.
It helps, when setting your alarm, to set it for AM instead of PM. I'm just dang lucky that I woke up when the rest of the family did. I even managed to have a shower this morning, I'm so proud of myself.
My mood has been bouncing all over heck. Work just zaps me. I was hyper all weekend, pretty much, but something about having to go back to work just... ick. Waste of time. What do I need the money for? Okay, okay, I need it for the visit and everything...
Oh yes, my good news... after too long of being stressed out (him more than me, it seemed), it happened: his ticket is booked and paid for. He's coming to visit, arriving June 29, and staying for two weeks. He was hyper once it was certain; I was... in shock. I really don't think it sunk in. Or maybe it sunk in a long time ago, I've been telling people he's coming and all, but just the thought of him not coming freaked me out. That's more like it. But he's coming, he's coming! I can't wait... though knowing he'll have to leave soon makes the waiting seem easier. The slower he comes, the slower he leaves. At least it's still coming up, still in the near future. After that, we're back where we started... but with so much more...
I'm so comfortable right now. I have two couch cushions, two pillows, and two beanbags, all arranged to make a comfy seat for me. I'm practically laying down, but propped up so I can see and type. It's so comfy, I can almost fall asleep. Dang, I wish I could go to sleep. It seems like I'm always tired - in the mornings. I hate this, always waking up tired. And if I sleep longer I feel like crap - and am still tired. I like weekends, where I can sleep 'til I feel like waking up. And the scary part is, this work/schedule thing I'm looking at for the rest of my life...
