My mom was looking through old pictures today and yesterday. It's so weird to see little chibi-becky, and adolescent long-haired becky with no sense of style whatsover....Man, is summer really coming to an end? I guess it does feel like it's been a long time, and I'm ready to go back to school, but...I don't know. I guess I feel a little weird about all the time going by.
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at10:50 PM
Too Late
The Alan Parsons Project
This isn't specifically referring to my feelings, but it did strike some familar chords.
When you were standing in the rain I gave you shelter
When I was knocking on your door you gave me none
Well I don't make that kind of deal with anybody
And I won't be that kind of fool for anyoneHow do you feel when the tables have been turned?
What will you do now the bridges have been burned?Cause it's
Too late now the magic's lost
Too late now the spell is broken
Too late now to count the cost
Of words that should remain unspokenWhen I need you by my side you stand above me
And when I look into your eyes you turn away
Well if that's the best there is then I won't buy it
Well if that's the only game then I won't playHow many danger signs did you ignore?
How many times have you heard it all before?Cause it's
Too late now the magic's lost
Too late now the spell is broken
Too late now to count the cost
Of words that should remain unspoken
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at9:38 PM
How sad it is that Tamora Pierce only puts out a new book twice a year....I was in new-book bliss yesterday morning as I read Squire from beginning to end. Four hundred pages of fun. Her work seemed to hit a bit of a slope, but this new one was really good. It makes me want to get back into the Tortall RPGing scene. Well...almost...if I weren't working on so many other projects.
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at1:20 PM
You can ignore me, but I won't go away! Wahahaha....
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at11:11 PM
Rei was bad and didn't finish her illustrations for her Japanese class...well, hopefully I can get them inked and in the mail by tomorrow....I'm working on them now as I sit here, and one is done, at least...well, almost....::draw draw draw:: there! Just wanted to check in and show all my fans that I'm still kicking....something....kicking something? Something something...and I....need a job. I hope I get a job.
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at10:26 PM
Gah...when will it end? Why do I still feel like I'm going tp puke? I've got to cheer up...I can't take this much longer...I have to become stronger and handle it. That's what this is about, right? That's what I named this design after...my will to become strong....
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at10:42 PM
Don't worry about me; I'm venting, but life goes on. I know that life goes on...the sun keeps rising, and all that. So...yeah. I may be messed up, but isn't everyone, in our own special way? If there's one good thing about this whole affair, it's that I can look at myself in perspective. And no matter how sad and hurt I may be, I know that "tomorrow is another day". Life goes on. Pain is temporary. You'll get better, and find something to smile about.The world has its beautiful points. Look up at a blue sky during the day, or the stars during the night. On a clear night, it's so hard to fear anything...gah, I think I'm turning cheesy. But....well...there are good things. There are happy things. Like...characters!
Speaking of which, I have two in mind that are begging for attention. Ja mata, burogaa-san!
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at10:07 PM
Rurouni Becky will bap you with her sword! Or her tail! Wahahahaha! ::cough cough cough::
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at6:24 PM
I'm not the sort of person who can just leave someone alone when they're hurting. That's just the way I am, right? I know that you care about me in your own way...maybe I should just lay off. But you can come to me if you need me. I'll do what I can to help you, because you helped me, and we are friends. Please don't be afraid to talk to me.
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at9:55 AM
Futae no kiwani still isn't working...eh, give me another week or so. I've spent enough time punching inanimate objects that it shouldn't be long until they burst into dust. Scraped red knuckles are thereaputic, kinda like this blogger.More to write, more to say, but I have a presentation I need to work on.
Do I make any sense, or am I just being a jerk?
...at least, according to Rei Helen Spencer at9:40 AM