Hmmm
posted by Christina 12:18 PM

Wednesday, April 25

It's seems like just it was yesterday when I first thought about having my own site. The excitement, the anticipation, the thrill - it could be tasted. Yet now, my life has grown a mind of it's own - taking me here and there and back again.

Each morning I drive to work, I watch the sun rise. As I hit my office complex, I drive down the winding road toward's my building and I'm exhilirated by the blooming trees. It is spring finally, and everything is being reborn. Just like this site.

Through it all though, I have missed this. I have missed spilling my emotions and feelings into here - no matter how trivial, superficial, or terrifying they have been to share. I have missed it. So, among my scattered class papers, and my piles of wash, among my gym bag (my best friend it seems lately) and the book I haven't quite had the time to finish, I begin.

More to come soon, yet until then I leave you with this quote. "You see obstacles only when you take your eyes off the goal." - Anonymous.

It's spring, it's time to celebrate!
posted by Christina 2:55 PM

Thursday, February 22

It’s quarter after five p.m., and I’m stranded at work. Well, sort of. Considering the route I have to take home is a virtual parking lot. So, here I sit, catching up on my work, and amazingly able to catch up on a lot of online things I haven’t been paying that much attention to.

Especially this site, since well, I don’t have much time for it. I’m even debating on renewing the domain name, superfreaks.com when it’s up for renewal. Last year, yes, I had time for it. But now? With school, work, spending time with E, and going to the gym..where does this site fit in? Somewhere, of course, but in the line of importance in my life, it’s at the very bottom.

It used to be that I had this site, this wonderful site for all my thoughts and feelings that I needed someplace to spill – someplace to get them out. But since then, I’ve learned to actually voice my feelings to those they matter to. Better? Worse? I don’t know. It’s gained me as much popularity for being a bitch as it did for being sweet and caring. (Yes, at one time I have been).

I guess we’ll see what happens, eh? I will say this though. I miss this.
posted by Christina 5:26 PM

Tuesday, February 13

Pink Slip Panic courtesy of FuckedCompany.com is fucking hilarious. Kudos, FC.
posted by Christina 9:02 PM

Speaking of crushes, I got a 'somebody's got a crush on you' email from a site-so-stupid-I'm-not-telling-you-the-name that attempts to use the old second grade whisper-down-the-lane crush talk to generate mailing list's.

I mean, really, the thought of someone having a crush on me is dandy. *smile* But, to get sucked into a site like that simply annoy's me. *shudder* Although it did serve it's purpose and make me look.

So, my darling readers....if for some reason you love wickedly beautiful me, simply tell me. Honest. You might be surprised at my answer. Heh.
posted by Christina 8:32 PM

Inspired by swerdloff. For her, who, knows who she is ...

Taste of me
	you ask
sweet as honey flesh
	my eyes devour 
the swell of your breasts	
		the gentle rise and fall
of my tounge
against the softeness	
	that is you
do you see, the velvet	
	between silken thighs?
can you feel, 
how your breath against my cleft
	affects my sanity?
there is not a moment 	
	in the darkness of time
i would not yearn	
to	
taste
	of 
		you.

Oh, and Happy Valentine's Day! Why don't you send me a card. *wicked smile*
posted by Christina 7:06 PM

Sunday, February 11

I wasn't really going to write tonight, I really wasn't 'cause I have to get up at six a.m. tomorrow for work. But, for some reason, this sudden urge struck and here I am, tap tap tapping away on my keyboard. It's been almost a week since I've been online and I find it ironic that at one point in my past, that would have been a major withdrawl to deal with.

Now, it's merely just an oversight on my part from being too damn busy with other things to bother logging on. (That of course would probably change if I didn't have to 'log on' and had my good ole cable modem again. Maybe DSL, later) Most of my time has been spent at work being frantically, and I might add, happily busy. I tend to enjoy myself alot more that way.

In fact, these past few mornings as I drove into KoP I found myself wishing I could just spill out onto here as I drove, since I have a tendency to get quite a bit pensive when I spend so much time driving. Although it is seldom there is anything awe-inspiring about my mornings, I smile now as I ride against the break of dawn, and each streetlamp magically turns itself off to greet a new day as I drive by. Tell me that isn't something to think about.

In other news, school is great, and so are my wonderful friends, but I would have to say the most significant thing I've done this past week would entail E and I going shopping. Big deal, you say - which you're right.

This time, however, we actually went shopping for a purpose as we decided to pick out engagement rings. It's not the ring that does it as much, as the way it makes my heart feel with the act, as if one chapter in my heart has closed quietly and another has begun.

And so, with that, I drag myself off to bed because there is no way I'm going to be staying up until six a.m. again. Fuck that!
posted by Christina 11:33 PM