LOVEZmahDestiny
Tuesday, October 31, 2000
Well...WHOOOOOOOOOO im uh...i guess you can say...kinda stressed out right now....frealz. I can't say why cuz this is gonna beeh all posted and crap...but yeah. I'm confused and all dis sheit. Homecoming was last Saturday, and that was sooo fun! I went with my friend Solomon and he was the perfect gentleman. he bought me flowers...halloween candy, he opened every door for me, he let me walk through the doorway first...he was so sweet ;-) UH...yeah. im kinda tired...tonite i gotta pass out damn candy to stupid little kids. GRRRRrrrr I'd rather be out somewhere...HAVING FUN.
posted 11:45 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2000
I feel like crap right now. I'm crying and I don't even know why. I have NO clue why. Maybe because I've got so many things going on in my life right now. I just can't handle it all! I can't! It's tooooooo hard. My world just seems so messed up. I just can't fix all of my problems, or surpass them because if I do, a new one just seems to come my way. I can't...I cant...I cant................Why am I even here? Why? Can someone please tell me that? WHY AM I HERE??? WAS I BORN JUST TO DIE? OR JUST TO FEEL PAIN ALL OF THE TIME? someone please tell me why...
posted 7:27 PM
I'm so bored right now...my parents went to reno, my sister went to Fullerton and I'm stuck here all alone, bored out of my FREAKIN mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! Ima loose mah mind...up in hea...up in hea...
posted 12:58 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2000
Well Powderpuff started a couple dayz ago, and frealz do man, ish starting to suck my ass juss a freakin little. CERTAIN folks are starting to piss me off, and it's not even near koo. I wanted to kick SOMEBODY'S ass yesterday, I had a mad headache, and I wasn't playing right. It was ALLLLLLLLL bad doo! sheit... things better go koo today or else I'ma hafta go buckwild up in this motha *bleeeeeeeeeeeeeep*.
posted 3:28 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2000
I am soooo tired of typing right now...freakin yearbook class....had me doin hecka work! I'm like...UGH! Well...I'm still trying to figure out what's up with Homecoming and stuff. I really just want my licence. But for now I'm hecka excited about Powderpuff!! We're gonna hecka win. It's not even funny. =P Seniors and Freshman can suckmahbutt! haha 2002 baybee!!!
posted 4:32 PM
Monday, October 9, 2000
Im so freagin happy!!! i bought my homecoming dress and i just look so spectacular in it! hahaha j/k. it looks real nice =) And hopefully if things so as planned i will have a VERY handsome date for me to hold on to =) *sigh* ah well...one outta two aint dat bad. but two outta two is hella better! My dress is a backless...slit up the left side...shimmery black....w/ two strings connecting the back. *cheezin* I'll hollah!! hahaha *i got that THONG THA THONG THONG THONG!!*
posted 5:10 PM
Monday, October 2, 2000
oops..i meant "homecoming" when I said "prom" on my last entry...oops
posted 3:37 PM
well...im bored...kinda hungry...and happy =) My friends kinda want me to go to prom...but I don't want to go...cuz I don't have a date =( ahhh well. If I don't have one, then I'll live. I REALLY wanna go tho.
posted 3:36 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2000
*crying*I feel horrible...extremely horrible...me and brian are getting further and further apart...and i don't know what to do. i can't talk to anyone in my family, and i feel so alone right now. i've lost my BEST friend and im getting closer and closer to loosing another one. *still crying* i don't know what to do....
posted 3:07 PM
Monday, September 25, 2000
Im here in class....bored....correcting papers, because I'm an aide for a biology class....im really bored... really really bored....did i mention that i'm bored??
posted 11:25 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2000
im sooooooooo bored...as usual. maybe i'll go eat and watch MARION JONES!!!! oh yeah! she's so hella tite! i hella wanna be like her...and her phyizique...(if thas how u spell it) is soooo bomish! dang..it hella makes me wanna run. but then again..i don't want to =(. Ah well...stomach's starting to hurt.....ugh.....
posted 7:56 PM
Friday, September 22, 2000
damn..im all hella bored....i mean REALLY bored...i can't wait until i get mah car...then i'll have something to do and places to go...tomorrow me and my parents are gonna go look for a car!! im like YESSSS!! then they said that they were trading in THEIR car for THEM...and im like awwwwww ish not for meeh?? wtf...man...im all depressed now and sheit..haha j/k i'll get one later on =) *bouncin tooh Destiny's Child - Independent Woman* that songz tite! along w/ B.O.B by OutKast!!! *one*
posted 3:23 PM
Monday, September 18, 2000
Today i woke up w/ everyone gone...i was like WTF??! but yeah...it was koo cuz i can do whatever (*and whoever*) I want...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~!!!! And you know this....MAN!!!
posted 12:48 PM
Thursday, September 7, 2000
HM....I'm bored...i hella wanted to go somewhere w/ mah sistah Rian today...but that just didn't work out...*sigh* i guess im stuck at my house....AGAIN!!! I need tooh hurry up and get mah licence!! DANG! Only one more month....only one more month...U know...I have this STRANGE....feeling that im not gonna go to Homecoming or Prom cuz I won't have a date...*which SUX by the way* but...I'll try to manage..im out....*one*
posted 6:49 PM
Tuesday, September 5, 2000
dang man! yesterday morning i gently asked my momz tooh TRIM mah hair ryte?? and she cuts a good 3 inches off!! Im all here like WTF??! I mean don't get meeh wrong doh...it looks hella ca-yoote and everythang...hehe...but still! Im trippin. It looks good. At least it's not up to mah ears! Cuz THAT would beeh BAD! I'm doin hella better with mah situation w/ Brian...*still holdin on* but ima survive...j/k I'm aiight.
posted 3:15 PM
Sunday, September 3, 2000
Well...Brian came over juss now with his CUTE ASS nephew!! I was all like AWWW he's sooooo cute!! =) I want one...once they get past that whole potty training, diaper changing stage...hehe. Brian looked sooooooooooo good =) he always looks good and thas the BEST part. I'm glad i saw him doh... Anyways...Im all here by myself...*sigh* well i guess ish mah resting time cuz i went out all day today and got back around 5:45 or sumthin...ima go find something to drink...*a sistahs throat kinda dry*
posted 7:48 PM
Saturday, September 2, 2000
hey! well..im here hecka bored...listenin to mah parents talk to they friends in the living room...*sigh* i wish i was at the fair right now at "black family night" *sigh* i guess ima hafta wait until next year...
posted 9:21 PM
