Friday, September 1, 2000
9/1/2000 2:06:19 PM
mayn...the world can be the most amazing place, sumtimes, huh?...me an' my friend were just reveling at the fact that we've been friends for 4 years i think...am i right?...an' in that span..we've only seen each other twice...isn't that awesome!...so basically...our friendship...strong as it is..has been held through by mainly...the internet...an' mind you...we met on it too...weird, huh?...but i don't knoe..it's pretty common place to me now...as wicked as some people may think...or some people actually make the internet out to be...i think...sometimes...it can be one of the safest places...think about it...you're at home...in your world...but..at the same time..you get to converse with...an' get to knoe so many people who you wouldn't normally find yourself talking to in the real world...the internet takes away so many barriers...so many walls..that we usually put around ourselves in the real world...i think i've been so blessed...because...in this era where so many people come across so many dangers on the internet...my internet world has be shielded...so many people i come across are totally...an' sincerely honest...an' besides...what's the point in pretending you're someone you're not...if you're happy with yourself...you might as well be yourself 24/7...that way everyone will be able to get to knoe the real you...an' besides...if you put on so many masks...you might forget which mask to put on for which occasion, which person...i think that can totally get tiresome....so..to everyone i've met on the net...an' to everyone i knoe in my 'real world'...thank you=)...you guys have all taught me lessons that i've learned lots from..hehee..kinda corny, huh?...but now..i knoe..there's someone...someone of flesh an' bone that i knoe i can count on all the time..hehee..i say flesh an' bone of course..'coz no one tops God=)
Wednesday, August 30, 2000
8/30/2000 4:27:24 PM
mayn...where did the summer go!...INSANE!
8/30/2000 4:14:46 PM
wow rich! That's amazing! wow! can i have a vacation like that too!!!!! It's been a while since a vacation's done that to me...wow=)
8/30/2000 2:33:20 PM
wow! school starts up soon i can't believe it! already! and i barely even had a summer! i've been workin' since may 1st, and i think all summer i've probably only taken 5-8 days off...heheee...2 of those days were sick days...heheee...an' 3 of those days were spent in beautiful british columbia --- to all the girls who have ever spent some time up in whistler, bc you' KNOW what i'm sayin'!=) beautiful i tell you! and the mountains just added to the view...heheeee=)...*wink*...but alas, i guess this summer has been a summer of finding myself - in some ways. this summer, i've had the chance to truely feel what it's like to be a cluster head...heheee..mayn...so all this time i thought heads like ruben, and angelo (nj), and fj(winnipeg) was just lazin' on the couch doing nothing...hahaa..i'm JOKING!=P...but it's been lots harder an' spiritually drainin' than i thought, but hey. i'm still here=) an' it's the summer that i've FINALLY joined SFC! Thank God!=) hehee..and it's not so bad...an' this summer...i've actually found out what it feels like to be working in the real world!...*sigh* ...paying tax, and everything!..it sucks...especially when it's not in your field...i was clerking all summer...i can't wait to get back in school and design again! thank God!=)....
Tuesday, August 29, 2000
8/29/2000 3:29:39 PM
a-ites..i knoe...i've been lagging on here...but..i've actually kept up some blogging for rich while he was away...so if you're really wantin' to see sum blogs - check here or here or here or here or even here see...i've done SOME blogging...but neways...i knoe..i think this page is boring too...don't worry i'm goin' to try to update this...TRY being the operative word here...an' i'm tryin' to learn flash...but i can't really do anything until my computer gets upgraded at wintronic (hey if any of you guys are in the toronto area looking for a computer or upgrades, they sell it at wholesale cost, so check it there. - no i am not gettin' paid for this=)...but anyway...you're goin' to have to wait for the revamping again...*sigh*...if anyone knows how to work flash, and can teach me, email me...byeeee....
Monday, August 21, 2000
8/21/2000 2:24:25 PM
mayn!!!...i haven't typed nethin' up in here in forevers...but...i jus' came in to say..ESMYN!!!...you're the bomb!!!...i heard you made the second cut for popstars!..hehee..take it all the way hon!...YFC represent!=)...heheeee..wooohooo!!!!
Wednesday, August 16, 2000
8/16/2000 7:06:33 PM
mayn...rich...i am soooooo happy for you=)...i just read your journal...well..okay..i read it at work..but..hey..i read it today though=)...it made me so happy=)...you sounded like a totally different person. i was so happy to read what you typed -- you typed out what you didn't even believe hours before=). didn't i tell you, that you'd see the rainbow eventually? isn't God amazing?!=)
Tuesday, August 15, 2000
8/15/2000 8:01:48 PM
hey rich...it's me...don't worry about it at all...if i'm not here to help my friends out...what else am i here for them for?=)...right..rich...remember what i told you okay?...an' totally remember...that when you need to talk..just gimme a call...okay?=)...luv you lotts...*hugZ*..takes care...re-read what you told vic...and every time you think things are hopeless, and you feel like that empty cloud..remember that clouds are never empty...or else they wouldn't be there...they're just full of stuff you cant' see...so when you think the faith you have is gone...remember..that you maybe just can't feel it at the moment...but it's there...i promise...don't feel so lost...an' when you do...turn to the One that knows you best...there is no such thing as a one-way conversation when it comes to God...He answers, He might not answer in the particular way you're looking for...but He answers=)...*hugz*...i promise
Monday, August 14, 2000
8/14/2000 10:13:13 AM
yuck!!!...i'm 21!!!!...heheee..yeah rite...cheryl...you're lovin' it! (don't mind me=)...it is sooo weird...thin's are changin'...an' i'm growin' up?!...can you believe that?!...heheee..an' i have this friend...kimi...every time i have a birthday...she always tells me she can't believe how old i'm gettin'...heheee..she's soo adorable...i love her!=)...i've known her since i was 16...heheee...grew up with her through the 'real' growin' up years=)...you know how it goes....all those early years...you're jus' foolin' around..tryin' to fit in...once you hit a certain age...for me..it was 16...once i hit that...i was tryin' to find out how to be...for me to be happy...thank God for YFC...i love being with friends who are really there...people who you can have conversations...ranging from that super HOT guy sittin' across the street...to how thin's apply to your life concernin' God=)...totally...i think that's how a real friendship should be...but yea...yesterday..i was at a picnic...awww...an' i saw my goddaughter...kayla...hehee.she was sooo adorable...her cheeks are soo chubby...hehee..an' she had this pink hat on..an' she looked like a mushroom=)...but..it hit me..i am a godparent...an' my girl..who i've known since i was like 7!...is getting married next month...mayn...this is insane...it's totally my time now...w/in the next 2 to 5 years...my whole circle of friends are goin' to graduate..get careers an' get married..settle down...and may even move somewhere else...mayn..this is crazy...but..for now..heheee...i'm 21...an' i'm legal...EVERYWHERE...oh no...it's over...hehee..yeah rite...i'm not a bad girl=)...*winks*...heheeee...yea..yea...i'm jus' jokin'...don't get all excited=)
9/1/2000 2:06:19 PM
mayn...the world can be the most amazing place, sumtimes, huh?...me an' my friend were just reveling at the fact that we've been friends for 4 years i think...am i right?...an' in that span..we've only seen each other twice...isn't that awesome!...so basically...our friendship...strong as it is..has been held through by mainly...the internet...an' mind you...we met on it too...weird, huh?...but i don't knoe..it's pretty common place to me now...as wicked as some people may think...or some people actually make the internet out to be...i think...sometimes...it can be one of the safest places...think about it...you're at home...in your world...but..at the same time..you get to converse with...an' get to knoe so many people who you wouldn't normally find yourself talking to in the real world...the internet takes away so many barriers...so many walls..that we usually put around ourselves in the real world...i think i've been so blessed...because...in this era where so many people come across so many dangers on the internet...my internet world has be shielded...so many people i come across are totally...an' sincerely honest...an' besides...what's the point in pretending you're someone you're not...if you're happy with yourself...you might as well be yourself 24/7...that way everyone will be able to get to knoe the real you...an' besides...if you put on so many masks...you might forget which mask to put on for which occasion, which person...i think that can totally get tiresome....so..to everyone i've met on the net...an' to everyone i knoe in my 'real world'...thank you=)...you guys have all taught me lessons that i've learned lots from..hehee..kinda corny, huh?...but now..i knoe..there's someone...someone of flesh an' bone that i knoe i can count on all the time..hehee..i say flesh an' bone of course..'coz no one tops God=)
Wednesday, August 30, 2000
8/30/2000 4:27:24 PM
mayn...where did the summer go!...INSANE!
8/30/2000 4:14:46 PM
wow rich! That's amazing! wow! can i have a vacation like that too!!!!! It's been a while since a vacation's done that to me...wow=)
8/30/2000 2:33:20 PM
wow! school starts up soon i can't believe it! already! and i barely even had a summer! i've been workin' since may 1st, and i think all summer i've probably only taken 5-8 days off...heheee...2 of those days were sick days...heheee...an' 3 of those days were spent in beautiful british columbia --- to all the girls who have ever spent some time up in whistler, bc you' KNOW what i'm sayin'!=) beautiful i tell you! and the mountains just added to the view...heheeee=)...*wink*...but alas, i guess this summer has been a summer of finding myself - in some ways. this summer, i've had the chance to truely feel what it's like to be a cluster head...heheee..mayn...so all this time i thought heads like ruben, and angelo (nj), and fj(winnipeg) was just lazin' on the couch doing nothing...hahaa..i'm JOKING!=P...but it's been lots harder an' spiritually drainin' than i thought, but hey. i'm still here=) an' it's the summer that i've FINALLY joined SFC! Thank God!=) hehee..and it's not so bad...an' this summer...i've actually found out what it feels like to be working in the real world!...*sigh* ...paying tax, and everything!..it sucks...especially when it's not in your field...i was clerking all summer...i can't wait to get back in school and design again! thank God!=)....
Tuesday, August 29, 2000
8/29/2000 3:29:39 PM
a-ites..i knoe...i've been lagging on here...but..i've actually kept up some blogging for rich while he was away...so if you're really wantin' to see sum blogs - check here or here or here or here or even here see...i've done SOME blogging...but neways...i knoe..i think this page is boring too...don't worry i'm goin' to try to update this...TRY being the operative word here...an' i'm tryin' to learn flash...but i can't really do anything until my computer gets upgraded at wintronic (hey if any of you guys are in the toronto area looking for a computer or upgrades, they sell it at wholesale cost, so check it there. - no i am not gettin' paid for this=)...but anyway...you're goin' to have to wait for the revamping again...*sigh*...if anyone knows how to work flash, and can teach me, email me...byeeee....
Monday, August 21, 2000
8/21/2000 2:24:25 PM
mayn!!!...i haven't typed nethin' up in here in forevers...but...i jus' came in to say..ESMYN!!!...you're the bomb!!!...i heard you made the second cut for popstars!..hehee..take it all the way hon!...YFC represent!=)...heheeee..wooohooo!!!!
Wednesday, August 16, 2000
8/16/2000 7:06:33 PM
mayn...rich...i am soooooo happy for you=)...i just read your journal...well..okay..i read it at work..but..hey..i read it today though=)...it made me so happy=)...you sounded like a totally different person. i was so happy to read what you typed -- you typed out what you didn't even believe hours before=). didn't i tell you, that you'd see the rainbow eventually? isn't God amazing?!=)
Tuesday, August 15, 2000
8/15/2000 8:01:48 PM
hey rich...it's me...don't worry about it at all...if i'm not here to help my friends out...what else am i here for them for?=)...right..rich...remember what i told you okay?...an' totally remember...that when you need to talk..just gimme a call...okay?=)...luv you lotts...*hugZ*..takes care...re-read what you told vic...and every time you think things are hopeless, and you feel like that empty cloud..remember that clouds are never empty...or else they wouldn't be there...they're just full of stuff you cant' see...so when you think the faith you have is gone...remember..that you maybe just can't feel it at the moment...but it's there...i promise...don't feel so lost...an' when you do...turn to the One that knows you best...there is no such thing as a one-way conversation when it comes to God...He answers, He might not answer in the particular way you're looking for...but He answers=)...*hugz*...i promise
Monday, August 14, 2000
8/14/2000 10:13:13 AM
yuck!!!...i'm 21!!!!...heheee..yeah rite...cheryl...you're lovin' it! (don't mind me=)...it is sooo weird...thin's are changin'...an' i'm growin' up?!...can you believe that?!...heheee..an' i have this friend...kimi...every time i have a birthday...she always tells me she can't believe how old i'm gettin'...heheee..she's soo adorable...i love her!=)...i've known her since i was 16...heheee...grew up with her through the 'real' growin' up years=)...you know how it goes....all those early years...you're jus' foolin' around..tryin' to fit in...once you hit a certain age...for me..it was 16...once i hit that...i was tryin' to find out how to be...for me to be happy...thank God for YFC...i love being with friends who are really there...people who you can have conversations...ranging from that super HOT guy sittin' across the street...to how thin's apply to your life concernin' God=)...totally...i think that's how a real friendship should be...but yea...yesterday..i was at a picnic...awww...an' i saw my goddaughter...kayla...hehee.she was sooo adorable...her cheeks are soo chubby...hehee..an' she had this pink hat on..an' she looked like a mushroom=)...but..it hit me..i am a godparent...an' my girl..who i've known since i was like 7!...is getting married next month...mayn...this is insane...it's totally my time now...w/in the next 2 to 5 years...my whole circle of friends are goin' to graduate..get careers an' get married..settle down...and may even move somewhere else...mayn..this is crazy...but..for now..heheee...i'm 21...an' i'm legal...EVERYWHERE...oh no...it's over...hehee..yeah rite...i'm not a bad girl=)...*winks*...heheeee...yea..yea...i'm jus' jokin'...don't get all excited=)
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