"Well, what do we have here?"

Nothin' too exciting happening on my end here lately. Haven't heard from ya boy, and I'm not particularly surprised. Frank just got back from England. We had a good little conversation about his trip. I wouldn't mind wvisiting England. Got a big weekend coming up. Friday COMMON :) will be here with Macy Gray :( and the Black Eyed Peas. Goin. Saturday is the Delta Old School Step SHow. That oughtta be fun. Betta be for $15 bucks. lol. OkayPlayer Tour is Sunday. Heeyyyy. I'm looking forward to that. I am LOVING the Bamboozled soundtrack. Erykah Badu is clowning on this Hollywood track. India.Arie got me lookin forward to her album release. I'm rambling. I'll holla when I have things to say. Buh bye.

  posted by bella figura @ 11/13/2000 01:40:26 PM

 
Oh.. y'all don't wanna see this pic, but that's just too damn bad.

Now.... Look at us... I'll be back later. I'm going out tonite. lol.
I make myself so sick sometimes.

  posted by bella figura @ 11/3/2000 01:47:21 PM

 
….the hell is going on?

Only going over points of interest here, folks. Went to ‘rendre visite’ to Hen hmm, Monday nite. Was gonna go Sunday, but it was raining haaard, and you know I can’t really drive in the rain, so I turned around and went home. Took my butt to sleep. Anyway, went over on Monday. Got there bout quarter to 11p. The fools were watchin Monday nite football and surfing around BP when I got there. Why they ask me if I had some food? On me?? Why would I bring some food to y’all house? I swear, these guys… Thought I was gon hafta cut BQ, eyes all big looking at those BP skanks. I’m tellin!! I think I got body slammed a couple times. What else? BQ and BC left, went somewhere. Ya know what? I wish their walls weren’t so damn paper thin, cause layin in the bed at 2am listenin to folks (yes YOU, Cell) in the next room moanin and shit. Anyway, me and Hen had a cool night. Watched too much tv. I’m not gon tell the whole world about how Hen can locate the remote control even when he is sleeping. Not gonna say that. I do love to be up under him, and yes I am blushing right now ~s~. It was cool. Reminded me of us back in the day. That’s my baby. I’m still trying to figure out what triggered this reunion of sorts. Whatever. It was sweet. What else? Oh, my cousin LaDonna just moved here!! I am so excited about that! I hope SaRita will move back now. I love my cousins, but damn, let me tell it, I love everybody!! We’re going out on Friday, and we’re gonna see Bamboozled some time this weekend. We better hurry up before they stop showing it, lol. It’s only showing at two theatres right now as it is. Well, that’s bout all. Marv, what’s up? I’ll call ya…. Has anyone seen that MTV show ‘Fear’? It is so friggin lame. They couldn’t have no REAL Black people on there. We ain’t scurred of a damn thing. Be up in the haunted house singin Shake Ya Ass. Lol. Okay, okay, I’m out for a minute. Love y’all. Trina, yo hair is THE BOMB!! Okay, I’m gone. Wait, wait, I'm gonna close this out with a couple of my favorite movie excerpts.....

"I would tell YOU to kiss my ass, but you probably couldn't find it, you blind muthafucka"

"I'm gon put what's left of my foot in his ass... I'm gon KILL him, Sugar."

".....and what the fuck is that smell?"

  posted by bella figura @ 11/1/2000 07:39:49 AM

 
Long time, right? You would not BELIEVE what type of crap has been going on. Gee whiz. These are trying times. Let's see... with PQ, DID talk, did see him with a million and a half admirers at the Classic, did kcuf BC, did get found out, did go see him, did do the damn thing, did come to the realization that I'm wrong and he ain't trying to be bothered with me on the level that I would like for him to be. Am cool with that. Funny, he called this morning. Booty call. Who ever heard of an A.M. booty call? I declined, not because I didn't WANT to, but because it simply wasn't feasible. I am a lil perplexed at why a nigga all of the sudden is booty calling me. The last time the phone rang and he was on the other end was last October. A year ago. It is my opinion that dude was not THINKING about kcufin me until he found out me and BC had relations. Oh well. Live and learn. Got a nice letter from a guy that noticed that I had taken my BP page down. It was sweet. I thought no one would notice. I certainly wasn't expecting anyone to write me. I really needed that. What else? Oh yeah. Damn baby daddy is in jail for probably the rest of his life. Why do brothers have to be so damn STUPID! What kinda fool can't stay out of jail? Sheesh. I was WAAAAY stressed out about that one for quite some time. Thanks Trina, Marv, y'all know y'all be there when I need ya. I appreciate it.

  posted by bella figura @ 10/28/2000 10:59:05 AM

 
"Somebody done tole u a LIE"

Who knew that this day would bring out so much freaking turmoil? I'm up early, fresh off of www.when.com, www.iwillfuckdashytoutu.com, that sorta thing. Chilling. Halfway thru the day, I decide to sign some BP guestbooks. I create this FRESH ass ad pushing my REAL site. Come across the page of a young lady. Now, who is this on her page up under all these tacky ass clip art hearts? Oh NOOO *gasp* It's PQ! I can't find ma heart for like 46 seconds. Needing a medic and shit. Lord help me. I alert the media (Marv & Trina) and immediately start buggin out. I send him a note, and we're back and forth all day. Accusations flying. LOL. It's funny now. It still hurts like hell though. He tried ta get on me about flirting with his people. Maaan. Damn. This is so crazy because we aren't together! But I LOVE THIS MAN! Believe that. So, if I gained nothing else, I at least put my feelings out there. Let em go. I can quit feelin like Erykah Badu's fucking Bag Lady now. That's a plus. I'm tired. I'm out. Trina and Marv, Thanks so much for the card. I'll call ya if we need to do a pray by! Throw some little green bibles. I love y'all. Henry has worn me out! I'm done.

"I guess nobody ever told you that all you must hold on to IS YOU."

  posted by bella figura @ 9/20/2000 01:48:42 PM

 
"I ain't no killa, but don't push me!"

I love me some Marv and Trina. I just LOVE my friends! Whass crackin? Talked to PQ on AIM today. Nothin large. Marv said I'm never getting over him. Maybe not. Shana called me today to give inform me about the social that's coming up. I'm looking forward to it. I'm so glad I'm not shook. Don't quite know what I'm wearing yet, though. Good thing it's not until Tuesday. I'm glad that it's BEFORE the Classic, that way I may recognize some new faces AT the Classic and make a few contacts. Trina's gonna have to help me brush up on my networking skills! What else? Not too much I guess. I'm chillin. Had a GREAT convo with Feona yesterday about men (esp. those in P&G). I'm so glad I'm not the only sucka left out here. We're gonna start a lil club called Fool Phi Fool. LMAO. Cool people are everywhere. I'm so lucky! Buuut, Marv just sent me some e-mail, so I must check it. Therefore, I'm cutting this entry short. Holla

"Don't put ya church memba IN THIS HERE!!"

  posted by bella figura @ 9/19/2000 01:42:04 PM

 
Long weekend. Little Aaron Mekhi Norman was born on Friday at 9:37 pm. I had no IDEA that childbirth looked like that. My sister did GREAT! No whole bunch of cursing or screaming *lol*, no medicine, just good ole natural childbirth. He's a handsome little booger, too. I guess I left the hospital around 11. Went back on Saturday to see her, took her a couple magazines and my copy of The Coldest Winter Ever. Went out with Frank on Saturday and got LIT, ya hear me?! Went to Red Lobster, ate, had something called a Red Passion Colada. It was the BOMB! Then we went to The Delmar to hear some jazz. The music was great. Frank, being the lush that he is *s*, ordered our drinks. I'm rolling with it, following his lead, so he orders us Cosmos. Potent. Now mind you that I'm not a drinker, and I was more than likely still tipsy from the first drink. Then we get orange (I think) martinis. I'm LIT. It's like 12:30, we're trying to figure out where we're going next, because Frank dates like he's on Change of Heart. Gotta go three or four places. I got NO problem with that. After a minute, Frank's like "I know where we're going. We're going to P.T.'s. We're going to P muthafuckin T's." I'm a sucker for enthusiasm, so I'm like COOOL. Maaaaan. Maaaaaaaan. Too much playin' going on at P.T.'s. I hadn't been there in a minute. WHOA! White folks will do anything. You don't hear me! I go to the ladies room, there's two tricks in the same damned stall. Eeeewww. White girl is looking at me, talking to her friend saying "Look at her boobs." What? Don't look at MY boobs. My boobs can't do NOTHIN for ya! Get back to Frank, he's at the bar (ya know). We take a Tequila shot and go dance. I can't turn around, I'm serious, I can't turn around without seeing a scene straight outta Real Sex. Girls next to us on the dance floor got body parts EXPOSED doing nasty, nasty things. I'm TRIPPING! Frank is cracking up! He says "You just concentrate on ME and let them do their thing!" Lol. I was still laughing! We dance and *whatever* for a couple hours. I'm liquored up but still absolutely aware of what's going on (which is why I often opt NOT to drink), when Frank figures his buzz is fading. He goes and gets three more shots (two for him, one for me). Lmao. These shots are taken from weird places. Fun indeed. Bout another hour, and we decide to leave. Why is this nigga not drunk? I can't hardly SEE! Thing are blurry as hell, and I've got on my contacts! Soooo, I fall asleep on the way home, get there bout 10 after 4 in the A.M. Frank is cool. A fun guy. But damn if he ain't spend damnear a hundred dollars on drinks. That's a habit. He's cool though.... I have, however, decided to swear off drinking. I don't really need it, and I can't imagine building up an immunity such as the one that Frank has. Alcohol just isn't all that it's cracked up to be. Talked to Rufus. He managed to destroy his computer over the weekend. Poor thing. He's a good person to talk to. Who knew? I may have found another MARV. Aren't I just the luckiest girl in the world!? Trina's lame ass BP prospect (lmao) finally got CAUGHT being a complete asshole. I can't STAND a lying man! Grown ass men should not lie. It's just ugly. I'm gonna need for these men to start respecting women who are ladylike, successful, intelligent, and sweet. What the HELL are these guys looking for? Some triflin' trick with no ambition? Lordness. Weekend was long. This week may be longer. I have volunteer orientation with the United Way on Thursday. Conference here at work this week. You get the picture. I'm out for a second. Be back lata.

  posted by bella figura @ 9/18/2000 07:29:16 AM