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THE CAST [as of febuary 2001]:

eric

name: eric
location: montreal, qc, canada
url: http://nakedandalone.cjb.net 
music: godspeed you black emperor!, a silver mt. zion, radiohead, placebo, nine inch nails, a perfect circle, arab strap, sigur ros, u2, depeche mode, the dandy warhols, the smiths, pink floyd, the cure, slowdive, joy division, pearl jam, moist, our lady peace, travis [...]

"the sheer power of the chimera in my brain pulverizes all boundaries of satisfaction. i thrive for perfection and i aim for the moon, but i'd settle for karma. still, only shadows call in vain, gathering a storm of pain. i want the world to cry with me, i want the rain to fall like me, i want the waves to wash it all away and watch my sorrows play. i want to watch the dark colors fade into brights, for once to win all my fights. and just turn around and smile."

tristia

name: tristia
location: montreal, qc, canada
url: http://nitescence.net
music: dark/new wave, goth, industrial, ebm/synthpop, ambiant/ethereal, electronica, misc. alternative & classic, et al.

"it's quasi-impossible to move on. you have your headaches to prove that you're staying right there were you are. but rejoice : there's growth in stagnation. peace in continuums. some also have nicotine in their lungs."

gemma

name: gemma
location: perth, australia
urls: http://visage.cx/entity
music: NIN, Marilyn Manson, Smashing Pumpkins, Korn, Placebo, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Mr Bungle [...]

"it's getting late, but my eyes aren't closing yet. when i'm tired my eyesight doesn't go blurry .. instead it spins like a circle to the left for a bit. then stops. returns back to normal. then happens again. it's weird. and then there's that feeling of falling back from the world - where everything seems to be getting drawn backwards. I like it - it reminds me of when i'm ebriated, although you still have control over your balance."

andrea

name: andrea
location: montreal, qc, canada
url: http://weloveyouplanet.cjb.net
music: nine inch nails, pearl jam, finger eleven, tori amos, a perfect circle, the doors, tool, matthew good band, massive attack, sunny day real estate, sleater-kinney, smashing pumpkins [...]

"dig my feet into the earth and squish the dirt between my toes. i don't want to let go. i don't. so turn my legs into roots. turn my arms into branches. i just need to feel solid. somehow."

sarah

name: sarah
location: sydney, australia
url: none
music: Placebo, A Perfect Cirlce, PJ Harvey, Depeche Mode, A.R.Rahman, Lo-tel, Bjork, Tori Amos.

"Are we all just slaves to a predestined outcome? It repulses ever fibre of my body that screams for free-will. I have to believe in free will. even if it's a false dream. be lulled by it. for without it. how can i justify clingin to HOPE?"

andy

name: andy
location: milwaukee, wisconsin, usa
url: http://www.envy.nu/crawl
music: bad religion, sublime, snot, rage against the machine, stone temple pilots, smashing pumkins, (hed)pe, beatles, godsmack

"Time, you see, is still more of a 'human thang' than anything at all. If it is anything. Leave it up to man to be so organized, to the point that we pattern our lives after the things we pull out of thin air."

damien

name: damien
location: Mississippi, US of fucking A
url: http://riotboy.net
music: NIN, Marilyn Manson, Aimee Mann, Ani DiFranco, Bis, Garbage, Madonna, Fiona Apple, Aphex Twin, Veruca Salt, Hole, Jewel, Moby, No Doubt (hey, what's so funny, punk?), Smashing Pumpkins, The Pixies [...]

" xxx "

 


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9.15.2001

in the wake of all this, the acts, the hunt, the investigations, the senate's votes, the speeches, the arrogance, the self-righteousness [...], the particular banquet scene in fight club came to mind. they grabbed the commissionner in the bathroom and threatened him with a dose of reality... it goes something like this:

"remember this. the people you're after are everyone you depend on. we're the people who do your laundry, cook your food and serve your dinner. we drive your ambulances. we process your insurance claims. we guard you while you sleep. do not fuck with us."
posted by eric [...] 10:31 PM

9.9.2001

fucking juveniles...

you're older than i am... old enough to know.. old enough to realise the extent of your behavior... old enough to realise what you could be doing...
but no, you're wasting your time annoying ex-girlfriends.. sending hate-filled emails... signing guestbooks in the dead of night... giggling over the justice you're dispersing because of a few hurt feelings. because of a breakup. because of her.

of course, you say, you're completley justified... she was a bitch, a cunt, a lying, theiving excuse of a woman. and i should think so, too. because. because you can't stand to be in the same room... because you don't feel like she's human.

you sure felt that when you were dating, weren't you?
Didn't you?

fucking juveniles.
posted by .andy 1:13 AM

9.2.2001

it takes you in and spits you out..

cuts you up. legs that finally decide to break out are given a chance to rejuvenate by the purchase of leathery lust. "hi, m.", waves the cubic friend. "me wantsa lick yer boots, dahling m., but i'm remaining quiet about it, for polite gestures are far more acceptable than blatant primitive desires." finally, i say, someone who can control fetishist instincts. kudos to boots and their healing nature!

*throws cream into trash can*
posted by tristia * 3:48 PM

8.31.2001

many little purple streaks in with the short brownblack hair. yippee for me! (eyebrow piercing is next, i'm afraid.) "so my efforts are unappreciated, and then if i buy him supper, he'll probably think i'm coming on to him! jesus christ, really." //\\ he and now she are/will be backintown,backintown,backintown,backintown-- for good. and i'm excited and scared and hopeful and positive. it'll be good and fun and smooth and it'll be all friend-y and yay! i also hope it doesn't blow up in my face. (though, given the past, i don't predict it would.) //\\ extreme drunkeness a few weeks ago, making out with a female, crying, laughing, crawling, falling, loving it and being unable to remember bits and pieces the day after. //\\ my legs hurt from standing in line (an hour and a half chatting with a prettie boi in my program). it's all for a pinkish card with my name, my picture, my signature. i'm an "ug-rad" now, doncha know. an ugrad who will shut up now.
posted by andrea 9:34 PM

8.29.2001

i forget who i am when i'm with you.
who are u without me?
i am me. and only me.
i can let you be. without me.
i know u can. but i cant.
so you like forgetting who u are?
i like not remembering, who i am.

"no need for words now. we'll sit in silence....ohh the mess we're in" - PjHarvey & Thom Yorke
posted by Sarah G 11:00 PM

8.26.2001

If you're hurt, why don't you tell someone? Don't feel bad, you're not the only one...




again...it starts. almost annual...always the same time. when the winter chills die and spring opens its warm moist eyes. i hate it. i loathe it. it makes me physically sick and i have no drugs to releive the illness.

>.....so i'll sit here....just like last year, and the year before that, and the year before that. I'll ache and feel sorry for myself. how i love your apathy.



[[[p l e a s e c o u l d y o u s t o p t h e n o i s e ?
i'm trying to get some rest.
from all the unborn chicken voices in my head]]]
x 1hour 47minutes. repeat is beautiful.
posted by gemma ____ . 7:00 AM

8.24.2001

ugh. school again. nine hours of the three Rs: read, remember, and regurgitate.

wow, i spelled 'regurgitate' right..
posted by .andy 9:54 PM

8.7.2001

death is the mother of beauty.
beauty is terror.
whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it.
posted by eric [...] 9:51 PM

8.5.2001

note to self:
dont be lured by offers of just chatting over lazybitter latte`s

you've got this strange effect on me...
And i like it - Hooverphonic
posted by Sarah G 4:44 AM

8.1.2001

it won't happen because you believe it:

a) and your expectations are high and aware
b) and it happens when least expected
c) and you can't force fate

it won't happen because you don't believe it:

a) and you're not taking control over your fate
b) and you're blaming everything but you
c) and they'll blame it on low self-esteem

there's no answer, so just *
posted by eric [...] 11:28 PM