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Okay, so i am the worst person at updating things. i have been mad busy with preparing for my kids graduation. it was last night. i have never been so proud in my life. my kids were beautiful. my auntie and uncle came in the place of my mommy and daddy,=...since they are 12 hours away. they were super proud of me and my aunt even shed a tear. my emotions were fine until we sang the kids a song we wrote set to the tune of "i try" by macy gray. i saw one of my babies start to cry, then a bunch of them...the next thing i knew i was bawling! the first boy i saw cry wasnt in my class, but i was very close to him. he cried on my shoulder for 5 mins.. i was heart broken. then i spent about an hurs holding my babies as they cried and i cried. man..i was so drained. we were supposed to have fun afterwards (me and the other staff) and i ended up passing out durning a monopoly game at 2 AM. turns out that they wre making me roll the dice anyways... its amazing what people do to you when you are asleep. well i doubt anyone is reading this s i think that i will stop! i love you sokrin...see you~~

August 2, 2000

Zohra Cherif - 6:34 PM

Oh my oh my...my stress levels are rocketing up at amazing rates. Today we took our kids to an exhibit on lynching at the new york historical society. it was mostly postcards with scenes of lynching and stupid comments such as "had a bbq, wish you could be here." when you see a man being burned alive in the back ground...man.... but if that wasnt depressing enough. i was the comforter of those who cried. one girl ran out of the room. we all thought she was the strongest one but she broke down in tears and wouldnt stop for 30 mins. then after she finaly stopped another girl ran in...she talked about how she saw a picture of a man being lynchede who looked like her father...little did i know that the conversation would turn into all the shit she has been through. she watched her father and best friend die infront of her eyes (heart attack and car accident) then she went on about how her mom doesnt want her and tried abandoning her and how she was molested several times while growing up....she felt better after a moment.....then a boy came in..and told me about how he had close ties with the lynchings b/c of his family.... my kids (none which were in my class) have been through so much. it was so emotional for me to hear that my babies ( i call all the kids at the school i teach at my babies) have to go through so much pain and it was hard because i couldnt tell them "i understand... or..... i know what you are going through" that is so hard for me. well enough of the depression. tomoro i am going to kareoke and then clubbing with my coworkers. i miss my love and i cant wait to see him... i love you~ byebye*

Sokrin Hou - 3:42 PM

Hi this is me again... Zohra's been very stressed lately, especially since yesturday... one of her coworker is quiting because he wants to take a vacation, which can easily be scheduled at a later time, and she assumes all his responsibilities. I know she's having a very hard time right now and man there's nothing I could do to help...

July 29, 2000

Sokrin Hou - 2:27 PM

Well once again the weekend has rolled around and these are the hardest two days for me to get in contact with her. However she's still on my mind constantly and I can always feel, hear her presence. I've added her picture to her about zohra page so check it if you want to witness an angel on earth :).

July 26, 2000

Zohra Cherif - 1:39 PM

Well, this is the one and only Zohra. Y'all can call me Jada if you'd like. I'm from Ann Arbor, Michigan and i am currently in New York City for working. I love teaching and all there is about it/ involving it. i am super busy. i will try to say more tonight. well i will see you all later. much loves....btw i am totally in love with sokrin hou

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