shaun and i went out last night to the bookstore just browsing before getting a quick dinner, we came to the comclusion we dont have enough non fiction books. we both love reading, well anything actually. we were both brought up to read anything we could get our hands on. but with the travelling and the moving, we havent really got back into the reading spirit. but all that is going to change. once a week we are both going to be allowed to buy one non fiction book each, give it a year or so and we might just have the start of a good library.at the moment im re reading a great lil book called The Tao of Pooh. it was written years ago, and ive had in for a couple of years myself. but i just felt it needed a re read the ancient chinese principles of taoism as explained by passages in the books featuring the bear of very little brain. if u dont have it... buy it. its less than $10 at amazon
10:50 AM debs s
thursday, july 12
so the essay, the one that triggered the oh god why am i here crisis. " Issues of Aesthetics Philosoghy, the differences in respresentational and neo representational art theory and there relivance to comtemporary art movements" can anyone say load of bollocks. i guess its better that then feminist man hating crap of a 80's essay i did last time but still.. really. what was i thinking.
tuesday, july 10
monday, july 9
friday night we decided to go out to dinner at a great place in ponsonby called estasi. lovely just really lovely. and it helped that the waitress was extremely cute. thankfully shaun and i go for the same type of girlie, so we could oggle and compare opinions. saturday morning we ran around like looneys trying to buy things b4 we had to turn up for my brat newphews 2nd birthday party which thankfully we got to leave after an hour and a half due to the continuing bed saga. sunday was spent constructing my beautiful bedroom canopy thingy... damn it looks good. piccies to follow im sure. we made the tradgic mistake of inviting my parents round for dinner. dont ask me why i do this.. i must have a really short memory span because all i do is hate it and bitch about it afterwards. i think moving to canada away from them all would be a good idea.
friday, july 6
anyway its fixed, so im happy. i need to hunt down a decent make of cam. ive been looking at alot of cam sites recently in the hope of the girlies who run the pages with those lovely crystal clear cam images might have in passing mentioned which make of cam they use.. no luckso far.. ill most likely cave in and email them about it.. but if i can get away with snooping without any of this sick forced society interaction thing all the young kids today seem to be into, then all the better. oh and i bought a top.. ok its a summer strappy flimspy thing, and its a size 16.. but summer is months and months away so i have all that time to get fit. ,,, plus it was on sale..hmmm 70% off.. and if it still doesnt fit me by summer than im sure my sister wont say no to free clothes.
tuesday, july 3
monday, july 2
SATURDAY woke up feeling fine, made the tradgic mistake of looking up in my diary when the last time i had my period was. turns out im 2 weeks late. ok massive worry and horrible terror. hide under the bed covers sulking while shaun the darling he is went down to the chemist and got me a pregancy kit. pee - cup - wait - no blue line. so according to there little test im not infected with a baby. i still have no idea where the fuck my period is, but the best guess i can hassard is that all those antibiotics i took for my ear has thrown my body out of wack. if i dont start bleeding by the end of this week then im going to the doctors. much reflief, so we went shopping. ordered our bed frame ( the halifax), and a new frosted glass desk thingy( zed range) for shaun. hopefully that will all arrive on tuesday...hopefully. we are still waiting on the matress we bought last weekend so im not holding out much hope here. decided to go price new cars. ok not new new, but newer than the piece of crap we drive. hmmm lil red MX5 for 12 thousand. cute, but both shaun and i are firm on this. unless its british racing greeen we arent going to even thing about getting an MX5. also saw the sweetest 4wd thing, yes i hate ppl who own 4wds and then just run there kids to school in the thing. but we go off road now in the mazda as it is.. so much more fun when we get a 4wd. night falls and it sees us at a cafe just up the road from us with my parents and my sister and her family, all gathered for shauns birthday dinner.. awww isnt that nice. the kids were bareably behaved, the constant discussion about how sore andys bum is and the consistancy of his shit was a little off putting. i really dont care who u are, hearing about how runny or hard some kids shit is it going to put even the most insane child lover off there dinner. he got a CD a t shirt and some underwear. dont u just love family gifts. and he finally got to play with this 350 dollar steering wheel for the PC thats been sitting in the living room tempting him all week. watched the F1 race then crawled into bed, several hours later and very sheepish shaun snuck into bed at 5am, only to have me kick him this morning at 7am when the alarm went off. never give anyone a new toy and expect them to get to bed early. i really should have known ;) SUNDAY woke up, gave shaun his surprise, 2 CDs. one of them is the village peoples greatest hits, so we werent really going for quality here.. just a lil surprise ontop of the wheel thing.
ok so the essay is going.. well.. its going thats about the best i can say for it. some times i wonder why the hell im doing this course. its not hard. its not stressful..so no problems there, but do i actually enjoy amking the kind of art im making.. well the honest answer is 'its better than getting a real job' .. which really isnt right somehow. i know this is no fault of the schools, they give u almost total freedom, so its on my shoulders to come up with something that holds my interest. right now slacking off and porn hold my interest, and really i doubt there 'total freedom' policy extends quite that far.
10:51 AM debs s
finally refound the adult porn equivilent of monster.co.uk www.adultstaffing.com amazingly there are 4 openings listed for new zealand.... "Requirements: A great attitude and a love of your work, although reasonable looks and body would also be required" dang.. there goes my big shot at fame and fortune
5:25 PM debs s
im going thru a pink clothes faze. this is very much like the orange faze sarah might remeber. im wearing 3 tops because im fucking freezing, and they are all pink. ok i understand this is about as interesting the colour of my underwear, but i thought it warrented notice. i like pink. not limp wristed girly im so sweet bang my brains out cheerleader slut baby pink. but hot pink.. more a im a trailer trash pornstar hot pants kinda pink.
11:36 AM debs s
im cold. ive almost finished the new layout.. can we say tradgic pruning of old crap? hmm almost finished a website nad not even looked at my essay due monday. i suck.
11:03 AM debs s
u know even tho i do fuck all during the week, the weekend seems wasted if we dont do something. thankfully this weekend we were busy, and unfortunately sociable.
10:22 AM debs s
oh .. it totaly slipped my mind.. but i got an A and a B+ for the two things i submitted for assesssment at school. i rock.
1:26 PM debs s
ok.. ive sort of settled on a look for my site.. im hating the amount of crap on here, and im starting to lean towards pages that are more info packed, no frames.. that kinda thing.. now i just have to do the damn thing.
1:11 PM debs s
noting much has been happening which could be why i havent written fuck all. bed is lovely, shaun came home from work sat on it and the whole thing went SNAP. ok thats a lie.. just one slat went snap. pulled the matress off bitching and complaining the whole while to find that the fuck wits at freedom had sent us a set of slats which had one which was nothing but a great big knot of wood. it wouldnt of supported a super model let alone my big fat arse. rang them wednsday morningcomplained and the little fit it men they employ came out on thrusday afternoon. which in its self is pissy, yes we could sleep on it..... just, but how did freedom know that, we could of been sleeping on the floor for the last few nights thanks to there broken bed.
10:36 AM debs s
my beautiful new bed arrived. after much huffing and puffing i finally got the damn thing up stairs all by myself and set about erecting it. hmmm its so preetty. the delivery guy caught me stroking the wood making hmmmm noises when it arrived... yet another person thinking im confused and need mental health professional help.
1:29 PM debs s
im trying to convince shaun that swapping studies with me is a good idea. spent yesterday upstairs playing on his new PC with his steering wheel, i like it up there more than down here is this cold dank pit.
9:04 AM debs s
feels like a very long time since i wrote here. of course its not, it just feels that way. alot happened this weekend. it was shauns birthday on sunday, ive spent the entire week thinking his birthday was on monday. ie today. dont ask me why i just cant count i guess. lots of things ahappening so mebbe i should start at the beginning.
decide to take a nice long drive down south to somewhere we've never been before. spent 6 hours just driving around dirt roads looking at scenery. thankfully the roads didnt undo all the work we did on the car that mornings, re spraying the bummer black and touching up some of the body work.
spent the morning playing with the car, atempting to
2:13 PM debs s
the cast
the set
snap
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