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Wednesday, February 21, 2001

• wearing: lavender turtleneck sweater with dark blue jeans and *tall* shoes

• feeling: better..?

• being: sore

• listening to: hanging by a moment - lifehouse

• thinking: about what vanessa told me today

• word/phrase of the day: "trish who?" - chris e.

vanessa just talked to chris e. **as you may recall, he's chris i.'s best friend and she found out a couple of things about mr. chris i. apparently, he's notorious of BS-ing about relationships. well, according to chris e., again, there's a big possibility that chris i. has a thing for me, too. *gags* well it's too late now, freak! also, vanessa told me that chris e. told her that chris i. was waiting for someone to ask him to turnabout. hey, i was patient, ok? NO i am not going to ask you to turnabout! =P take that, punk!
posted by ~ trish 8:48 PM

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Tuesday, February 20, 2001

• wearing: *jammies*

• feeling: really cold

• being: frozen / frustrated / annoyed

• listening to: junk on the radio

• thinking: about how guys seem to forget to tell me they have girlfriends *URG*

• word/phrase of the day: "bullshit, trish!" - oh wait, i said that =X

gosh what's up with guys forgetting to tell me they have girlfriends? it's happened again..! *gasp* ohmy i can't survive without you..! *ACK get a life* i'm so sick of how immature guys act around me. i mean, can't you handle one intellectual conversation with someone who doesn't say "like" every other word?? honestly, how come guys these days seem to be *hmm...* dare i say, "lacking up there?" *no pun intended to the guys who do have enough up there*. i applaud the guys who actually have the nerve to tell the girls who like them that they can't give them the time of day due to the fact that they've been taken. how hard is that? or do some guys derive some sick pleasure in seeing the girl act like an idiot? well excuse me, but for your information, i happen to have more important things to do, and no that doesn't include thinking about what to wear and how to wear my hair the next day. *gasp* oh wow i'm a lesbian! *no pun intended* but i actually don't concern myself with such nonsense because, after all, looks fade. enough venting for tonight.. lance is bugging me.. asking me to smack his booty.. hehe =P
posted by ~ trish 9:52 PM

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Monday, February 19, 2001

• wearing: *jammies*

• feeling: suicidal

• being: emotionally unstable

• listening to: never had a dream come true - s club 7

• thinking: about the point of living life

• word/phrase of the day: "u're my first love..my only love.. da one dat i felt things with dat i never felt before...da only one..." - lance

can someone please explain to me why we bother with getting close with someone? doesn't it seem like the people you love the most are usually the people that leave you immediately? i mean, honestly, what is the point of life? have you ever asked that question? let me ask you this: why would anyone want to live life knowing it's all about pain and heartbreak? i don't mean to sound so cynical, but think about it; since when has life been good to you? i think we were placed on this earth just to experience pain and suffering, but for what? and why did i fall madly in-love with a guy who lives a couple of states away from me? isn't life just so *gosh-darn* fair?? *sniff, sob* i can't take this whole long-distance thing. i mean, honestly, is there really something so wrong with me that i fall in-love with someone who lives so far..? *blah* my throat hurts and my eyes are sore from crying.. i better go.

lance, i love you with all my heart.. i really do.
posted by ~ trish 2:03 AM

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Sunday, February 18, 2001

• wearing: *jammies*

• feeling: horrid

• being: emotionally unstable *no, i'm not going to kill myself*

• listening to: never had a dream come true - s club 7

• thinking: about reflectionz

• word/phrase of the day: "aahh! i hurt my head!" - my brother

wow i finally got reflectionz back online..! whoo hooo *gasp* that took lotsa effort, wouldn't you agree? i don't have much to say except "i love you" to my *ahem* certain someone.. you know who you are..
'night!
posted by ~ trish 1:38 AM

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Thursday, February 15, 2001

• wearing: *jammies*

• feeling: rather tired

• being: emotionally drained

• listening to: fill me in - craig david

• thinking: about layouts

• word/phrase of the day: "i love you, trish!" - susan, angela, karla, vanessa, chi-chi, and of course lance

i'm rather sick of this layout.. i'm actually thinking of re-doing it.. hopefully i'll get more time soon.. wish me luck..? eh.. *blah* i need sleep!!
posted by ~ trish 10:36 PM

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Tuesday, February 13, 2001

wow long time no blog..! i'm so tired of this page but i'm trying my best to keep on updating.. so umm yea' more updates soon so i'll see you then..?


posted by ~ trish 12:11 PM