Come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

I follow the night
can't stand the light
when will I begin to live again

one day I'll fly away
leave all this to yesterday
what more could your love do for me
when will love be through with me
why live life from dream to dream
and dread the day when dreaming ends

one day I'll fly away
leave all this to yesterday
why live life from dream to dream
and dread the day when dreaming ends

one day I'll fly away

My gift is my song
And this one is for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song

And may be quite simple that
Now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well singing these verses
Well they, they got me quite cross
But the suns been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you
That keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is
That I really love you
Yours are the sweetest eyes
That I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
And it may be quite simple
But now that it's done

I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world
posted on 3:47 PM

David Bowie/Massive Attack---Nature Boy
Words and Music by Eden Ahbez

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
A magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"
posted on 10:08 AM

Saturday, July 28, 2001
All alone on a night train
Like a stranger
On a sinking ship
Will I ever know
The secret to your heart
Do you care, am I dreaming
When I reach for you
Is that burningflame
Just inside of me
Are we a world apart

I'm so in love, so in love with you
I'm so in love
If you only knew
I'm so in love
I'll never be the same
Cause I'm so in love
So in love with you

Should I dare to entice you
Will a touch
Of your fingertips
Take my heart again
You know it's been so long
Is it wrong how I want you
When it feels so right
Being close
And who is to tell me now
That all's been said and done

You, never understood
You were gone
Whenour love felt so good
You unchain my heart
And set me free
Or tell me that
You're gonna be with me
posted on 6:46 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2001
A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered. Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.

It came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I pushed myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself."

The above story is similar with the journey of our Life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain more power and
more recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we enjoy. One day when we look back, we will realize that we don't really need that much, but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed.

Life is not just about making money, acquiring power or recognition. Life is definitely not about work! Work is only necessary to earn a
living so that we can enjoy the convenience and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work and Play, Family and Personal time.

You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but
always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of
human existence. So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. Life is fragile, Life is short. Do not take Life for granted. Live a balance lifestyle. Enjoy Life!

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
posted on 11:41 PM

Hallo!!!
Tut mir leid f¨¹r meine sehr spät Antwort. Ich habe immer so viel zu tun und ich habe immer so viele tests zu schreiben. Seit Schuleanfang schrie ich schon 17 test. Ich denke dass dass zu viel ist ... ahhhhh... ich mag meine neue Direktorin nicht. Früher schrien wir nicht so viel test und wir kannte viel freiheit haben. Es ist sehr schaude dass unsere vorige Direktorin alt ist. Sie ist sehr freundlich und glaubt dass Tests sind nicht so wichtig wie unsere Gl¨¹cklichheit :) Sowieso, geht Oma gut? Ich wünsche deine Großeltern immer gesund und glücklich :)Hmm.. geht deine Eltern gut auch? Kannst du sie von mir grüsen? Ohja, ich wird die Fotos so schnell wie möglich schicken. Viel Entschudigung, ich war sehr beschäftig und ich habe keine Zeit Briefmarken zu kaufen. :( Ich vermisse deine Familie und ich vermisse das Essen da!!! Alle Mädchen sind sehr traurig, wenn wir Frankenberg erineren. Ahhh... Kian Foong sagte dass er immer nach Frankenberg züruckgehen will. Hmm... dann du kannst er in der Stadt sehen! Deutschland ist ein bissen zu weit für die meisten, aber wir wollen früher oder später Frankenberg und unsere Gästfamilie besuchen. Vielleicht du kannst nach Singapur gehen. Meine Freudinnen sind Gästgaberinnen von ein paar sch¨¹lerin von Frankreich. Sie sagten dass Singapur sehr gut für einkaufen ist. Obwohl Singapur sehr klein ist, ihr kannt in der nähe besuchen :) Das ist eine gute Idee!!! Hmmm... Ich mag regnet nicht auch. Aber wenn das Wetter sehr heiß; ist, ich finde regnet ist aber besser. Normallerweise ist die Sonne in Deutschland nicht so stark wie hier :) Ich möchte bald entlang das Strand Radfahren, aber ich habe keine Zeit !!! Ahh.. das is nicht gerecht!!! Haa... ich muss ins Bett gehen, denn es schon 1 50 am ist.

Alles Gute
efeu
p/s sag hallo zu speedy :)
posted on 1:49 AM

Friday, June 08, 2001
It's my 11th day in Germany. I'm real glad that i get to get hold of a computer to update my scribbles. For those who has been visiting, do accpet my most sincerest apology. I've been soso busy in Singapore before the schoold holidays started and beofre i know it, i'm already here for more than a week. Btw, if u see a lot of typing error, do enderstand that i'm using a german keyboard. It's so diff. but it's interesting.. one can actually do lots of symbols with it Ü Anyway, like i was saying, life here in Germany is good. My host family is really nice and goodness.. they've got a real nice house too.. hmm.. it's real pretty. I like the room i sleep in. It has a slanting wall, and there's a window directing above me which i can see those pretty stars at night Ü Stars here are nice... I was at austria for abt 3 days, the alps were gorgeous.. there's lots of pretty stuff that i would have bought, but unfortunately i didn't have their curreny. It was some kind of religious holiday and hence, the banks were closed... schade... will write again soon. I'm tired...
posted on 2:44 AM

Friday, April 20, 2001
Sometimes I can't hate you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
Only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone
I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me
posted on 10:45 PM

Friday, April 13, 2001
My lovely pig couple tea and stix had 3 new kids on the 3rd of April 2001. Haa.. because stix is brown and while wtih a black patch on the eye and tea is brown and white, 2 out of the 3 are latte brown and white. The other one resembled stix. They are really small and adorable.. size of 3 fingers put together :) However, i'm beginning to hate tea now. He probably haven't screwed stix for quite a while and hence couldn't stop attempting after she gave birth.... Was so disgusting. Haa... but that shows that he can't wait to get a BIG family. Sth more to that happened but i shall leave it to you think what can happen... so ciao~
posted on 7:43 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2001
You say that you never had a mum
And nobody needs you
So cry, so cry
You believe that life rolls by
Just to deceive you
By your time, by your time
You’re getting old
And the longer you take
The slower your pain will grow
It will grow, it will grow
You can close your eyes
And hope that when you open them
You’ve got a brand new life
Do you find, you can’t hide?

You can give your life
You can lose your soul
You can bang your head
Or you can drown in hole
Nothing lasts forever
But you can try
Look around you
Everyone you see
Everyone you know
Is going to shine

Grow up and make the best of what you’ve got
Of what you’ve got,
Of what you’ve got
The days are going by and you're sittin’ on your arse
And you’re wondering why, why, why, yeah

You say that you never had a mum
And nobody needs you
So cry, so cry, so cry
You believe that life rolls by just to deceive you
By your time, well by your time
Your getting old
And the longer you take the slower you’ll pain will grow
It’ll grow, it’ll grow
You can close your eyes
And hope that when you open them
You’ve got a brand new life

Don't don't, don't don't you do it
Don't don't, don't don't you do it
Don't don't, don't don't you do it
Shine
posted on 7:33 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2001
Stay 因為夜太美 寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪 Stay 不管夜多黑
不管天會亮 不去想明天 帶我飛
遠遠的 到天涯 到海角 浩瀚的
天際裡 只要有你陪 也許苦 也許甜
不害怕 不後悔 因為愛 讓我們再也分不開
Just Stay Stay 因為夜太美 寂寞的月亮
需要星星陪 Stay 就算是不對 就算是沉倫 錯誤也是美

posted on 7:11 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2001

bOOhOO~ i was just saying hols are about to start but now, hols are about to end. Was just wondering why time never remind me before they leave. I guess this is one of my worse hols i ever had. We have so much hw that it's scary *stares at the stack of ws on the table* i have like abt 3cm thick of Chinese ws, whole lot of Geography hw which field 1 full page of my notebk when i took it down, whole stack of Eng summary ws to do, Tons of A and E maths and whole big fat lot of i-learning assignments. Hmm.. We have this i-learning thing to do but we don't get an extra week. Now, that's reaaallly unfair 'cos RI has an extra week. bOOhOO~
It's been quite a while since i last last wrote. A week in fact... used to write a lot more often than this :)Kay... i shall recall.
You know after my last entry? i fell asleep and i didn't study for both my german and my Chem. Chem wasn't that bad *phew* bad German was. The test's max marks was 50!!! and we had to write a compo. Needless to say, my vocab was really really limited and i realise after the test that i wrote the scolded when i wanted to write screamed. haha.. Anyway, i went for a play on Friday. Goodness i never knew the sph treasurer (sorry.. u know i'm bad with names) was such a buaya.. haha... it was kinda hilarious when he went around socialising :) ha ha.. but the most hilarious thing of all was we got the "BEST" seats. Hehe.. we got the last row of seats on the second floor!!! haha
Well, now that i know that hols are going to end, i must bia hw with Jay. Haven't had much accomplishment but i'm looking forward for the invest to be over :) haa...later,

posted on 5:58 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2001
Helloooo... I'm back. Sorry for remaining in deep slumber for the past few weeks. I've been really really really busy. Had so many many many tests :) hehe... glad that i only have 2 more to go. and they are all tmr. Hmm.. was told that i can survive chem but i guess i really have to mug for german. Been missing so much for board activities. haaa.. that's what i brought up during my appraisal todae. Zing said that it's normal cos she only went for her 5th lesson in late feb and wannie said it's better cos teachers learn to appreciate ur presence :) aHH...
You know, lately carrot stix has grown fatter. i suspect that she is pregnant. I really wonder if those innocent looking creatures there know what is going on. Some believe that it's their instinct they're born with to tell them what to do.. but think abt it, it would be scary to be ignorant, won't it? At least i heard abt pandas not know that they're pregnant when they are, they would be shocked to see her cubs when they're born. Weird isn't it?
Back to some really stale news. I still can't believe that Nad wrote for her commonwealth essay. Gosh what comes to ur mind when u think of a train entering a tunnel. Yaa.. that's what she meant. Hmm.. but i guess her style of writing should be acceptable, cos she got 35/40, which is really good :) Hmm.. wonder how she'd score if she got mr halsall.. hehe
Nacli camp was really fun. Kinda sad that we couldn't have night walk. Won't it be fun to walk in kent ridge park at night in groups with just only a candle. I believe it'd be really memorable. Pui was quite worried abt candle flames dying when we heard the initial plans for the night walk. ha...then it occured to her that we can all use handphones, since all of us are so hi-tech. It's scary how my batch mates do the same thing when we step out of sch.. yup, i was referring to them taking out their handphones.. :)
VERY new news, i flunked my a maths. U know, i never felt the need for tuition and the kind of desperation for a tutor until i got this teacher. haha.. S-man! yeah... pai sai + co gave him the nickname. hmm.. ohyesh, my class has a class pet. It's a lovely, cute and adorable kitten. It purrs and meows a lot.. We were so scared in class today when Mrs Newby came in. Well, of course she heard the kitten, and just when we thought she might kill the cat, she went to the box and took a good look at it :) hAaa.. it's hilarious how she tried to make the kitten answer her questions :) Had lifesciences bio pract today. was fun growing bacteria with transferred DNA from a kind of leaf. But frankly, 90 or maybe even 95 % of the knowledge didn't get into my brains. hehe... kem and i were still worried abt our e maths test, and both of us worry for pple who haven't taken it. Jay will be taking tmr, i'd be taking my chem + german. Shall pray for everyone taking test tmr, and wish them the best of luck!
gee,, i've spent more time than intended on this long entry. Will be back soon! Hols are coming too.. YEY~
posted on 8:32 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2001
I was only thinkin' of you,
Hopin' you were thinkin' of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...

I am always dreamin' of you,
Hopin you are dreamin' of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...

I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...

If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...
posted on 12:40 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2001
It's been a long day... i know u may be sick of heraing me saying this, but i really think that time flies.. u see, tomorrow will be Valentine's day, that means 45 days have gone by. I just feel that i haven't accomplished anything... haha... maybe i'm too ambitious.. :) Well, i won't be around for a few days next week because of Nacli, that place bring back really nice memories and some real awful ones :) ha ha.. the sec 2s found worms in their food, so did my batch, so did all the senior batches.. That's the bad part of nacli, u never know what u put in ur mouth. I wonder what we'll be doing this time round, hopefully not watch "Empire of the rising sun", but all of us hope that we get Mr. Peter Pan again!!
Social studies is one thing, and the lesson itself is another thing.. ha ha.. we have a tchr who is really keen to teach us the "Big picture"... well, what happened today is hard to believe... The belivable part is 20mins was spent on bladder system when my classmates went to the toilet for a break. It's really interesting to know that a healthy bladder will not miss the toilet until 8 hours or so. We were told that we are healthy because we take PE. Well, the unbelivable part is i turned around that that point of time to kem and winnie and said, " We are having "P" E. " Never expected myself to be so corny... neither did the world... ha ha
later,
posted on 9:27 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2001
yey! i finally found a drug i'm allergic to. Hehe.. aren't u jealous? Hmm.. after i took this medicine called voltaren, my eyes became really swollen and the doc said i looked like a frog. *croak* Hehe.. there's one thing abt this doc that makes him really really farnie, and that's the way he say he is from RI. ha ha :) Well, that's all for now, i'm a little exciting abt getting new blinds tmr.. And well, later.
posted on 10:56 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2001
There are times when i think i suck, times when i hate myself and times when i wonder why i even exist. It's tough being an only child, and only an only child can understand another only child. Ever wonder how it feels like when opening ur house door is like open a door to an absolute silent open space surrounded with four walls? Ever wonder how it is like to see tears at night in the balcony, alone? Try empathising, and i'm sure what u can feel is less than half of the real exprience. Cry. Laugh. Sob. Smile....

haha... i just had a terrible terrible terrible German test. Test are really coming in like waves.. i'm drowning!! * F1* hmm.. i'm afraid that this period of time will change how people look at me. On my way home on the train, i reflected on my every movement and every word i've uttered. I guess i'm rather hostile these few days. You may think that i'm stressed, but i guess it's the losing the sense of direction that makes me react this way. Perhaps it's insecurity... i really don't know. HOW?
>Å<
posted on 6:40 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2001
her face is a mask, a perfect smile, formed after many years of guilt and grief. this is the mask that everyone sees. this is the face everyone is proud of. she feels pressure to acheive... what? she doesn't really know. so she smiles and that seems to satisfy everyone. so perfect. so fake.

what lies behind the mask are lies. perfect little lies, like tiny shards of glass that threaten to poke through the mask and reveal every emotion that isn't happy and cheerful. so she continues to smile, feeling the sharp, prickling pain of these lies. the glass is deep, almost embedded in her skin, never letting her forget to smile and ignore the pain she feels, although she feels it deep within herself.

after so long, she begins to crack. the smile that she has worn for so long tires her, and she begins to let it fade. by letting it fade, the pain of the lies begin to fade as well.

she cries tears of glass... sharp tears that run down her face, ripping away at the mask, shredding it until people no longer recognize the terrified face behind it. she feels an incredible relief flood her, and she collapses, exhausted but happy. she is no longer fake.

posted on 10:15 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2001
Remember the interview i went for on the 27th of Dec last year? hehe.... they've replied! Yay, i'm in the press sport section thingy with Jaymie... sometimes i really want to laugh when i think of the question they asked during my interview. They asked why i wanted to join the club :) and Jaymie said that we could have said to play with each other. ha ha :) anyway... came across an event today that i think that everyone ought to think twice or even thrice before one acts. Our actions are like mirrors which can reflect almost everything abt us. Hmm... as for what exactly happened, i have no comments. *jay + i says KNS*
Hmm... the maths test had only 5 questions... haha.. was really interesting to see pple's face when i told them each question had (a) to (z). haha.. of course that was a joke.. but when i think of the test, i really don't want ti laugh... I've found out that i made a lot of careless mistakes. Let alone maths, i got back my physics paper, and they had 4 choices ABC or D for each question. The answer for the question was B and i actually wrote b, yesh, in small caps! Miss Ho claims that it looks like a "D". *boohoo*
Tests are indeed coming in waves.. I'd be having German test on Tues next week, another physic test also on next week, an official paper for this term for physics on the 13th of Jan and Chinese test on the 27th *boohoo again*
Hey, then again, i'd be going a camp soon.. hee. i'm sure it's worth looking forward to. Well, i ought to buzz off to do my Geog hw.. hee.. Hausaufgaben in german (practising) ha ha.. Tchuß >Å<
posted on 10:55 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2001
Hee.. i find the lyrics for Supreme by robbie wiliams so hilarious.. :) haa.. just realise i have maths test tmr... and i haven't exactly prepared for it *!!!* HOW?!?

Oh it seemed forever stopped today
All the lonely hearts in London
Caught a plane and flew away
And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived

Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour,
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit,
Are you getting on a bit?
Will you survive
You must survive

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Oh what are you really looking for?
Another partner in your life to
abuse and to adore?
Is it lovey dovey stuff,
Do you need a bit of rough?
Get on your knees

Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear
'Cause you can't avoid the sentiment
That echoes in your ear
Saying love will stop the pain
Saying love will kill the fear
Do you believe
You must believe
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

I spy with my little eye
Something beginning with
Got my back up
And now she's screaming
So I've got to turn the track up
Sit back and watch the royalties stack up
I know this girl she likes to switch teams
And I'm a fiend but I'm living for a love supreme
posted on 9:03 PM