I can't stand this any longer. I know that this might not post to my site right now, because FTP is still down, but I need to write. This site is becoming really un-updated.

There have been some changes in my life in the last month. Some changes I made myself, my own decision; I ended my one and a half year relationship with Neil. He moved out and we've got a new housemate, Katie. I was drawn in to something else, no one's decision, then it was over before it really started, someone else's decision. Yes, I'm being intentionally vague.
It's been an interesting time for introspection. Not that I'm not already an introvert, but I've had more time to think about myself lately, to realize some things about myself that I never really knew. It's an interesting time for my emotions as well, they've been up and down since the beginning of August. I've written some poetry that will hopefully be up on the site once I get the host switched, and I even have an idea for a story that I might actually write and complete... someday.