posted by Matt Schmoeckel 5/3/2001 12:21:14 AM
Maybe there's really two types of people in this world: those who are depressed, and those that are too busy to be bothered with thinking about it.
Maybe not.
Prozac has been advertising on TV lately, and I've even caught a few you're-up-this-late-you-must-be-depressed public sevice announcements while watching the 3am rerun of Conan. What's the point of telling people - "hey, did you know? You might be depressed." Panahniuk said it best in Survivor - suicide is contagious. Tell everybody they're depressed, and maybe they'll start believeing it. Shit, lighten up. I may not be the happiest person in the world, but keep me away from those damn pills. I want to feel, I want to be alive, I want to know what is me.
I guess I've felt a bit off lately because too often I've been going to work, and getting paid to just stand there. And the times that I haven't been just standing there, I've been the equivalent of a robot. Do this, do that, then do this, and repeat a hundred times. So I really don't love my job anymore, at least not how I used to. And my day is nothing more than 6-13 hours of work, three hours of being awake outside of work, and the rest is sleep. This is the rest of my life? Glad it's not.
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 8/14/2001 02:31:34 AM
new ways to reach me:
Text Messages (160 character limit): 2185900832@mobile.celloneusa.com
Email, with no limit: spaceman7@webmagic.celloneusa.com
Technology rules... especially when it's cheap.
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 7/20/2001 12:55:11 PM
well, that's it folks. another school year gone by, and now it's time for me to move back home. The webcam will be back up eventually, maybe with a live view of my empty living room in June.
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 5/11/2001 04:51:17 PM
Me - one year ago.
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 5/3/2001 12:21:14 AM
Why am I thinking like this? It's been six months, I thought had moved on. Stupid thoughts...
I had related rantings, but I've got studying to do.
Oh, and to the person(s) who keep calling.... how about email? :)
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 4/15/2001 11:41:12 PM
I've been surfing around the web tonight, trying to make money. Especially Cybergold (dot com). They send out these emails to members, trying to trick them in some way buy something - FREE magazines, FREE prizes, FREE gifts, FREE... well, you get the point. Fine Print: credit card required. Hah. I'm smarter than that, I'll take my nickel for doing nothing. Look, I've got a nickel, and all you've got is... oh crap, it's 1:30 am.
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 4/11/2001 01:28:38 AM
here... note to self. visit this url when you get home.
http://www.library.ucsf.edu/tobacco/
posted by Matt Schmoeckel 4/7/2001 05:58:50 PM
