I was going with FL’s partners as one of the bid. I called Ahim of Sun this morning asking for advices already. He was telling me to stay on the Sun’s side in order to keep my share of the action if just either BM or FL win. But I thought FL’s CEO didn’t know that in advance so when LH of AA asked in front of all the vendors which side I was representing… . . . . seriously… I was numbed for seconds… then I said that I was representing Sun… (what??? Sun wasn’t invited to this meeting though… damn… ) It was bad… it was really bad… damn…
Okay… be cool eric… be cool… and Monday we'd have bigger fish to fry since I am leaving for Macau again to accept the tender offer from CEM and it’s going to be great! Yes, everything’s going to be working out just fine!
Okay… okay…
Had conversation with Winnie again… I told her about this website and she had actually read the whole site, I meant everything on this page and the archives as well!!! Bad news… since I was hoping she might become my future friend in the real life! I had conversation discussing this feeling I had. And she said she found me a “bad person” after reading what I wrote. I was trying really hard to defend myself. I was trying to argue that what I am writing on this site doesn’t represent the real me. But does this argument valid anyway?! :-p
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Or I was saying that just to save faces or trying to not lose her... or maybe I was somehow emotionally involved that I was too afraid to disclosed everything I knew about myself in front of her?! Damn.. getting tricky and I hate that... and the truth is that I shouldn't be so emotionally involved since I haven't even meet this girl before!!!
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Bad move… bad move… don’t tell anyone anything about this website again…