I want to know what's stopping you from saying..it. I mean I think I know for the most part, but I need to hear you say it. I'm just confused I guess..heh..what a suprise..

-Kia
3:49:22 AM

Monday, February 26, 2001

The Wordy Ones-

Don't paint what you have to say in pretty words, especially if you feel you have a rather valid point. You're going to lose people, trust me.
1:47:36 AM

Saturday, February 10, 2001

Phil (my brother)-

I love you. I miss you. If you can find it in your heart to forgive all the things I've said, I promise with all of my heart that it will be mutual. We need to talk to eachother. We need to be brother and sister again. We have a bond that you know we don't have and will never have with anyone else and, egos aside, I know we could find a common ground.

-Nakia
9:06:38 AM

Sunday, February 04, 2001

Jack-

you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me

when you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home

and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine

you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
oh when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby

Sade By Your Side
6:20:43 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2001

Rich-

Why exactly did we stop talking? I can't quite figure that one out. I know I'm not always pleasant but I also know you're not either. We had always managed to move past the mood swings before, what happened that last time..?..Was I just too much? Or too sickeningly insecure? We laughed..a lot. I miss that. I miss being able to openly smile with you and curse at you. I don't feel like the bond is completely severed, but I know it's damaged and I don't quite know how to fix it. Should I be afraid to talk to you?

*Kia*
4:45:51 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2001

Emily-
I miss you. You're a major part of my life for 10 years and then suddenly we don't feel like we can talk to eachother? It doesn't make sense and I'm hoping we just need a break. Time to miss eachother. I hope that the sudden distance and wealth of new experiences hasn't permenantly damaged anything. 5 months has been way to long. We need to talk.

*Kia*
4:25:49 AM


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