Friday, September 1, 2000
What would you do if you came in a shop looking for a painting to add to your wall… and someone come cross to you and tells you… that there is no something better… than this view… a huge mirror… with a reflection of you…?! :)
posted by The Spirit 9/1/2000 1:52:24 AM
I count the days… when I would be right beside you… near your heart… in your arms… I’ve been dreaming all day… of holding you… and touching you… everything inside me… is wanting you… and needing you… I want to get lost in you… I want to be part of you… I would hold on tight… I would never let you down… you’re everything I ever wanted… I think of you… in everything I do… in ever step I take… in all the place that I go…
posted by The Spirit 9/1/2000 1:52:08 AM
You might had the chance… twice… to feel the power of it… the power of being in the middle of no where… in the center of all the odds… of all the things you ran from… of being away from your destiny… from your own life… just to feel it… to feel how easy it is… to end everything… with just two fingers…
posted by The Spirit 9/1/2000 1:51:38 AM
All the clouds carry sadness… with a gray shield that hide their feelings… I sense their tears falling… sharing their pain… the pain of being away… far away… from the place… where they could shine… just like the sun… just like the stars… a place… where they could be the center of everything around them… where all the hands carry them… where all the love is around them… like the place where I used to be…
posted by The Spirit 9/1/2000 1:51:28 AM
I’ve been in this place so many times… since I was a child… and nothing changed… the roads still end the way it used to be… the trees stood in the same place… with your name… engraved on it… with the letter that reminds me of you… everything seems cold here… the weather… people… the music… even the things that suppose to be warm… are cold… like the words they say… like the things they do…
posted by The Spirit 9/1/2000 1:51:07 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2000
How does it taste like?!… I always wondered… I never thought that I would try it ever… not because I can’t… I just didn’t want too… but you always want to try something that is out of the rules… something that would make you lose your mind for few moments… something that would make you dizzy… make you laugh like crazy… make you act funny… you could lose yourself because of it… and you might lose others too… but this thought… that makes you imagine how crazy it is… how fun... how risky… how crazy you would be for doing it… something wont make you proud of yourself… but you had to know… you wanted to know… you had to look for an answer… without giving any reasons… and guess what he said?!
Smashed rice crackers and apple juice… that’s how it taste like… crazy huh!!!
posted by The Spirit 8/29/2000 8:23:31 AM
Sometimes we need to leave some space… to be able to think better… to know what’s right and what’s wrong… we need to make some distance… to be more free… to know the right path… to know what we need… and what we want…When you live with someone… day and night… and find him in everything you do… in your daily life… he is there… because there is no other place for him… he was born beside you… and have to live beside you too… you get used to him… even if you don’t like him… you want him here… even if you don’t really need him… you want him near… even if you don’t love him… you just got used to him… just like the vase you left on your shelf… it’s there since you bought it… and it will always stay there… just because you got used to it to be there….
But when you find someone… out there… someone who seems to be missing something… just like you… you know you want him… you know you want to share the rest of your days with him… and you know for sure… that the rest of your life started the day you meet him… the day you found your missing part… your other soul… you find a place... were silence is another language you use with him… where the eyes… says more than what the lips could say… where the touch… is more meaningful than the words you use… where your hands… makes a perfect shape... for your hearts... that beat as one… where your fingers... draw the line... that both of you… know how it has started… you just love him… that’s why you need him…
We mix between… getting used to someone… and love… but there is a way to know the difference… you just need to give some space… to leave for a while… to know… do you really miss that someone... because you got used to him… or because you loved him?!
A lot need to some space... they need a break… to know what they really need… to need to disconnect… to give a chance for the brain to think wisely… but for sure... we didn’t need it…
posted by The Spirit 8/29/2000 8:23:01 AM
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posted by The Spirit 8/29/2000 8:18:56 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2000
Tonight.. I celebrate my love for you..
It seems the natural thing to do..
What I want most to do is to get close to you...
Tonight... no one’s gonna find us..
Tonight... there’ll be no distance between us
We’ll leave the world behind us..
And hope that deep inside you’ll feel it too..
How all world will seem brand new...
Tonight... we will both discover... how true friends turn into lovers..
posted by The Spirit 8/27/2000 5:13:58 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2000
I can’t believe this is happening…! I feel that I lost all my life… all what I ever wanted… I feel so empty without you being here with me… to share my thoughts… my hopes and dreams… to tell me that I’m the one… to let me know… how much I mean to you… to plan… all the things that we want to do… please come back… just don’t let me get lost in the night… all alone… without you…. :(
posted by The Spirit 8/24/2000 3:34:05 PM
Monday, August 21, 2000
Even if you're so tiny... you still can control who you could call "BigBoss"... hehehehe... I just love it when I could drive them crazy.. without knowing that I'm the reason for all what they go through.... ahhh... don't you love Monday's!!? *grin* :)
posted by The Spirit 8/21/2000 5:56:32 AM
I guess I have found a good way to relief my stress... can't you see that! I felt like changing a bit... I just enjoy it... school will start soon... I had a great summer... but I enjoyed it more when I came back home... I guess I hate the feeling of "missingsomebody"... but... I'm here back home... just like the way I like it...
posted by The Spirit 8/21/2000 5:32:10 AM
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