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Wednesday, May 30, 2001
Wow, a *lot* has happened lately... I just haven't had time/patience to write in here, lol. Sorry if you get error messages when you go to this page, I'm working on trying to fix this. Well the main reason I'm writing in here is because something actually *happened* with Tony, I know you all are sick of hearing about him, but that's all this entries gonna be about, so click on another link fast if you don't think you can take much more about him, lol :o).
Okay, last friday my friend skated with this guy named Jim, and got his number and stuff, it was really cute (and I guess they talk all the time now, how cute is that?? lol)... Well anyways, the guy didn't have anyone to hang out with (my friend left at 9, and me and 2 of my other friends were gonna stay until 10), so he decided to hang out with us until we had to leave. I guess he could tell within the first 5 minutes of talking to me how obsessed I was with Tony (he even told me that... lol {oh yeah, Tony showed up at 9, so I started screaming at random moments... getting short of breath... etc..., just like normal, lol}), and Jim got this "great idea" to go up to Tony and tell him *everything*... Like how much I like him... and how obsessed I am... and stuff like that... *eek!!!*, I BEGGED him not to I don't know how many times... But I guess he still did... cuz here's the conversation Jim told me about right after he got done talking to him *groans*...
Jim: Hey, did you know this girl Heather Sloan has got the *biggest* crush on you?
Tony: I know that name, but I can't picture her face, what does she look like?
Well up until that point I had been kinda out of view (hiding is another word for it... lol), and at the exact moment in the conversation I decided to skate over to my friend Alison and talk to her... Then I saw Tony talking to Jim, and started panicking/yelling/swearing all at once...
Jim: Oh, she's right there {then he pointed at me}
Tony gave me *the cutest* smile, and I was gonna smile back, until I remembered Jim was next to him pouring out my soul to the guy...
Tony: Really?
Jim: Yeah, will you skate with her for the next couples skate?
(I don't know where Jim got that bright idea, but I am *not* too happy about it...)
Tony: I don't know...
Jim: Why not?
Tony: Cuz I know her too well
That could mean sooo many different things *screams* and I hate every single one of them... I'm mad at Jim for doing that, but it probably really needed to be done... Thank god we had to leave like *right* after that happened so I didn't have to worry about Tony and if he would come up to me (how embarassing that could have gotten... *shudders*)... I guess I'm not mad at Jim (in case he, or anyone who knows him real well *cough, Jill, cough* is reading this, lol)... Anyways, now that I've typed so much I'm tired, and dinners ready, so I guess I'll probably write again this weekend, hehe :o)
~*~Luv Ya Always!~*~
Heather Lynn Shifflet (lol!)
posted by Heather Lynn at 5:21 PM
Monday, April 09, 2001
Working on homework *gags*, I have no time to write anymore :o(
posted by Heather Lynn at 7:20 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2001
A few complications are keeping me from updating... Aside from our new "turtle-slow" internet that we're using now, I'm really busy. I want to keep my site up though. I was working sooo hard on a new look... But it doesn't look like I'll have time to finish it now, I'm really sorry :o(.
For all of you that never read the fist entry I ever made... I have a crush on Tony... I've had a crush on him for over 2 years (3 soon!) and he's 17... I'm 14... Some people think that's wrong. Others say age is just a number. I'm with the people who say age is just a number... But that's only because I like him. I don't see what's wrong with having a crush on someone... It's not hurting anybody, and most of the time nothing ends up happening anyways.
My parents, on the other hand, don't see it from that point of view. My mother "never had a crush on an older guy until she met my dad and married him right after high-school", and she figures it has to be that way for me too for some reason *sigh*. My parents keep trying to get in on my life... by talking to me and stuff... No offense to them, but I don't like talking to them, I never have. I'm much more comfortable with my friends' parents then my own. Can't explain that either.
Anyways, back to the Tony subject, lol. It kinda looks like he's back with his ex-girlfriend now... (or maybe my eyes were deceiving me when he kissed her... or she kissed him... well, when they kissed each other...). And a kind-of-friend of mine (someone who I don't really know that well, but is really nice) got to dance with him after I left this past friday... Got to slow-dance with him... & I barely even talk to him... I'm just so shy... I don't know why really, I just always have been. *sigh* And now is one of the times I really wish I wasn't... Maybe some of you guys reading this are really shy around guys/girls too... If you are then you know how awful it is when you realize there are people out there who have more of a chance then you just because you're too shy to speak up.
posted by Heather Lynn at 4:41 PM
Friday, February 02, 2001
I get to see Tony tonight... I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it, I'm always so nervous until I see his adorable face... A lot of my friends keep talking about each other behind their backs, it's really starting to bug me and I'm letting them know that now... I just hope they don't all start hating me because I don't like what they're saying about other people (my other friends) *sigh*. If I think middle school's this tough I have a feeling I'm dead in high school... Grrr... Message me on HLynn411 on aol somebody! I'm bored outta my mind! Or at least add me to your buddy list so you know when I'm on and message me then! Hehe, gotta go get ready (takes me 2 hours... literally...), byez!
~*~Luv Ya!~*~
posted by Heather Lynn at 5:19 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2001
Wow, I don't know if it's just me... but the Babyz Community has really kinda shaped up compared to how it was before. A lot of sites have re-opened, and a lot of new sites have been coming up. I've met tons of nice people lately too, and even got a few E-mails saying people are sorry I'm sick and hope I get better soon. You guys this gives me hope! Lol! This is good :o)
Lots has happened with Tony... I dunno if he hates me or likes me, but either way he flirts with me (oh yeah, and with every other person of the female species, lol!). Ah, I'm outta time, :o), thanks for reading, lol!
An average of 10 people a day read this thing... I think that's pretty cool, haha, I didn't know that even *one* person would, hahaha, you guys are really surprising me now :o).
~*~Luv Ya!~*~
posted by Heather Lynn at 10:19 PM
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