current time is 9/16/2001 12:32:13 AM
listening to >>> "all or nothing" by o-town
Shush, this is a cute song.

I don't want to talk about the tragedy... I think the first step to recovery is to focus on an answer rather than dwelling on the past. So I'll leave this subject alone, but before I do, I want to join the millions in sending my condolences to the families and friends of those who have perished.

Anyhow. I went to Home Depot today to buy some paint supplies. I found a 1bdrm/1bath apartment only half a mile away from my office and right near all the cool shops and what not. I signed the lease on Thursday and I plan on painting my living room tomorrow (err, later today). After lots and lots of thinking and planning I finally decided to paint my walls olive green. Sure, it sounds retarded right now, but once you see it in person it's going to be P-I-M-P. I'm going to paint my bathroom blue and my bedroom something else that I haven't decided yet. Maybe a burnt yellow similar to my old apartment.

Good Lord... could Molly Shannon BE anymore annoying?!

*changes channel*

I'm going to spend all day tomorrow painting. Ugh.. that's going to suck balls. Well at least I won't have boring white walls. Woo. I'm excited to see the finished product. After waiting in line for a freakin' half hour to finally give my paint swatch to the counter dude and have him mix the color I wanted I'm ready to get filthy. My manager said he's alright with me painting the walls, but he's probably gonna be like err wtf when he sees my green paint. Hehe.. oh well, I told him I might be painting a weird color. He's such a cool manager.

I'm off to browse potterybarn.com, crateandbarrell.com, linensnthings.com and last but not least ikea.com. G'night!
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current time is 9/10/2001 11:31:06 AM
listening to >>> "soon as i get home" by faith evans
Damnit, it's been a week since I've updated. I'm very sorry, I just am slowly losing my desire to touch this damn page. This week I'm hoping to have all my hostees moved to the new domain and create accounts for the people that I've promised webspace for. Sorry guys I've been lagging like crazy. I'm the queen of procrastination.

What's new in the Where-The-Fuck-Is-Mae-Gonna-Live soap opera? Well, you know that pimp house I talked about in my previous entry? I had second thoughts about having roommates again and called them to tell them I wasn't going to move in anymore. They called me back twice with two different offers in order to try and get me to change my mind again. Naw.. I definitely want to live in my own apartment now. I don't like the idea of having a roommate anymore. If I wanna walk around naked, leave my unmentionables lying around my apartment, and sing as loud as I possibly can in the shower, I don't want someone else around to witness it. :o) Problem is.... I don't have the time, energy, nor do I have the patience to be on the lookout for the next available one bedroom (fuck, even a studio will suffice) in my area. Those fucking things become available one day and are already rented the next day, sometimes even the same day they become available! I have to be like a fucking hawk watching over the apartment community. Oh well... I have to have patience. I'm thinking of even taking a couple days off from work and use my vacation time to look for an apartment.

So anyway, that's how my life is going so far.... I turned in an application at the Radisson hotel across the street from my office. Hopefully I'll be able to get a graveyard part time position so I don't have to live off of paycheck to paycheck anymore. Whatever I earn from a second job will go directly into my savings account. Once I save up enough money I'm going to quit my second job and just relax for once. Damnit, I need a vacation.
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current time is 8/31/2001 09:34:59 PM
listening to >>> some song by the eagles
Alright, I found a place to live... again. Geez it seems like I've said that about ten times in my blogs in the past few months or so. Let me tell you about this PIMP house I'm moving into next weekend. It was built in the 1930's but the owners completely renovated it and it is practically brand spankin' new. I don't have the house all to myself though (I wish), I live with a couple and their cute little baby Matthew who just happens to have the same birthday as me. I do however have my own bathroom and private entrance and a spot to park my ride in the garage. The whole house has hardwood flooring, including my bedroom which is fucking cool. I have a bay window too and my bathroom is HUGE. It's probably half the size of my bedroom haha. The kitchen is fucking pimp as all hell. We have a subzero stainless fridge and the best of all it's only one mile away from my office. 1.3 miles to be exact. ALSO I don't have to take the main crowded roads to get to my office, it's all one long residential road. We also have a big pool which I plan to put to very, very good use.

Now that that's out of the way... on to other things. I'm going to a picnic tomorrow and my good friend from San Diego is driving up to chill with us. I haven't seen her in ages, it'll be nice to get reacquainted with my high school friends. I gotta wake up early... damnit!

Next subject... it's been almost a full year since I updated my site. Haha I'm so fucking lazy. Work has just been kickin' me in the nutz. I'm so lazy to type anymore, so goodnight.
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current time is 8/27/2001 01:57:34 AM
listening to >>> "what my heart says" by monica
I'm not even going to talk about the tragedy that happened this past Saturday.. it's just too fucking sad.

Anyway, it's 1:41 am on a Monday morning. I bought a new phone. It's a Nokia 3390. Finally, I was getting extremely sick of my old skool 5190 piece 'o shit phone. I coughed up a pretty penny for it but hey, I've got enough saved up in the bank.. err I think. Doh. My boss is on vacation for a week, I think all hell will break lose at the office because I am going to be kickin' back like crazy. At least I got caught up on a lot of my shit so I have some time to slack this week. I still have to check my schedule for the month of September to see when I can take some of my own vacation time finally. Everyone has taken theirs except for me. Fuckin' A!

Anyways, there was a whole fucked up situation about that apartment my sister and I were going to rent. We got approved but the fucking bitch who was moving out said she isn't moving out anymore, so they offered us a smaller apartment and I said HELL NO. So back to apartment hunting I go... I don't think my sister and her crappy credit will get approved anywhere so I think I am just going to go apartment hunting for my own little one bedroom or even a large studio apartment. Yeah... I'll do that.

I gotta get some hoodpins for my car. I was flying down the freeway at around 115MPH and I looked at my hood and it was shaking. Doh! Not good at all! I do NOT want that thing flying up at me. That would be one shitty event. I always though hoodpins looked bleh but hey if they're gonna keep my car, hood, and body in tact, I'm all for it. I'm debating on whether I should get the hood locks or the hood pins... I think the pins will suffice. Eh I dunno oh well.

Back to apartment hunting I go....
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current time is 8/20/2001 12:28:54 AM
listening to >>> "breaker 1-9 (beatnuts remix)" by common sense
Today is the 19th, but by the time I finish writing this it will probably be the 20th already. Today would have been one of mine and my ex-bf's month-iversaries. Let me count... 58th month anniversary. Crazy shit. It's been about a year already since we broke up for good. In a couple months it would have been our 5 year anniversary. It's scary thinking about how much time I actually spent with that moron. *shudders*

OK, now it's 12:02 am, the 20th of August. Three more months until my 20th birthday. Hmm.. I think my birthday falls on a Tuesday. My co-workers will probably bring in a male stripper for me or something perverted like usual. Today I get to find out whether my sister and I were approved for this DOPE ASS apartment we submitted an application for on Saturday morning. Click here to see the property if you really give a damn. It's the nicest apartment I have ever seen. They only have a one bedroom available for now, but after six months we can convert to a two bedroom as soon as one becomes available. I don't like the idea of sharing a one bedroom with my sister but oh well we have to do what we have to do. It's so nice. Urgh the wait is killing me. I'll find out at the end of today's work day.

I'm getting dark. Err well not too dark but my arms, legs and other body parts are getting dark because I went swimming a few days in a row. Thank GOD. Being light skinned sucks sometimes. Heh, my sister just bitched at me right now for using her swimsuits. Oh well, I didn't have any so I just borrowed hers. If we get that apartment I'll have to stock up on swimsuits because the pool there is huge! They also have a rooftop spa. That's fucking cool man.

I'm planning a trip to Orlando, FL soon. Maybe late this year or early 2002. Finally! I desperately need a vacation! I just need to save my money now because air fare is going to kick me in my female nuts. I can't wait. :) I'm gonna finish my laundry now, goodnight.
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current time is 8/11/2001 08:58:51 PM
listening to >>> "miss fat booty" by mos def"
I went to eat sushi with a friend on Thursday at my favorite place Kuishimbo whom my wonderful friend Kristine had introduced me to a while back. I got home from work at 8ish and he picked me up at 9. I was sooo sleepy but he is cool to hang out with so I wasn't bored the whole time. (I was only bored for half the time. Just kidding Mike.) If he was boring then I probably would have fallen asleep, no joke! Anyway we sat outside and good Lord I had never seen so many motorcycle cops in my life.. They were basically just chillin' at each corner just waiting to pull someone over. Heh, poor people.

Anyway, it's Saturday night and I was supposed to go to my friend's house all the way in Pomona but I am too lazy to drive. Plus some punk bitches stole my emblems off my car because they enjoy sausage fests and had nothing better to do than to mess with someone's car. What kind of loser steals EMBLEMS off a car with much more valuable items on it? A rookie. FUCKERS! They just HAD to scratch my paint too. FUCKERS!!! Now instead of replacing the emblems I'm just going to shave the holes. ARGHH!!! I told my aunt what happened and she's going to let me park in the subterranean garage now. GOOD! Bah.

Well I'm going to go apartment hunting again. I realized why I moved out of my aunt's house in the first place.. she's like my second mother!
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current time is 8/4/2001 08:16:50 PM
listening to >>> "i miss you" by incubus
Did you visit my new domain? If you haven't, then please do so because that's where I plan on moving all my hostees and acquiring more hostees. PhayzeOne will remain my blog site and just that, a personal blog site. I'll still keep links to my hostees' pages to the new ones so that your URLs won't be lost in this black hole we call the internet. I know, I know, not again. Yes, I'm sorry, again. It will benefit us all, more space and bandwidth! Not to mention LOTS more traffic!

I slept for over 12 hours today. I woke up feeling really sick and jumped on the computer as usual. I ate a little too much sausage and rice for breakfast. I wanted to puke. I went to my car to unload all the shit I moved out of my apartment in the hundred-degree weather. I wanted to puke even more. I felt as if I were going to die of heat stroke. I stripped down, put on a swim suit and jumped into the pool. I did fifty hardcore laps across the pool almost nonstop. The pressure of the water was taking its toll against my stomach so I got out of the pool. I rushed back to my room and passed out on my bed dripping wet in chlorine infested water. I dragged myself into the bathroom and took a really cold shower. I wanted to puke so bad but my bathroom is ALL WHITE and I was afraid of really trashing it. So I laid down naked on my bed and aimed the oscillating electric fan at me. After about an hour I finally started feeling better. Thank God.

So that was my drama today. Yesterday at work was sooooo damn funny. My coworkers went to a celebration lunch and they came back totally wasted. One of them peed in his own trash can. OMG.. I wish I could have video taped them because there aren't words funny enough to describe what they were doing. Just imagine four corporate guys wearing long sleeve suit shirts completely losing it.

I downloaded that KaZaA program today, GOOD GOD IT DOWNLOADS FAST! Sooo much faster than Napshit, even on my 56K modem. I recommend you download it. I just hope it doesn't meet it's demise the same way Napshit did. I'm a starving young working woman damnit! I don't need to spending money on CDs! Hehe. Damnit I need to do something with my day... bye.
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