September 18, 2001
Crap, I'm so tired. Sigh.
freespeech stopped it's free service...then shouldn't they change the name to notfreespeech? Cos unless I feel like paying 100 bucks a year, my Beck site is dead, and that makes me sad. This is really annoying.
MM...anyway. I'm so tired. I wanna diiiieee ARRRghhhh oh well.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/18/2001 06:42:10 AM | Comment
September 17, 2001
I hate physics. No change from the norm...I just don't get it. I mean, I wonder what the point of a LOT of things are, but the point of physics is beyond me.
School wasn't so terrible today, but still, another 4 days? God...crappit.
Mm. There isn't much else to say. School sucked. Like is poop. I eat too much cos I hate school and it's supposed to make me feel better but it kind of doesn't, yeah? :(
There's normal TV on...not just news all the time. OO wow. Oh well.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/17/2001 09:23:16 PM | Comment
I had another weiiirrrd dream last night. Yikes! There were like...terrorists at my school. Hmmm. Actually, what I remember is the principal saying that our school was hijacked, which doesn't make sense so I'm going to say terrorists.
The school was supposed to be TAS I think...it was gigantic. First of all, we had gym class and we played basketball. After that I remember changing out my my gym clothes and not hearing the bell ring...I was trying to get to my physics class and all these people were taking elevators somewhere. I decided it woudl be faster to take an elevator (for some reason there were a whole bunch of them) and so I took it to the second floor and it didn't look like school at all. It had turned dark and rainy, and my watch stopped working. Then I heard the principal on the loudspeaker telling us that we were in danger or something. Still, I was thinking that I had to get to my class, so I walked around, although I had no idea where I was. I somehow got to this area that was like a gigantic mall...except it was really nice, there were chandeliers hanging from the ceiling and I was just walking around. I asked some clerks how to get to the junior locker area and they didn't know, and one lady said to look in my book that would say where it was or something? I don't think I ever found out.
At some point I saw my mum...and then it was sunny and not raining, and I wasn't even in school anymore. We were like in some place..that was surrounded by trees and dirt and stuff, like...I dunno. I had a choice to leave by going to the right or left, and I went left first, but that was wrong, so I had something that was supposed to go back in time and then I could go right, and it was really weird.
...anyway! I'm tired. 5 days of hellll to live through. And then NEXT week I think I get a 4 day weekend...I can't wait.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/17/2001 06:38:46 AM | Comment
September 16, 2001
Sundays suck.
But not as much as mondays. FOO.
So I've got lots of homework I COULD do but I really don't want to. Duh.
I had a really weird dream last night. For the first time I can ever remember, I shouted in my sleep. I mean, I was shouting in my dream, and then I actually shouted and it woke me up. It was like 7:30 AM...yeesh. In this dream...I think I went into the future...yeah, probably the future...or I was in some other place. For ever day I spent in that place, 8 years passed by...hm, that doesn't even make sense. First I remember walking around with some friends (Simone and Carol...where did they come from?) in a grassy field and there were lots of trees too. I also went swimming in this man made lake and waterfall, it was really pretty...um...and there was this other weird thing, this person was after me. I don't think they wanted to kill me but I was really afraid of this person, and he (or she?) could morph into any other person, so I didn't know who the person was. I found out the person was posing as this lady that I thought was my friend, and when she showed her real face I ran like hell...and Cristen was there too (that was weird) and we were in a train station maybe? There were lots of stairs and we ran like nuts, but the person was right behind us. And Cristen managed to hide herself in the ceiling or something and I was standing there and we tried to distract the person that was after us, and I shouted HELP and then I woke up. Weird, no?
The other dream I had was really messed up as well...not AS messed up. Hmmmhmhmh.
Go here! More people need to get clicky..click click!
*Yawn*...maybe I should go back to sleep.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/16/2001 12:33:50 PM | Comment
September 15, 2001
Can you tell me whether or not my Beck site works? I uploaded something to it and it won't load...
Anyway. The weekend is too short. I haven't done any homework, and I highly doubt I will. I think I have to redo my physics homework because even though I finished it, I didn't do it the way the teacher told us to because he only told us on Friday. I mean, it took me all week to do! And then he tells us this easy way to do it. Sigh. Well not really easy, but...this is annoying.
Why won't my stupid Beck site work? I redid the index page so it would look nicer and not too crappy...now it won't work...
Why isn't anyone ever online? Then again, who is "anyone"...there are only a few people I guess I would care are online but it's like I am completely alone. It's like nearly everyone fell off the face of the earth. Then again it doesn't matter that much because there isn't anyone that I really, really, REALLY enjoy chatting with online. I know some of my friends read this and don't take that the wrong way, but I'm sure you'd say the same about me, and if you wouldn't, then I dunno, I'm not that amusing...
It's a good thing I like hanging out with my mum, because then I would be bored out of my mind...not just bored, I mean crazy. Who else would I talk to? The wall? Maybe that would be good.
I really shouldn't complain about stuff. Oh well.
Isn't this sad?
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/15/2001 10:23:45 PM | Comment
I ate so much today.
Anyway. The beginning..I had two VERY strange dreams last night. One was terrorist related, and the other was just reaaaaalllly weird, but ANYWAY! The first dream was weird, I think I was in a mall with some friends, and these guys cam ein with guns and told us to give them money...yeah, that sounds more liek buglars but they weren't really, but they DIDN'T take our money and they had these giant SUVs. And...some other machinery...and they were like running over people. It was weird, man! Not like scary, more like "Huh?" And then we escaped by jumping out of a window and swimming to the shore (we were by water? I dunno)...and that was it. HUH? Weird...
The second dream I couldn't even begin to describe, but there was a dude who died and came back to life...and wanted to kill me or something? Cos I kind of killed him? Um.
Yeaaah, so for LUNCH, my mum and I went to a yummy Indian restaurant...it was a BUFFET! YAY! And then we went to Edgewater. There's a gigantic American flag hanging over the George Washington Bridge. Well...kind of over it. Kind of not. If you saw it you'd know what I mean. You can see white smoke rising from where the Twin Towers were. :(
But I was generally in a good mood. My mum and I went to Mitsuwa and Kinokuniya, where I got Rockin On with Bjork..and there's Radiohead and Beck in there, yay! We got lots of yummy stuff at Mitsuwa, lots of nice desserts from the Minamoto Kitchoan (I may have spelled that wrong, but anyway they make nice desserts with red bean and jelly and fruits and stuff) so we sat somewhere by the edge of the Hudson river and just sat there eating. Oo. Oh yeah, we also got some postcards. Most of them with any pictures of the Twin Towers are gone, but we found a handful so we got...those.
I'm going to eat a cookie...yummmm...
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/15/2001 05:47:09 PM | Comment
September 14, 2001
Foof, I just spent more than an hour scanning and editing Bjork pictures. I hope bjork.com could use em, or I'd be kind of annoyed!...well I shouldn't be, I could have made the whole process a million times easier if I cut the pictures out of the magazine but I kind of wanted to keep it intact. :P
WHY THE HELL ISN'T HOTMAIL WORKING! ARGH it crashed IE then Juno then IE again...this is so annoying. Poo it.
Anyway, I'm in a great mood, ding dong! Um. I dunno what that was for. School was okay, it rained most of the day so we didn't have to go outside and play frisbee in gym class. I went into the weight room and did leg extensions the whole time, and then it felt funny to walk around. We had a choice of playing kickball or going into the weight room and the teacher said "If you don't think you're going to participate much in the game, I suggest you go to the weightroom," and no one was getting up so I got up, and this kid laughed...not really at me, but just that someone was getting up I guess. He's a bit strange. Well I hate kickball, so FOO! Yeah.
I got two Bjork books from amazon.com yesterday, Army of She and Bjork. They're both nice books. Army of She is very interesting I think, it's like a long essay. Or a short book. Hm. It's not really a biography, it's like...um...something else? And the other book is a little disappointing in some ways, I heard that a lot of it was just blank pages and it is. It's supposed to be "minimalistic" I suppose, but it seems stupid to have a nearly blank page with the name of a photographer on it and the next page with the picture. Oh well, it's still cool! I think it could have been...better. I feel compelled to stick my own pictures in the blank spaces...
I got a B on my math quiz. WOO yeah I got 1 point above the average, go meeee...
My dad lit some candles today for the tragedy...and there was a candlelight vigil in the neighboring town I think, although I didn't go. Mmwell. Candles are cool. I lit a virtual candle...I forget the URL for the page, but it was cute, little candles floating around and you click on the unlit one. Yuuup.
What else did I do today? Oh I had a really good pizza. "Pizza...pizza has cheese! How could you!" Well...foo, there wasn't too much cheese on it, it was one of those Amy's Organic things, and it was really good. I mean, frozen pizza, pop it in the oven. It had brocolli, tomato slices, and pesto sauce instead of tomato sauce. I would try the soy pizza, but they always put casein in it, which is not good for you, although I don't remember why. It's like glue. Kind of. Not really. I forget. I guess the soy cheese pizza hasn't been perfected yet.
Mmmwell, I think Ben Folds was supposed to be on Conan tonite..but of course no shows are on, so I'll watch the NEWS! :)
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/14/2001 11:37:22 PM | Comment
Lina wrote this on her website:
How could I possibly go to sleep?
Getting dressed again.
Finding comfort by the keyboard.
Just read this:
Björk dedicated one Song for the people in NYC called "Manhattan". She cried. What is a Björk-gig when so many People died today. Michael, Stuttgart 23.55"
I feel guilty for feeling relieved that she wasn't there. That she is safe. That she is alive. But the world is scary enough right now without the comfort and hope her music gives me. I need her to keep being constant.
The idea of 10 000 people gone is too big to grip.
It makes me nauseous.
Somehow, the only song I can hear over and over in my head is Radiohead's "How To Disappear Completely"...
I'm not here
This isn't happening
:( At least Bjork wasn't in NY at the time...I mean, she lives there now, but...yeah...and How To Disappear Completely would be really sad now, so I wouldn't even try listening to it.
I think Broadway shows are resuming today, and I'd think it's hard to put on a show, especially if it's a comedy or something. How do you put on a show, you know? It's a job but eh...I dunno..
This is just crazy...some people never learn. Humans just get more terrible...
Z100 has a webcam up which shows the NYC skyline and it's pretty cool. Z100 is so different now, I mean now they don't play as much "annoying" music, and it's interesting to hear them talk about all this stuff because they're not a news radio station, it's not like...well I dunno, I was listening to NPR and the tone is just different with the two radio stations. Maybe more...normal? Conversational...down to earth...yeah. And then every now and then they play a song that I've never heard before on Z100, or ever in general...
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/14/2001 06:34:34 AM | Comment
September 13, 2001
I never knew there was a radiohead.org...now I feel stupid. Where have I been? Yeesh.
If that doesn't make you smile (or feel...um, something) I don't know what will...interesting shirt. I wonder how he feels about the state of NYC today...
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/13/2001 10:24:14 PM | Comment
School is hell.
But anyway. Other stuff to talk about first. Diana made a nice pictorial tribute so check that out. Pretty sad really, but then..of course it is, what am I talking about?
Right now I'm donating some money at the American Red Cross site. $100...that'll buy...ten blankets? Well I'm giving $50 and my mum is too. :) Since I'm not donating blood, this isn't too shabby either. My mum said I have O negative..hm.
Bjork is on the cover of CMJ...I think if I type it it's less likely I'll forget...
I got an interesting e-mail from Karen:
>
>TRIBUTE TO AMERICA
>
>The following, from a Canadian newspaper, is worth sharing.
>
>Its subject is "America: The Good Neighbor"
>
>Widespread but only partial news coverage was given recently to a
>remarkable editorial broadcast from Toronto by Gordon Sinclair, a
>Canadian television commentator. What follows is the full text of his
>trenchant remarks as printed in the Congressional Record:
>
>"This Canadian thinks it is time to speak up for the Americans as the
>most generous and possibly the least appreciated people on all the
>earth. Germany, Japan and, to a lesser extent, Britain and Italy were
>lifted out of the debris of war by the Americans who poured in
>billions of dollars and forgave other billions in debts. None of these
>countries is today paying even the interest on its remaining debts to
>the United States.
>
>When France was in danger of collapsing in 1956, it was the Americans
>who
>propped it up, and their reward was to be insulted and swindled on the
>streets of Paris. I was there. I saw it.
>
>When earthquakes hit distant cities, it is the United States that
>hurries in to help. This spring, 59 American communities were
>flattened by tornadoes. Nobody helped.
>
>The Marshall Plan and the Truman Policy pumped billions of dollars into
>discouraged countries. Now newspapers in those countries are writing
>about
>the decadent, warmongering Americans.
>
>I'd like to see just one of those countries that is gloating over the
>erosion of the United States dollar build its own airplane. Does any
>other country in the world have a plane to equal the Boeing Jumbo Jet,
>the
>Lockheed Tri-Star, or the Douglas DC10? If so, why don't they fly them?
>Why
>do all the International lines except Russia fly American Planes?
>
>Why does no other land on earth even consider putting a man or woman on
>the
>moon? You talk about Japanese technocracy, and you get radios. You talk
>about German technocracy, and you get automobiles. You talk about
>American
>technocracy, and you find men on the moon-not once, but several
>times-and
>safely home again. You talk about scandals, and the Americans put theirs
>right in the store window for everybody to look at. Even their
>draft-dodgers
>are not pursued and hounded. They are here on our streets, and most of
>them,
>unless they are breaking Canadian laws, are getting American dollars
>from
>ma
>and pa at home to spend here.
>
>When the railways of France, Germany and India were breaking down
>through
>age, it was the Americans who rebuilt them. When the
>Pennsylvania Railroad and the New York Central went broke, nobody loaned
>them
>an old caboose. Both are still broke.
>
>I can name you 5000 times when the Americans raced to the help of
>other people in trouble. Can you name me even one time when someone else
>raced to the Americans in trouble? I don't think there was outside help
>even
>during the San Francisco earthquake.
>
>Our neighbors have faced it alone, and I'm one Canadian who is damned
>tired
>of hearing them get kicked around. They will come out of this thing with
>their flag high. And when they do, they are entitled to thumb their nose
>at
>the lands that are gloating over their present troubles. I hope Canada
>is
>not
>one of those."
>
>Stand proud, America!
>
>This is one of the best editorials that I have ever read or heard
>regarding the United States. It is nice that one man realizes it. I
>only wish that the rest of the world would realize it. We are always
>blamed for everything, and never even get a thank you for the things
>we do.
>
>I would hope that each of you would send this to as many people as you
>can
>and emphasize that they should send it to as many of their friends until
>this
>letter is sent to every person on the web. I am just a single American
>who
>has read this, but I SURE HOPE THAT A LOT MORE READ IT SOON.
It's pretty interesting, isn't it?
Anyway, school sucks, but there's not much point in me talking about that cos...it really doesn't matter. I mean, I'm just real strange I think. I kind of hate it. I hated walking home too. Some people shouted at me! I don't know why, I'm pretty sure I didn't know them. This has happened before...what is wrong with these people? I mean, it's not a nice gesture. I'm just walking home, what's the big deal? The first day I walked home with Aliza a lot more people were making noises at us from their cars...? Sigh.
I hate gym. The teacher must think I'm an idiot. Before class started he asked me if I understood what he was talking about, like getting involved in the game and doing stuff, and I said...yeah...I DID understand. Just because I don't do something doesn't mean I don't understand. But I'm the only person like that I think. So. That's great. I wanted to die after class finally ended. We were playing ultimate frisbee..I used to LIKE that game. I really did. In Taiwan I remember playing it, the way we did it the girls were against girls and boys against boys, which I think made it more fun, but now it's just like some really bad torture. I'm not going for the stupid frisbee, what's so hard to comprehend? I caught it once and I had no idea who to throw it to. My mind doesn't work that fast, that's why I don't like sports, I mean you have to think fast and I never have any idea what to do. It's kind of late to work on that NOW, so I think "screw it"...can anyone understand what I'm talking about? I'm the only person in my gym class with some kind of mental retardation as far as sports playing ability goes. Why doesn't..SCHOOL understand that gym class is like band and art, as in you take it if you enjoy it, it's a skill that you don't have different levels for. Everyone is treated equally when it is obvious that everyone is NOT equal. I know I sound like I'm making a big deal out of such a trifle thing, but I'm only getting older, and it gets worse every year generally, except maybe in Taiwan when gym may have been fun.
My mum bought tons of newspapers today. She couldn't get any yesterday, they were all gone I would suppose, but now we have some...yay...lasting memories. :P
Yikes...there have been so many stories of close calls and stuff. My mum told me about someone who slept late, so he was like trying ot get to work in the twin towers and then he finds out what happened, that's freaky.
Cristen...SHIN splints..okay, i've like never had that before, but yeah it feels like something that would be called shin splints. Cos it feels splinty. Hehe. Good description, yeah? How would I walk any other way without using the back of my foot first? hehe.
Rebbie...I told my mum about donating blood, and she told me you have to weigh a certain weight...she weights less than 100 pounds! Yeesh. I definitely way more...I gained back the weight i lost while I had stitches in my mouth, OH well.
I will say that eating made me very happy today after school. There's been lots of stuff bothering me (besides all this attack on america stuff)...my grandparents are here and they're very annoying, of course they don't know that, it's just the way they act. Well then. I'm full of yummy food. Falafel!
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/13/2001 10:10:17 PM | Comment
September 12, 2001
This is definitely surreal. And sad. Another before and after.
I was at Windows on the World (I think that's the name) when I was little, I didn't even know that! I kind of remember. But now I can't say I wasn't in the Twin Towers...well one of them. The Windows on the World by the way is, I think, a restaurant at the top of one of the towers where you can see...lots of stuff. I remember looking out the window once and being totally freaked out. Hey, I was like...in elementary school.
Mm okaaay I guess that's all I have to say for now. Woopee doo.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/12/2001 09:35:41 PM | Comment
God it's so hard to concentrate on ANYTHING! This morning I was tired as hell and it's just hard to think of anything besides buildings exploding and people jumping out of buildings and body parts being blown all over the place....okay, maybe it's not that hard to think of something else, but well that's what I'm thinking of. I'm not afraid of more terrorists coming and doing crazy stuff, I guess I'm still thinking "What the hell happened?"
...but anyway, I hate school a lot. Gym class was hell. The teacher figured out my name though. I must really stand out, I'm the only person in the class that looks like they wanna die or kill something. I think. I hate frisbee. It's so useless. The teacher said if I just moved then I could play well...that's like saying in physics, if I knew what I was doing, then I'd do well. And we know I don't...
For the first period of physics the teacher told us why the building may have collapsed...foofoo..and then the second period, I dunno what the teacher was talking about. I still don't understand anything.
In history we just talked about yesterday. We did that in English too. You know what I find moronic? The way all these guys think they know everything, like who did all this, why they did it, what the US government is going to do, and they go "The US should do this....the US should do that..." Do they honestly think they know...everything? Like they think they know what's best for hundreds of millions of people? I don't get it. I mean I'm saying "guys" because no girls in my classes really said stuff like that...
And I just realized the other day how little I say in a day of school. I have opinions, but I don't care to voice them. I mean, that's what I do here, and you see how enjoyable that is, right? I'm not the kind of person who just calls out and stuff, my whole life whenever i do that, it's like I don't exist, and sometimes I find it very strange.
But anyway...I have type O blood. I don't think I can donate since I'm only 16 and I don't have a blood donor card obviously, but I wouldn't mind if they really needed it. I don't think I'm O negative...but I'm O something, right? I would donate money, that's easier.
So anyway...what else to talk about...well, today I really hated walking home. Not sure why. I'm so out of shape, the front of my lower legs always hurt. What is that part called? And then after a while the rest of my leg gets sore. That's pathetic, 15 minutes of walking and by the end of it I'm like...limping. It would be so easy for me to get run over my a car. I remember last year I wanted to have a car plow into me (don't ask) and I just realized, I could run into the road and get hit too. Um...I'm not going to do that, I'm just saying...foo.
I hate English. I mean I have for the past year, and tomorrow I have an in class essay. The teacher gave us the questions, thank god, there are three and we just choose one. I don't know what to do. I mean I have hardly any idea. Stupid book...nothing jumps out...oh well. Essays are stupid anyway. I'm not gonna be a writer when I grow up, and if I suddenly decided to, I definitely wouldn't write about novels and crap.
I wonder if there's microscopic crap floating around the air in NJ. Diana said that there are fumes in her house...and it smells. Yum. Toxic air...never good.
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/12/2001 09:22:00 PM | Comment
September 11, 2001
Look at these pictures (courtesy of Rebecca's dad's friend's brother). God that's freaky. I mean it's not even really really close, but it's a lot closer than I'd wanna be! So much smoke. POOF!
Diana told me that when she stepped out of her house (in Brooklyn) she could see and smell the smoke and see ashes...yikes...that's freaky. I wouldn't want to wake up to that.
Well I think I'm done talking about this for now. I'll go to bed and read a bit...oo...
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/11/2001 08:10:03 PM | Comment
Holy crap.
Well you know what I'm going to talk about...my god, it happened HOURS ago, but...ahh!
Anyway. I guess I'm glad I don't live in NY now. Still, stuff was kinda hectic in school today.
I was in 3rd period when I heard about the World Trade Center being totally destroyed, although it happened when I was in 2nd period...and then for 3rd and 4th period I had physics like usual. The principal gave an announcement on the intercom, and the auditorium was open for people who just wanted to talk to a counselor or something. I was thinking, "Is this really necessary? We're in NJ..." but lots of people in my school have parents who work in Manhattan and a handful must work in the WTC.
So in 5th period (history) we just watched CNN the whole time and jeez it's freaky! Especially the footage of the second plane just crashing into the tower and this big cloud going FOOM! It's funny though, on the different channels they've given this whole tragedy a different name..."Terrorism in America", "Attack in America"...blah blah blah...yikes. This is going to affect everyone! But obviously if you live in like...I dunno, Kansas, then it's not the same as living on the east coast or something. In my class this guy left cos...well I'm not completely sure, but he's like an air ground controller or something and he can fly and airplane? It seems really weird to me because I wouldn't trust him with anything, but there ya go...
Anyway, people started going home and stuff. Tons of people whipped out their cell phones and called their parents. A lot of people were crying. Not TONS but some. I noticed one girl from my physics class, she said he dad worked near the WTC...thats freaky, I mean if he was really close then something probably happened. Another one of my friends was crying just because it's so sad. I've heard some other stories too...one student's dad died, and maybe this other girl's mum died. One person's dad worked in the building and decided to get a coffee 5 minutes before the plane crashed, my god! After that Starbucks would be my savior. And this guy in my English class, his dad was on the ferry going to NJ from Manhattan and he saw the building just...POOF. God.
So needless to say, I didn't do anything for most of the day. Half of the people were gone! And...I just walked home like any other normal day. It's freaky. I mean, what's going to happen now? This is the most terrible thing to happen since...um...well think of some other terrible thing. I don't mean death wise, sure, earthquakes and floods are very costly, but this is something else. Thousands of people are dead and injured. I hope I don't know any of em.
All the explosions and people running in the streets, that was pretty disturbing to watch, but also all the people in Palestine cheering and rejoicing, making the peace sign (how ironic is that?) and looking...happy. How could they? I mean, this is really sick, these kids have these terrible thoughts to think that this is some great thing. It's not just kids, but mainly that's what I saw, and that's really sad. Why would anyone be happy to see all this death and destruction, jesus christ...
And then there's the small detail...today is 9/11/01...nine-one-one? Some strange coincidence? :P
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/11/2001 05:00:17 PM | Comment
MY STUPID CONTACTS!
...I must have been braindead this morning cos I totally screwed up putting in my contacts and put them in the wrong eyes. And it took me a long time to do it, so my eyes were all stinging and red afterwards. And then...I had to take them out and put them in the RIGHT eyes, more stinging-ness and crap. Ugh.
Um..yeah. I forgot to mention that yesterday a clarinetist from the wind ensemble told me that Mrs. Sloezen (band teacher) was out for my blood. Jesus christ, now she's scaring me! I never bothered her in band or did anything wrong...except QUIT band I guess. I mean, you should be allowed to quit, no? But she's got like really good clarinet players, okeeee, yeah she's fine, the band isn't gonna die without me. I'm not a band nerd. I HATE ITTTTT SOOO MUUUCH!
...um. Yeah. My tummy feels weird.
Last night I called my bro for help with physics. I don't get multiplying vectors. What is the point? Sigh. But anyway, my bro's phone wasn't on when I called him and he called back when I was nice and cozy in bed...argh, so I ended up doing some physics crap. He took HONORS! And he's smarter than me! So why did I choose AP? I'm so stupid. Maybe I can switch to honors, but then I'd have an extra period ever other day. Sigh.
I DON'T WANNA GO TO ANY PORN SITES! Can you tell that to all these people that seem to think I was some HOT TEEN ACTION and keep sending the stupid e-mails to me? KILL EM ALLLLL!
I can't think of anything else to say for now. I'm cold. And my tummy feels weiiird. Probably cos I'm cold. And I have eye gunk. And I'm tiirrreeed. I wanna diiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
posted by Robyn Lee on 9/11/2001 06:38:53 AM | Comment
