.: 04.03.01 :.

my lakeshore drive. i went back to my archives and found an entry i wrote last year of this familiar, summer, lakeshore drive.

it is time for me to write about it again. i'm rekindled with a familiar compelling entity that's starting to manifest itself as a low hum of energy from deep within my soul, waiting for release...

after such a crazy, energetic and pulsing, upbeat day, i found myself driving towards a pink and purple sky enhancing the comfort scenery of the toronto skyline. my mind was still in full gear and my attitude feeling strong and confident. i took charge today... i never gave up the control. every word, every action and every outlet of behaviour was calculated and aggressive.

from one moment to the next, i felt my body give to relaxation. the tension seemed to trickle away as i could almost picture it traveling through out my body and being emitted from the surface of my skin. once reliease, it came to a full stop and found a cozy resting spot in the shadows. it will come back when it is called upon...

the road felt smoother then usual... and the trance-tune from my car system was so rythmic that it fit perfectly with the beat once i found myself facing what i had been craving for this entire winter.

water. the body of water reflecting the sunset seemed calm and still...

and i let out a moan... a deep, longing moan for the urge to feel the sharp, cold liquid engulfing my hand into it's seductive pull, teasing and taunting me. i sensed its energy... remaining dormant as the buzzing hum within my own core.

wait... not long from now... just wait...

.: shy :.