my silent island |
Thursday, March 08, 2001
3:53:57 AM maafkan aku jika energi hidup itu tidak lagi ada semua yang dulu membuatmu jatuh cinta "ngapain aja?" "gak ngapa-ngapain." "lagi apa?"
Monday, March 05, 2001
7:59:29 PM Do you remember the things we used to say? I feel so nervous when I think of yesterday. How could I let things get to me so bad? How did I let things get to me? Like dying in the sun Will you hold on to me, I am feeling frail. Will you hold on to me, we will never fail. Like dying in the sun Monday, February 05, 2001
3:11:46 AM love is not the answer. i thought it was. Tuesday, January 16, 2001
6:36:22 AM cannot sleep the whole night to this time of morning. things get worst everyday. it's really hard to accept, when someone never said such things before, or at least rarely, now he says it all the time. all the time.. the worst thing is, i understand it. so i have no word to blast.. somebody out there, would you please help me..? Sunday, January 14, 2001
1:15:43 PM is God mad at us? because you know, at first everything was happening so meant-to-be. but then we didn't pay our dues to Him and probably now He's going mad at us?? do you think so, too? my body started to be sick today, my head is like being hit by thousands of giant hammers. i keep telling my brain to keep telling my hand to move, my feet to walk, my mouth to eat and speak, my eyes to see, my ears to listen. but it just doesn't do any good. they all stop working. except my eyes. who start crying all the time. ..somebody out there, please help me.. (do you want me to give you up? if that will make your burden lighter, i'll do it, you know that) Saturday, December 16, 2000
6:08:08 PM do you want me to give you up? if that will make your burden lighter, i'll do it, you know that. are you dying like me? 'coz you know, now i'm living my life hardly breathing, try to make each day meets the end without doing any fatal move. this evil inside me, moaning in an unbearable pain. every now and then i feel like ending all this up. i know these has been tearing my brain. i need a grip to hold. but didn't find anything. and cannot ask anybody for help Tuesday, November 14, 2000
1:20:58 PM my silent places.. Friday, October 13, 2000
11:13:26 PM "I found your parking card" Sunday, October 08, 2000
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