[welcomed solitude]

Saturday, September 08, 2001

[song: i see your smile - gloria estefan]
[the lyrics to somebody's crying by chris issak are floating around in my head
at the moment, surely there must be a reason... a sign... something... *sarcasm* 10 days
ago i was counting down, now i am negative 3 days... such a long wait for this, and how
time goes so very fast (very very, really really) am happy (hurrah), went to yoga this
morning (v.g)... ooo....my horoscope was interesting today... look see...]
scorpio -- saturday september 08 2001
do you feel as if you've been going around in circles for the past couple of days, scorpio?
a circle can be frustrating unless you can find a way to think of it as a spiral. so what if you've
been here before? The past shapes the present, which does the same for the future. get a clue
from the changes that you see in yourself. It's never too late to alter a pattern, especially one
that you're able to identify quickly.
[fuck the truth hurts...]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 4:35 PM

Monday, August 27, 2001

scorpio -- monday august 27 2001
why are you so afraid of what everyone else might think, scorpio? It's time to let go of an ego that
prevents you from experiencing all that life has to offer. as janis joplin sang, 'freedom's just another
word for nothing left to lose.' you can't be an individual and an anonymous statistic at the same time.
with attention comes a measure of responsibility, but you can handle it. expose your film to the light
so that everyone can see what you have to offer.
[yeah mel, get your arse into gear....]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 10:25 AM

[song: stuck in a moment - u2]
[*sigh* am feeling slightly better this morning (hurrah), am off to start at the gym today, with
Pilates (v.g), ate entire packet of m&ms last night (ergh)... oh well...]
[10days.....kill me now....please....*sigh*]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 10:21 AM

Sunday, August 26, 2001

[song: three dimensions - something for kate]
[i don't know how i feel today, i don't know if i want to feel at all... there are so many things
i want to get done, but i'm not getting anywhere, with any of them... i am sick of worry, i am
sick of regret, i am sick of this sad and sorry person i have become... i just want to exist...
i just want to be... i wish i didn't contradict myself constantly... i wish i was just fucking perfect
so i could make everyone happy... ]
[i was hiding away underwater, waiting for distance and buying some time, trying to be 200,000
years younger, so i could excuse myself from human kind. cause i don't wanta be a container or a
bastand with a 10 page disclaimer...- monsters - sfk]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 1:57 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2001

[song: professional widow - tori amos]
[*sigh* don't really have much on my mind this morning, so here are today's horoscope:
scoprio -- saturday august 25 2001
make sure you aren't displacing your anger today, scorpio. it's easy to resent the power that
someone else holds over you, but that probably isn't the real reason for your irritation. right
now, it's imperative for you to keep your frustration off the table when dealing with uninvolved
parties. if you insist on spreading the misery around to your coworkers, your popularity may
suffer. take extra precautions to ensure that rumors of your foul mood aren't leaked to clients
or your boss.]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 10:46 AM

Friday, August 24, 2001

[song: silent all these years - tori amos]
[the secret to happiness in life: a whole packet of mint slices and addictive red drink... *sigh*]
[*hugs blogger*]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 7:35 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2001

[song: right here waiting for you - richard marx]
[okay, what idiot enrolled to do a 8am class on a thursday morning? oh shit... it was me! *sigh*]
[*does hands actions to ymca...*]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 6:22 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2001

[song: hanging by a moment - lifehouse]
[Sunday September 9th QLD Beergarden - Surfers Paradise Tavern, Gold Coast]
[i told myself that i wasn't going to do this anymore... but here i go again... can't work out if
it is a lack of self-control... or a lack of self-esteam... inability to say no? *sigh* off to have
sushi with maggy, then to 4 wonderful hours of clinic...]
[the water is wide, i can't cross over and neither i have wings to fly, give me a boat that
carries two, and both shall row, my love and i!]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 2:35 PM

[song: king of wishful thinking - go west]
[uni, uni, uni... am determined not to get behind in uni work... next week is week 4, which
means that the week after that is... september... *groans* why can't it be march again?]
[well you've got your reasons, and you've got your lies, and you got your manipulations to
cut me down to size...]
posted by [welcomed solitude] 10:44 AM