hey all, its been a long time. i am at work now, and i have nothing to do. in case you all dont know, i dont work at the video store anymore. i got a real job.... no offense to the wonderful video clerks around the world. i now work doing computer programming, and it is lots of fun. i like my job alot. i am still with Jack my lovely boyfriend. we just celebrated our 8 month anniversary. and still never had a fight. can you believe it!! things are going really well with me right now. i am currently trying to get jack to move out with me, i found a great apartment. and i really want to live there. we will see....... until next time
robyn
posted by robyn montella at 12:48 PM

hi everyone, its been a really long time since i have written. life is really good right now, i have the greatest boyfriend in the world. we have been together for 4 months now. we just recently went throught the whole meeting familys thing. his family is amazing. they were all sitting around with guitars and banjos and they were playing and singing. it was amazing. my family loves him wich really makes me happy. i dunno, everything is excellent.
posted by robyn montella at 1:28 AM

hello everyone. i am miserable. i cant really tell you why. mostly because i have no clue. yesterday the saddest thing happened. a rather old man came into my work, he could barely walk, moving slowly, almost shuffling about the store. i watched him, thinking the whole time how sad it was that this man can barely walk. then to top off the sadness. he came up with two movies to rent. and they were both movies about dancing. i almost cried right in his face. imagin having such a love for something and not physically being able to do it. i know this man wanted to dance, instead he was living vicariously through the people in these movies. it makes me realize how much i take for granted. i talked to my friend becky today. it was like old times. i miss her so much.. she always knows how to make me laugh. i miss my friend marc alot too. i remember all the fun i had with him. we were such assholes together. now i fear he hates me. i wish he could talk to me someday. i wish i could see him again. i guess its my fault though, i moved away and never told anyone where i was going. i just kind of left. it felt really good to just leave at the time. to just dissapear and no one would ever know the difference. i thought things would be different here, but things are always the same, no matter where you go or who you are surrounded by. your dreams always remain the same, and when you dont achieve them, ultimatley no matter where you are, your going to be sad. i need sleep. in the words of modest mouse..... im trying to sleep away the part of the day that i can not drink away. or is it the other way around. oh well. either way, you get the point.
posted by robyn montella at 11:50 PM

wow i am such a slacker these days. today it snowed really hard, so i was really not looking forward to going to work. im scared to drive in the snow. so i called there and i was told that i would be coming in even if the other manager had to come pick me up. then there was an accident right in front of my house and traffic was backed up blocking our driveway for about 3 hours. i was really worried about the people i knew that were stuck on the road. needless to say, i never got to work today. i just sat in my house and played playstation, i played you dont know jack with my roommate. we had fun, now i am going to sleep.
nighty night
posted by robyn montella at 11:40 PM

hello everyone, today was rather uneventful, i had work, ever hour seemed like ten. the windshield wipers dont work on my car and its raining rather hard here, so me driving my car is not a safe thing at this point, not to mention that i have no way to get my car to the shop to fix it tomorrow. you ask why, because i have stupid work at 9 am, and it is 1:30 am and i just got home from work. i am a slave, a robot if you will. wawa doesnt take checks, i just thought i would let you know that. and this morning i really didnt want to wake up, i was content with my care bear laying in bed. my roommate got me a cd label kit, which was a rather kind gesture, so now i can make really awesome lables for my silly cd's that i burn, every time i write in this thing, i think of an idea for my page.... i think i will have a contest on this page and the prize will be a mix cd that i burn and design all my myself.... yippee
night kids. sleep well
posted by robyn montella at 10:34 PM

ladies and gentleman, today, i am golden. like franz kafka's hunger artist... i have starved myself for the last time, not literally speaking, i mean, i like food... oh and im not getting eaten by a lion either, but anyway today i was at work, all day, by myself. and this teacher comes in, she was an art teacher for a local high school and she wanted to screen movies to show to her class, artistic movies, about.... you got it!!, artists. so she asked me what i thought would be a good idea for her. for once in my patheitic movie watching life, i got to use my knowlede to help others, i told her to get basquiat and i shot andy warhol. if you have yet to see these two movies i highly recomment it, i dont know if she will be too happy about the drug use in basquiat, but none the less, i was excited to put my 2 cents in... and now some lucky high school students get to watch 2 of my favorite movies. im so glad i quit my job as a software tester to work at a movie store, everyone laughs at me, tells me im stupid, but what do they know, movies are awesome.... i think i will make a movie section on my page, just talking about my favorite movies....yeah i think i will do that, look for it guys,
posted by robyn montella at 3:27 PM

so i gave my friend dave the ability to blog on my page because i thought he was so funny with the things that he tells me every day, i figured you all should hear his crazy stories too. i watched the never ending story today at work, i always wanted to name a dragon falcore, except i dont have a dragon, and i dont think i will ever have a dragon. last night was a really good night for me. i learned alot about myself. i guess i continue to learn about myself every day. the other day my ex wrote me this letter, it was the saddest letter i ever read, of course it didnt change my mind or anything, or make me want to take him back, but at any rate, it was really sweet, i talked to my friend becky for the first time in a long time the other day, i miss her alot and i was really glad to talk to her again. did i ever mention that i am the worst writer in the world. anyway, they tell me in the news that if i use my cell phone, i will get eye cancer. i hate watching the news. they tell me too many bad things. like if i smoke i will get cancer. i need a ciggarette. thats right, i smoke, what are you gonna do about it. i need to get my beach cruiser back from my brothers house, i wanna start riding my bike. im sick of snow, did you ever realize how bland the world looks when there is snow on the ground. its all grey and white, its like a poorly taken photograph, you know the kind that didnt stay in the developer long enough or just doesnt have enough contrast. there is nothing i hate more than a poorly taken photograph. oh by the way, i had to change my blog so if your looking for old blogs, you will notice that they have gone away, that is because i, being the smart girl that i am, erased my entire blog, by accedent. so i had to start all over again.
posted by robyn montella at 7:36 PM