Why? Whhhhhhhyyyy? Whhyyy? WWWhhhhy?
Why did I get an email for a girl that was a girlfriend from two other guys I know?

Good god am I tired! Today me and some friends went to St. Joe which is about 75 miles away, we got there in about a half hour. We went to Walmart and the mall down there. Not much else, I got a book, but not much else happened.
I do know one thing though. I am getting a Playstation 2 for Dark Cloud, now all I need is the money to procure these devices. And to get this money I will continue to work at Subway, but is sucking severly, I can't stand it anymore. Only those people who have to interact with the public day in day out can understand how much the public sucks. They think they are smart but they're not. Your only course of action is to treat them as such. It is just that sometimes they are too stupid to realize how little I think of them.
But after a while it produces a form of enjoyment. They are stupid beyond a reasonable doubt and all I can do is sit back and enjoy the freak show.
At this point I must interject with a small dose of reality. No one will be reading this. There are too many people out there that know nothing of this place. And so my crys against the public will go unheard. And really do I have any reason to think the opposite. And that is the reason why I don't put anything up that much. Because like the place in which I live, the world passes by without noticing, going about their day to day lives. And since I have depressed myself I must close this mini rant and say.
Later...

Okay. Now on to some rambling.
Today I finally got my Game Boy Advance, and it's very cool, as to be expected. If you want to know I got F-Zero and Tony Hawk 2 for it, they did have any other games for it. I was hopping to get Mario or Castlevania, but it was not to be so.
Now I should probably work on my other pages...

Now It should work, just one more test.
I hope.

Does it work now?

Well, if this works you should be now looking at my new design. If you look at the code you will see no tables. I have used Cascading Style Sheets for the layout of the page. If you are using a 4.0 browser it won't look correct but I am trying to stay to the standards. I guess that is about it for now, I just want to test out my page to see if it will work.
Later...

Well, what do I think? Can anyone tell me? Can anyone know me?

Recently (and continuing) I have been floating from worry to worry to bitching.

From one group of friends to another group to my family.

From the contstant bombardment of alcohol to death to complaing about facial hair.

From the Escort to email/Burger King to Burger King.

From Geeks to normal/prep/outeredge to emotionaly-strong-yet-strangly-laking-in-getting-things-done.

From computers and video games to religion, philosophy, and love to religion, philosophy, love, computers, and video games.

After all those people,those three groups, there is me.

Me with all the aspirations and wants and day-to-day crap.

Me with my constant, unending paranoia (oh yeah! I have it).

Me with my crappy job and want to get out of this town.

With all these things all I can do is sit back and watch the freak show. I have found the hidden third choice, apathy. Not apathy in the modern sense, but apathy as in detached, not part of it. I do those things which matter, which are truly important. But those things that come and go, they don't really mater that much if at all.

That and I have about three months before school starts again.

I am just so tired of .... Everything.