breathes in. breathes out. holds breath. what was the point of that? what is the point of anything? to see the outcome of course. We never just do somthing to do it. Always there is a purpose. It may not be a tangiable or logical reason, but there is one. An effect of that purpose is to follow as well. A reaction. A consquence if it turns out to be negative. All things. every living and non living has a purpose. If it you say I have no purpose on this earth. There is one for you. Maybe your not looking hard enough. Look Harder you lazy bumm... posted by Amy Bishop 5/23/2001 7:19:19 PM

Monday, May 21, 2001

Amy's life is a circle. Round and Round; reminds me of a carousel with those frozen expressions and blank stares carved into wooden faces. The music that faintly recites behind her the same as always; she goes and becomes dizzy falling backwards. She has been falling for a long time and now she just lets her arms go as they point to the sky as her body points the other way. Her eyes afix upon the sky. She sees you. So many smiles reach at her,let her slide down, back to the earth to where she began, where she shall end. All she does is cry. Amy is a crybaby.

The dead just stand there. Their punishment or their reward. No longer do they speak, no more will they feel. They have now been given the role of a look on, a watcher, became the audience to God's great play. Most are glad to finnally rest, but some murmur under their cold, lifeless breath their empty words filled with envy. Forgotten they stand. posted by Amy Bishop 5/21/2001 9:45:13 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2001

Thinking on what should be the topic of the day. ::sighs:: I always deep down wanted to be this type of writer that could reflect my day with some sort of flare, interest. Those people who jot down a thought process on paper and it sounds as if it were more complex and 3d then it acctually was. I sit and write and being the dramamtic person that I am, I add a story to it as I write it there is a scene that puts me in the right direction to the thing I am aiming to achieve and plot that gets me there and of course a Soundtrack. How is it that a person's talent to themselves seems unperfect yet to others, if its good, is wonderful, perfect. <3 posted by Amy Bishop 5/17/2001 8:46:34 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2001

Kids... Can be rude and Stupid.. they MUST get it from their parents cause they are just alike. AN incident was in play today and the kid who told a lie made his parents look like asses. HA HA .. Thats what you get when you automatically assume that things can not be simply disscussed in a matter of conversation from one parent to another. How is it that a simple game of kickball between boys can turn into an episode of cops... Amazing how, when you made a fool of yourself your manners leave and forget to apollogize. Thats okay though they got their Karma. Karma Rulz.... <3 posted by Amy Bishop 5/10/2001 1:00:00 AM

Monday, May 07, 2001

::waves obsessively and then hand falls off:: crap. I once heard "She is so nice" or "He is such a nice guy." and then everyone would nod and agree. Until My good friend said, "Ugly people have to be nice." It just proves part of my theory people are so back wards. People who are beautiful, think there Ugly and cover up, while the most UGLIEST people in the world where next to nothing. People who are overweight often make fun of others, but then someone says somthing back and they cry because people hate them because there fat. When people just don't like YOU. But no one would say to that Ugly chick COVER UP! or that Fat Kid I don't like you because your just a bad person or that girl who is rude because she is perfect. that cause that makes us look bad, and that makes us rude. Oh Please give me a break. <3 posted by Amy Bishop 5/7/2001 1:43 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2001

And so the little girl was growing up and working! this made the little girl so excited cause it was in the mall and a clothing store, the little girl loved clothes. : ) WTG ! Things are going right as the usually do except for the enemy that lives inside of her. It's name? The Flu. Icky Icky. The eating processed chicken meat from McDonalds makes me sick, normally I could eat so many of those nuggets like 4, but not today. Eh oh well I suppose I get what I wish for. I always want to be sick so I can stay home, but when I do get sick I hate every moment. You think I would learn the 1st time, but nope. Amy is a sick puppy. See Amy Cough. See Amy Cough so hard that she can't breath. Cough Amy Cough. <3 posted by Amy Bishop 5/6/2001 7:55 PM

Friday, May 04, 2001

Yes I know. Im writing like crazy. Making up for lost time like a Divorced Parent would, but anyhow. I have been attempting to update everything websites,me. I seem to be going around and around atleast I have picked up a few souveiners and taken a few hostages along the way. What is it with Human lives and the obssessive viewing of Lame Movies!! I swear one day I am going to find the Father of Pay Per View and beat him with a wet noodle!! Or atleast a Pillow case filled with bricks. There is nothing more irratating well almost, nothing more, than the Sibiling Rivals sitting down to spy upon a movie that we have watched already 3 times and I suppose the boys are slow and it takes them awhile to remember the movie so they watch it 7 more times. Even worse when they scream "THIS PART IS SOOO FUNNY, Watch! Are you watching? Hey You took your eyes off." Even thought you saw the movie. Really somtimes I wonder what part of the family I truely came from. Then again I think Im glad Im the only one. Loves ya! .
posted by Amy Bishop 5/4/2001 12:12 AM

Thursday May 3, 2001

::growls:: its seems that all that could go wrong, will go wrong. As it is now it is 11:46pm. I am trying somthing new. Maybe I could go w/o Blogger, thats right I will make it on my own, well atleast until I update it and only Lord nows when that will happen so on with the Mind Numbyness. (yes the brain has left the building) I tilt my head and I stare at this paper, it says somthing to me, forming clearly words, text, meaning of something. automatically I recognize it, well with a little squinting of course due to the Great man of sleep who keeps calling my name and I shout back "HOLD ON! 5 more min." as well as the left eye that has grown lazy probably my failed attempts at going blind by watching the snow channel as close as possible when we were w/o cable. So I stare somemore, I stare alot of course cause I have quite the eye (lazy or not) for detail. Stare Long enough at somthing and you see it for what it is, what its made of, and every pore,nook and cranny, hole, bump, imperfection, and flaw *ahem* So there I am and I see 7 RESUMES. I notice it and then I think I wonder what would it look like if I were Russian or African or I couldn't read. Would I see a Jumble or a Scramble? Would I see what I see now but not recognize it? I probably would tilt my head like I did and instead of thinking "Hmmm must print those tonite." I might think "Huh?" Isn't amazing that as I type this and you read this it all comes together? no riddles or scrambles. No wonders no what is this? English is considered one of the Hardest Languages too learn. How is it that so many Dumb people speak English?

Thursday, May 03, 2001

Why is it that introductions are soooo hard. Shouldn't it come natural to us? Yet I seem to find myself not able to introduce anything. Ohwell. Maybe I should start everything I write with the ending first. Then it would be come an intro WOO HOO! problem solved. Besides my odd thinking I have a sinus infect. like you or I care. So I sit here and talk to friends and whine. What else is there to do on a Thursday mid afternoon? Anyhow since Im not going to confuse you today I think I will make my depart.
posted by Amy Bishop 5/3/2001 05:24:18 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2001

::growls:: hehe Im a Kitty!! lol Ending of a new and begginging of another. woo hoo!! Im out of that JOB!!! Today and Tommorow and I shall be gone from that job.. Yes I am talking about Target!!!! anyone from the Panama City Area and your searching a ob .. I say do not go to Target unless you truely need a job.. Don't believe me?? Ask people who work there how they feel about The wonderful world of Target.. You may get a few eye rolls, sighs, and frowns..... :;does a little V dance::
posted by Amy Bishop 4/21/2001 10:01:04 AM

Monday, April 16, 2001

Hello.. I have awaken! or well atleast returned. I had a an excellent weekend. Thank you for asking. Me and My Famille went canoeing. A very long trip.. VERY long.. Lets just say a very short-tempered family, most had been drinking, sun brunt, rain, not to mention that we awoke at 7am and went to bed at midnight the night before and sratched up from running into bushes. so lets just say there were a couple of Jerry Springer Moment(minus, The Incest,Freaks,He-shes, and anything else) but otherwise we had an AWESOME time.. lol the water was so cold, which felt good..anywho baby doll made food he is such a good cook...
posted by Amy Bishop 4/16/2001 11:53:29 AM

Monday, April 09, 2001

Figured I would update you on this young girls life... I have adapted once again... or been possessed.. I am no longer Amy, at this point, I am not sure who I have morphed into but I feel weird... Hmmm I will Dissapear for now, until the real me returns.
posted by Amy Bishop 4/9/2001 03:21:13 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2001

::yawns:: My Life has come suddenly to a start once again. FreeDOM!!! Beautiful How can escape for a couple hours to entertain my self.. I've realized that I have lost touch with my dance side, it must of slipped into a coma while I was unaware and suddenly heard My inner Candy Kidd was screaming to go out and DANCE!!! ..... Hmmm yea ::dances around:: lol
posted by Amy Bishop 4/7/2001 10:00:07 PM

Friday, April 06, 2001

Hello... The neighborhood is quiet.. And I am here bored.. with no car.. anyone want to pick me up? lol anyhow I am really hoping for this Job at this place.. I suppse I have to manifest it by letting go.. but how can I let go when it is continuosly popping up... Eh.. ohwell I always have Target... ::cries::... lol anyhow I am in the up and about to find a new job... cause the current one is a lie... Anyone Reading this I begg you do not work there!!!!! They tell you that Target is the Caring, Family store.. BS.. Well In a way it is .. its America Symbol of Dysfunctional FAmilies!! yay!.... There is no happiness in that home.. I've realized any store that is ALWAYS hiring .. is Satan... lol Yes Yes for all those looking to worship satan, just shop at Target... lol Well at least there Products are cool!
posted by Amy Bishop 4/6/2001 10:41:07 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2001

Hello!! Its a wonderful day in the neighborhood.. Even though it is a little rainy out there it still a good day. I am planning on attending The Umbra Institute where I can study Italian Opera. Hopefully I will be attending next spring or the following fall.. It cost $9,975 a semester Not too Bad, but being money insufficent it will be alittle hard.. but all is well..
posted by Amy Bishop 4/4/2001 01:45:41 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2001

Good Morning all my chickitties....... Im listening to my Brothers annoying negativity.. Blah blah .. I've recently received a new car, and He is Jealous because I got it at a great!! Price... $900.. How sweet is that!! and it is in Great Condition .. well accept my Transmission which is being checked as we speak. This is the perfect tool I can use to seek a little Sibiling Revenge... hahaha Trust me people he is. a MORON... : ) Life is sweet.. I've been reading a Book By Silver RavenWolf.. Its pretty good.. Anyone who wishes to Know The truth about Witches and that sort.. read it .. it has cleared up alot of Doubts and Misclarities.. I have a whole new respect for those who Practice(and I mean the ones who arn't doing it for controversy, have seen quite a few who do) Kudos to them.. Why do you ask am I reading?? Well My Parrell line wanted to reassure me, even though I have heard about it and done a report and blah..., that there is nothing evil, or devil worship or satan.. Me being a Virgo, you have to tell me these things. So I feel a little calmer, even though I still Kidd, I understand completely... Besides that.. I know Im not weirding out on you today but I feel I should share alittle to keep you interested...
posted by Amy Bishop 4/3/2001 11:53:59 AM