Uhg!
posted by Talent 6/13/2001 03:49:03 PM
testing ftp for sulis... this is a test and not an actual blog
posted by Talent 5/24/2001 07:27:37 PM
I fell in love with you,
But now your love fell untrue.My heart is broken for my mistake,
All I need is you or I feel I will break.My emotion for you is so strong,
I’ve felt like this for so long.Our love was so great and strong,
I don't know what went wrong.All I feel for you is so true,
Baby come back so I can renew.My love has been true and will be true,
Till the day I die I will feel love for you.
posted by Talent 5/12/2001 07:40:42 PM
Uhm..Tried to buy a used truck... Missed out on truck
Went to Outback steakhouse for celebration dinner
Installed motion sensing flood lights above garage for driveway
Had Pizza at Josh's and Michelles
Cold, Cloudy, Raining, Snow on ground in some areas... Hell finnaly freezing over?
posted by Talent 1/16/2001 05:00:44 PM
Great News!! My fathers CT scan report came back today.. All the mets except one are gone. Wooot!!. This is the best news that i have had in along time. He still has to have a Dr's appointment to discuss the remaining met, my parents where too excited about the rest of them being gone that they forgot to ask what is the condition of the last one. I have a feeling that it was originaly the largest one and is taking longer to dissapear. But it looks like the Interferon is his magic bullet. And that stuff was just supposed to be a maintanence drug. Not an actual "cure" like the IL-2 was suppose to be. He is going to return to work this coming monday, which is awesome. He isnt the type to be just sitting around and the last couple of months he has been getting really restless. Not only will him working be good in itself. it will be somewhat of a therapy also. Not just sitting around and worrying, but up and getting into stuff. :)Recieved the letter that i have been waiting for today.. Woot! i was out in the garage cleaning up a few things and the mailman stopped by to deliver the mail. I asked him if there was anything for me that i had to sign and he said "nope" and drove off. *sigh* about 30 minutes later he comes driving up the the other side of the street then gets out and comes over and says "i forgot i had this for you" Hmmmm! Didnt i ASK you if you had anything else for me? *sheesh* Anyways, after i cleaned up my projects i went inside and hooked up my programmer and loaded the software.. slid the card in and tried to read the contents so i can make a backup of it.. Nothing... "Reset Failed!" Huh? so i messed with it for another hour or so, tried different programs and still "Reset Failed!" So either my programmer has taken a shit on me or the card is looped somehow. Well, it was time for a reader/writer Unlooper anyways
posted by Talent 1/10/2001 12:03:49 AM
My motorcycle isnt nice and shiny anymore :( its all wet and has road durt on her *sniff*.. Went to Josh and Michelles for dinner tonight. She made Indian Fried Bread along with refried beans and hamburger meat to top it.. Mmmmmm!! It was awesome. Thanks again guys.. it was nice.. we sat around for a couple of hours bullshitting and waxing nostalgia about our days at Avnet. *sigh* the good ol' days.. when it was time to leave it was raining. so i had to cowboy up and ride the motorcycle home in the rain.. wasnt bad at all, pants got all wet and my fingers got pretty cold. but nothing that i cant survive.Finnaly sold that POS van. they came over with the cash today and i signed over the Title. Now.. i just need to get them to get it outa my driveway. they are suppose to get it Tuesday morning.. it will be nice to see it gone.
posted by Talent 1/8/2001 10:06:48 PM
Went out shooting with a buddy of mine today.. The Desert is so nice this time of year. Mid 70's, sun shinning ect ect. perfect day to throw lead out in the desert.. He brought a .22 rifle and a .45 semi auto pistol and his uncle brought his new SKS in 7.62 NATO rounds and pretty much the same .22 rifle as my buddies and also a .22 pistol. got to shoot all of them. I found an old Master Lock out in a trash pile and put it on the target board which was about 30 yards from me.. i ended up hitting it after 3 - 4 shots.. and the damn thing still was locked.. i guess that old commercial is true! :PI believe that POS van parked out front is finnaly sold. they came over and looked at it again today and i lowered the price again a little just to get the shit bucket out of here.. I have to go get the Title Notorized and signed over later today and also do a few errands. Bills Bills Bills
I dont know whats going thru my fathers head right now.. he called the dissability office and told them that he is going to be returning to work today.. i believe he would show up there today, but he cant return to work without a Dr's release.. i guess he has made up his mind on what he is going to do no matter what the results of the CT scan are.
posted by Talent 1/8/2001 02:00:53 AM
Cute Poem i stole from someones pageYou are a yuppie biker
You came upon the scene
Just to keep the prices up
On Harley's new machineYou bought it brand new
And lavished it with chrome
Then splashed on some fancy paint
And now regard this creation
Entirely your ownYou polish it by day
And talk about it by night
The only time you ride it
Is when the sun is brightAfter all what's the point
If you can't be seen
When owning one of these shiny new
Harley D. machinesYou trailer it here
You haul it there
If it weren't for your pick up truck
It would never go anywhereYou hang out at the dealership
And act like all the rest
But you stand out like a sore thumb
In your designer chaps and vestHarley t-shirt n leather jacket
You really think your cool
But that's not what the little girls say
When your cruising round their schoolIt allways seems to amuse me
How after just one beer
You usually manage to find your bike
But can't find your way out of first gearI've seen the way you ride
Man it's got to be a sin
If it bears any resemblance to the way you walk
It's sure to make most women grinBetween the manly stud you are
And the flashy chrome and paint
When you pull up at an intersection
You're sure the girls will faintThen fate would have it
The answer to your dreams
A firm young biker bitch
The trophy of your dreamsShe pulled up beside you at the light
On a low slung FRX
But the emrarrassing way she left you in the dust
Now we both wish you'd have kept the car
posted by Talent 1/7/2001 01:03:21 AM
Oh! today i stopped back by the Vehicle Inspection place.. i saw a Help Wanted sign there the other day.. its a shitty job. but i know i can get that job and at least its something right now till one of the other places works out for me.
posted by Talent 1/5/2001 05:32:38 PM
Well, ill try this one more time. i tried to post a blog sometime wednesday but blogger.com timed out on me and lost my post. *sigh*Wednesday morning got up and went to the smog station to get the bike tested so i can get it registered and have a legal running vehicle. It failed :( the CO's (CarbonMonoxide) levels where too high. the state limit is 5.0 and the bike was putting out 8.35. since it failed you are allowed one more time thru free, so i wanted to goto a motorcycle shop and see how much it would cost me for them to put it on the exhaust analyzer and try to get it within limits.. stopped by Apache Honda and talked to the mechanic at the desk about it. i showed hi the printout from the test and asked him how much it would cost me. he quoted $315 +parts.. HUH?? just to put it on the scope? he then proceded to tell me that he has been in the bussiness long enough to know that a 8.35 wasnt a carb adjustment and they needed to be removed and cleaned.. Im sorry. this guy is smoking crack! so from there i went to see a guy that i know that owns a Tattoo parlor and knows a few people that work on bikes.. so i stopped by there and picked his brain for a few minutes and he gave me a name and address of a Harley shop in Glendale that has a exhaust analyzer.. so off to them i went.. no luck there either. they only work on Harleys, i can respect that. if i owned a chevy shop, i sure as hell wouldnt work on a ford.. but i picked his brain also for a bit and he gave me a few ideas on how i can maybe get it low enough to pass.. so i went home cranked down on the air/fuel mixture screws till they where totaly seated and then i brought the idle up to about 1300 RPM.. the bike usually sits around 600 RPM.. then off to the inspection station again. still failed but this time it got a 6.11. and since it failed twice i was eligable for a waiver.. every vehicle is allowed one waiver in its life time.. and since i REALLY need something to get around on i went with that.. but the waiver station is on the other side of town, maybe 30 or so miles.. by this time its around 2pm and i started this whole mess at 9AM. the mechanic at the waiver station was the most helpfull person i have met in ages (or at least that day). since there was no one else really waiting behind me we worked on the adjustments for about 30 minutes but there was no way the bike was going to go below 5.93. so he granted me the waiver and off to the MVD we went to get it registered.. The bike is running awesome even tho it wont pass smog, i am able to pull wheelies thru 1st and 2nd gears. thats pretty tough with a cruiser/chopper style bike. but the needles that i installed with the Cobra kit is way too much for the engine as it sits.. the registration is up again in april, so i have to put the original needles back in it before then.. but i'll wait till it has to go back in for smog.
sometime wednesday night or thursday mornin someone broke into my black truck.. looks like they wanted the stereo system. but i have 4 huge sheet metal screws that holds a metal plate that was fabricated for the radio.. i dont think they had any tools so they ended up taking my truck box speakers.. leaving the stereo and amp.. Fucking Retards!
posted by Talent 1/5/2001 05:29:56 PM
In with a new year and in with a new life. The easy way is the route chosen by both people and a route that i plan on keeping. I am going to look deep within myself for the next couple of months and see what l have been ignoring and try to become the Man that i was once starting to become but was laid into a deep freeze and forgotten. During this time i will not write anything in the blog about my feelings, thoughts or ideas, as for they will be but a passing faze in my transformation and my thoughts one day may not be what i am thinking the next. I will be going thru many facets.. reckless, happy, sad, angry, reclusive, loveable... you name it, i will do it all for the sake of trying to become the Man that i wish to become and to find the true Man that i am.. The people in my life are going to fall into different classes 1) People that i love (Family/Friends)... They maybe the worst off.. for they will see me change from one day to another. And will participate in my journey 2) Acquaintances/Strangers... This is a time to start anew. i have treated these people with unfair prejudice in the past. I wish to grow in this particular area, for i have missed the company of some wonderfull people from these actions. 3) Enemies/Retards... This class will remain the same. The well has been tainted so to speak and cannot be truelly sterilized. My attitude will be in hybernation to them. but DO NOT wake or provoke the attitude, once it has been woken up and senses its cave is cold and empty it will be even more fierce and hungry then it has ever been in the past. this time it has nothing to lose.. Someday it will learn how to return to a peacefull slumber without incident and not be awoken or provoked, but not here and not now.. only when its cave is warm and full once againNew years resolutions.... Loose weight, i am going to work on hitting the 240 - 250 mark. yes, its only 50 or so pounds but i also want to be able to bench press 385 again and with asperations to do 500+,. with loosing fat and gaining muscle it will be a hard slow path... Why 240 - 250? at 6' any male weighing less then 200 looks sad and like they are in the final stages of AIDS and with my body frame i can carry the extra weight. I am also planning on starting Brazilian Jiu Jitsu or some other form of ground based martial art. Not only will this help with the weight loss and muscle gain, but it also teaches you humility and self control. and the last resolution, to stop chewing.. this one will be the toughest. it is my pacifier, my addiction, my weakness.
From here on this blog will contain nothing but news..
Woot! Thanks to Josh and Micheal my motorcycle is now running :) now i have to get all the bugs worked out.. the choke doesnt open all the way, it idles too high and i know the carbs are not balanced. i should be able to take care of these problems within the next couple of days. I am going to try to come up with the $17 for the air filters that i want for it. since i have it all torn apart and things are not synced yet this is the best time. The bike still needs new clutches, but i can "baby" it (yea! right!) for a bit and make these last a little longer.
Enuf!
posted by Talent 1/1/2001 03:38:46 AM
Games, people like games.. some are fun, some are not. I have just entered the game with the highest stakes possible. a persons heart... either mine or yours. not anyone elses. any and all other players game pieces will be removed from the play area without remorse. this game is meant for 2 players only. Thank you.. please drive thru!
posted by Talent 12/30/2000 01:07:50 AM
Wow!! Talk about an emotional rollorcoaster.... I was down cause of being afraid of my dads CT scan results, then up after sulis called and said she was interested in getting a new car, then down again when she got home and had a heated discussion about the car subject and then once again up cause i was called in for an interview for a job that i really want. I dont know if i can handle that again, my Neanderthal brain is meant for a flat line emotions.. Neither extremely happy nor extremely sad. It needs to be brought into either emotion slowly.I called the contact person for the interview back this morning and they want me to bring 2 references of people that have supervised me in the past. That isnt an easy task, the last job i had i was "supervised" by some lady that never interacted with me except for bitching at me or giving me projects to do thru email and she was my supervisor for only a month or so, so im gonna scratch that option. the supervisor before her at the same job wont take calls for such a subject, he will refer them to Human Resources. And like they know anything about me.. the job i had prior to that one does not due bussiness in town anymore. They closed up shop and moved everything back to singapore or malaysia or where ever they are from. So thats a dead end also. That leaves me with jobs that i held over 7 years ago or longer. I dont think thats what this place wants but thats all i have to offer. Ill give them a contact from a job i had along time ago at a local gas station and that i have kept in contact with over the years. that leave one more contact. I have NO clue who to use, im trying to get ahold of a gentleman i worked with pretty closely with at my last job. While he never had to supervise me he still knows my work ethics.
get better Lex!! :)
posted by Talent 12/28/2000 11:37:35 AM
Today is the day that has the power to drasticaly change the rest of our lives.. My Father is going in for his CT scan today to see what his lung Mets are doing. If they have shrunk, Great! Awesome! life is good. he will be able to return to work and then work on setting up his retirement within the next few years.. If they have stayed the same size, well... The options are completely up to him and my mother. either go back to work and play this whole thing out by ear every 6 months or go back onto IL-2. And if they have grown.. Not good! He will most likely be put back onto IL-2 and that in itself is bad.. So needles to say i've been hoping for the best.Once again i would like to thank Lex and S for their old DSS equipment :)
Uhg! I need to get off my ass and catch up on the house work. I've let it slip a little for the last couple of days, and with 3 kids.. it adds up fast :(
posted by Talent 12/27/2000 12:20:39 AM
Hoe Hoe Hoe... :)Well Christmas has came and past for us. all in all, i had a good time. watching the kids and sulis open their presents.. Im usually pretty nuetral about most holidays. but i have a soft spot for christmas.. the only thing that gets me down about it is not having enough money to get the things you want to get for your loved ones and peoples attitudes surrounding the season, Ok.. make that two things. but the former always makes up for the later on christmas eve and christmas day.
I got alot of goodies this year, bu most of them came early due to necessity. like, My motorcycle jack/lift (which ended up not being needed at that moment) and a good car battery charger/starter. the only thing that i got early that wasnt a necessity was the Sega Dreamcast. And that was bought as a present for both me and my son. The deal we got on it was too good to pass up, $150 for the system, VMU, extra controler and one new game. tonight i got a electric screw driver, drill bit set with sockets and screw driver extensions, security screw driver bit set (extremely nice), Tom Clancy book, Kick flips finger bicycle (from my daughter), Nice wall clock with a sketch of a Rotty, leather wallet (from my lovely wife sulis) and and and.. shit! i cant think of anything else right now that i got.. Someone *cough*lex*cough* has got me all excited and stuff about these certain cards ive been wanting. Oh well! enough about what i got for now.
I bought sulis a nice little dagger for christmas. i still dont know why i would give that women a knife that has a blade longer then 4 inches. glutten for pain i guess *shrug*. Uhm, got my Father a christmas fire truck that has santa sitting in it and it whistles and blows smoke out of the steam engine. i wonder if he will ever have enough fire dept memorbelia? he's been collecting fire truck models, toys and hot wheels forever. Plus he also has a collection of brass antique fire extinguishers and other odd ball stuff that would make any museum envious. and not every guy can say that he has his own 1932 seagraves fire truck that has been fully restored.. Hmmmm, i got my mom some movie theatre gift certificates. its what she asked for and its pretty hard to buy something for a women that has everything she ever wanted. The kids made out like Bandits.. shit loads of dolls, hot wheels, poochies, furbies (grandparents revenge), skate boards and skates and everyone in my family got CD players except me. im not complaining at all. i never use them :) and there is a list a mile long of other stuff they got.
But, you know what... the biggest gift to me tonight was being able to see each of my family members smile. its not so much as what they got as a present, but for a moment all the worries where gone.. and thats a gift that has no dollar amount.
posted by Talent 12/25/2000 02:08:27 AM
Sitting here trying to dub the cam corders video to a VHS tape for the 4th freaking time, this really isnt that complicated but the audio/video gremlims are out to get me.. tracking is all off. audio is hissing.. *sigh* maybe its time to clean the heads on the VCR's since my shop is like a small bowl of dust and i bet that isnt helping things..Tommorow we open presents *Woot!* Eeeeer, today actually. its been a long standing tradition with my family to open presents on christmas eve. then that allows us to go visit relatives and what not.. christmas 2000.. wow, where has the years gone? I still remember going thru the presents under my parents tree and putting all my presents in one area like it was yesterday };)... I also cant believe i've lived here in Phoenix or 12 years now. Oct 31 1988 was my first night in Phoenix.. Moving here to goto auto/diesel mechanic school..
Merry Christmas all!
posted by Talent 12/24/2000 02:15:47 AM
"Dont let your mouth write a check your ass cant cash" "Your tug boat mouth is going to sink your row boat ass" and for the Red Necks and WWF fans "Know your role!" with that said... What is it with people that they tend to bite off more then they can chew? Does sitting in a moving car with the windows rolled up and doors locked add to their balls? same thing with sitting behind a keyboard, phone and/or not being in the same physical location? do these actions bring peoples stupidity to a higher level? or does it remove all instincts of self preservation? case in point.. this afternoon i went to go pick my kids up from the bus stop, but i was running a few minutes late and when i got to the bus stop no one was there. So i made a quick loop around the block just to see if they where walking home. As i was turning back into the neighborhood i saw the bus heading towards the bus stop.. so i high tailed it back to the bus stop and by the time i got there the bus was already stopped at the area that it usually stops at. so with them coming from the south and me going the opposite way i couldnt turn around and be on the same side of the road.. the bus had its little stop sign out, lights blinking away.. the whole 9 yards.. i was kinda parked to the right of my lane so when my kids came across the road they would be more towards the sidewalk.. but this fucking idiot bitch retard comes rolling up behind me at a good clip like she was going to blow right past the bus and all the warnings.. the bus driver blew the horn on the bus to get her attention and at the same time i put the truck in gear and pulled a hard left to block the road since at that time my kids where walking across the road.. she ended up only about one foot away from my door.. so i let my kids get in and get buckled and situated, no big hurry.. when they where done i rolled the truck back a little so the car and truck where lined up... now, this is where i get confused.. 2 ladies, one being in her early 20's and the other was maybe her mother.. i looked over at them to see what the hurry was and she stared back then lifted her hand up and flipped me off! LOL.. so i returned the kind gesture. anyways, what was her action going to accomplish? nothing! she cant back it up, she wouldnt back it up since she pulled away in a hurry.. it was like some one poking a bear with a short stick and then running.. Lame! if you cant back up your talk or actions and you know you cant back up your talk or action.. shut the fuck up and be a good little bitch before someone puts you in your place.. its only the best thing for ones health and well being.. If your David "Tank" Abbot or Ken Shamrock from the UFC or pretty much anyone from there.. well, you can do whatever you want and please disregard anything that i have said.. :)On a better, happy note.. Congrats to Lex and the man formaly known and S on their new house.. Woot!
posted by Talent 12/22/2000 09:31:49 PM
Finnaly some good news. my parents both had their Doctors appointments yesterday, and so far so good.. My mom is doing great after her surgery even tho she may have pushed herself to hard to get well. they took her off of Tamoxifen and that scares her since she has taken it everyday for the last 7 years and she tends to believe it is the reason why her cancer hasnt returned :)..... My Dad is doing awesome his blood workup came out extremely good, his blood cell count is up, his creatone (sp?) levels are awesome and everything is looking for the good.. NOW, i just hope that his CT scan at the end of the month does just as well. He is getting very anxious to do stuff, he is starting to look for projects to work on around the house and he wants to return to work. returning to work is a possability if his CT scan shows that his lung mets have either decreased or has stayed stable. if they have increased then he may have to go back on Interluken-2 and then there is no way that he can return to work *crosses finger*Vehicle news.. i visited an old boss of mine that owns a few Mobile gas stations and a couple of them have autorepair bays. i asked him what machine shops he recomends for doing head work and he gave me one place that he "only" deals with.. from what they said they do awesome work and is reasonably priced. i need to call them and get a price on how much it will cost me for them to Magna Flux the head and see if it is repairable.. I wish i had a couple thousand dollars sitting around, i would just shoe horn in a V8 into the damn thing.. Heh, Rice Boys beware! :P
posted by Talent 12/21/2000 02:27:15 PM
welp.. out of 4 vehicles only 1 is driveable.. after that fiasco with the toyota i brought the Plymouth truck outa retirement. everything was going great for a few days with it, no problems. actually it really impressed me, being that it sat for 3 years and only a couple of hours of work and some TLC it came back to life. but it was a short lived life, Monday morning i drove to the bus stop with the kids like i do every other day of the week. and for some reason i ended up shutting the engine down.. flooded it or something, but i tried to restart it and nothing. totaly dead battery. Ok cool, its probably from the LCD clock that i hooked up and i didnt put one of the leads on the ignition side of the battery so it sits all night draining the battery. no problem, push it home (approx 200 yards) no problem. brought out the battery charger/starter and jump start it.. Cool, everything is looking good in the world... WRONG!!! as i was sitting there watching the AMP meter on the dash waiting for it to center itself (that means the battery is charged and isnt pulling any current from the alternator) i happened to look over at the Temp guage... it was sitting at 3/4 HOLY SHIT!! the truck has never ever gotten that hot, even when pulling the toyota behind it and a bed full of oddball belongings from cali and going over the grape vine on I-5.. I immediatly shut the engine off to see whats up, the first thing i see when i got out of the truck was a trail of anti freeze on the driveway *sigh*.. well to make a long story short, there is a crack in the head. somewhere in the exhaust port and it leaks water into the exhaust manifold. and as i was taking the head off the truck i noticed water in the intake manifold. so HOPEFULLY i can take the head down to a machine shop and have them magna flux the head (check for cracks) and then have them repair the crack(s) otherwise im SOL.. a used head for it costs anywhere between $200 - $350 and then i have to get it worked on. OR i have a complete engine sitting over at my parents house from another little truck we tore down and i can use the head off that. that is something i dont want to do at the moment. i would rather have this one repaired or find a used one real cheap.. as i understand from reading tech sites on these engines they are known to crack due to them installing steel valve guides into an aluminum head and if "I" am having this problem so is everyone else and i would like to keep that extra engine whole for as long as possible..i cant wait till i find a decent job.. as soon as our bills are caught up im getting a new vehicle. either my dodge ram 4x4 or a PT Cruiser, i havent checked yet but rumors are they are going to be putting a V6 in them soon :)
Now for my daily rant.. i heard on the TV or Radio about a movie theatre chain being sued because of their Stadium style seats. so i looked it up. LINK Ok.. WTF is going on? are peoples lives so frivolous that they have to bitch about movie seats? come on!! there is spots in each theatre for wheel chair parking and there is plenty of seats available for people that cant walk stairs to sit.. let me think about this, you have a DISablility!!!! period thats why they call it a disability.. (Main Entry: dis·abil·i·ty, Pronunciation: "di-s&-'bi-l&-tE, Function: noun, Date: 1580, 1 a : the condition of being disabled b : inability to pursue an occupation because of physical or mental impairment, 2 : lack of legal qualification to do something, 3 : a disqualification, restriction, or disadvantage) Notice the last entry "a disqualification, restriction, or disadvantage" YOU CANT FUCKING DO IT... get over it!! i mean *sheesh* there are alotments made for them to attend a movie and have adaquate seating. now they are bitching about where they are sitting. so by their thinking if i where to goto the movies and got held up in traffic and didnt get to the theatres on time to get a decent seat i can sue the theatre for not providing me good seating? fuck that! next thing you know they are going to be sueing state parks for not making wheel chair accessable rock climbing
posted by Talent 12/20/2000 02:12:37 AM
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! THINGS ARE NOT GOING WELL! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
posted by Talent 12/18/2000 08:09:59 AM
Well Well Well.. Just got done reading sulis's blog and talking to her, Here is what i have to say.. "I should follow my own favorite piece of advice: "maybe if everyone else is fucked up maybe the problem is actually you"" In this case babe. the problem isnt you.. they are fucked up. the only thing that you can blame on yourself is being to compassionate."That you can't have all the love and all the fucking attention when you want it but have everyone turn their back when you don't" That is a product of irresponsability and the lack of countability and nothing to do with love.
"What I really want is everyone to get the fuck along, to stop feeling fucking sorry for themselves, to be part of the fucking family with a whole heart not just their little toe, to get their fucking acts together and maybe we can be great together" Its not going to happen, some people need their misery. Without it they are nothing. Without it they wont get the attention they crave. if they where ever to get along they would loose their misery and then maybe be part of a decent family. and when your part of a family you lose your individuality, once that happens then they cant cry about how bad "MY" life is and lose their attention.
"I have heard one of you tell me that family is only blood and fuck everyone else, I have heard one of you say that they want everyone to get the fuck out of there business" Blood is thicker then water. Heheheh, on to the next one.. This is actually pretty funny. They want everyone out of their bussiness? But yet again they cant keep to themselves.. Hmmmm. If i wanted people to not meddle in my affairs i would move.. move someplace far away from anyone else and not socialize. THATS the only way that is going to happen. If thats not going to happen consider me knee deep in the shit called your life. Why? because i can. :)
"I refuse to turn my back on you and let youi continue to dance to stupidity that I see going on all around me" Actually. the stupid dance is pretty funny to watch. and once one is doing it, it draws others to it. pretty soon there is a small loosely knit group of people (friends?) doing the stupid dance. and rarely do people once again become a spectator of the dance unless removed from the group.
"Why, I am I the bad guy for wanting us all to be happy and all of us to have all the things that we want and need, weather that is a motorcycle" You will be the bad guy no matter what you do when you try to take someones "drug" away. Sometimes you have to play the part.. I have a motorcycle };)
Yes. i maybe at fault for some of this that bothers you.. for which i am sorry and i am trying to learn how to lesson it. but with the other stuff it pains me and pisses me off to no end that such juvenile angst and high school antics affects you and gets you involved.. you have 3 loving children and a husband that loves you "higher then the sky *you finish the rest*". these outside distractions are nothing in the grand scheme of our life and unworthy of your attention and time.. Remember that i always have and will love you and i AM very proud of your accomplishements.
I miss you
posted by Talent 12/15/2000 08:01:49 PM
The countries going to goto Hell in a handbasket.. I just learned Bush is President Elect and that Gore conceded *sigh*
posted by Talent 12/14/2000 07:10:37 AM
Lets bow our heads and have a moment of silence for our dear Toyota........................................okay. She was a good toyota, a happy toyota, always there for you and did what you asked with a smile on her grill. several trips to our home town (800 miles one way) able to withstand our monsoon floods like it was a small puddle, in other words our own personal red submarine. able to pull ford 4x4 bronco's out of the rocks that she had no problems going thru herself. never ever left is stranded in her 135K mile life. the closest thing was the timing belt breaking at about 110K and that happened only 2 miles away from home.. Well, i got around to buying a new radiator cap for the car about a week ago since the old one wasnt holding any pressure. so, after a week of having it on there and not knowing where the water was going every other day. i checked the oil.... Water!!! there is water in the oil.NOT GOOD.. but i am happy that i checked it before one of the bearings seized or got spun, apperantly there is a crack in the block or head or else the head gasket blew out on it. needless to say the car is parked until i am able to chase that one down... onto the good news. i had to get the old truck going (79 Plymouth Sport) it has sat for just over 3 years and i needed to replace the water pump in it. so yesterday morning i set out to get it up and running. after cleaning the plugs and spraying some WD-40 into the cylinders i tried to crank the engine over.. no go!, so i grabbed a huge wrench and sprayed some more lubricant into the engine and after a few grunts on the wrench the rust broke loose. then i threw in a battery and hooked up the charger to help add some extra juice and tried to start it... it turned over a few times then she started.. even with shitty ass gas that has been in the tank for 3 years. i was sooooooooo happy... then i replaced the water pump, put on some new fan belts and spent some time getting the "lot rott" out of it and put $5 worth of new gas in it. so far so good, i spent the afternoon cleaning the truck and what not.. Damn i love Dodge/Plymouth trucks. Now i need to find a new driver side fender and bumber, sulis decided to pull out in front of some lady at a mall awhile back :( and really did a number on the fender. oh well!Laters!
posted by Talent 12/13/2000 06:45:12 PM
Today was a decent day. woke up kinda late due to staying up with sulis till 6am. cleaned around the house a little then got ready for my parents to come over. at 5 we all went to the mall to get the kids pictures taken with Santa Claus and then went to McDonalds for dinner. Yup! Exciting stuff, at least nothing went wrong. actually, i feel a little lucky. i won a free Salad Shaker from McDonalds on their little scratcher game.. Woohoo! Maybe this is a sign of my luck changing? NOT!!! Its 4:45am and i'm wide awake and bored outa my mind. Cant sleep, not tired and i cant think of a single thing to do.. i feel my life has become a little stale of late. i know this by the fact that i want to rearrange my shop. just so that something seams new in my life. The quest for another job continues. i want something that will challenge me and give me opportunities to move forward. I am getting tired of being a rock on which moss grows. The last job that i had was with Avnet CMG. decent place to work, i dont think there is a better place for me to have gotten my experience but it grew old fast. there was nothing i couldnt handle and the wheels of management spun slowly which didnt allow for much training outside of the bussiness. sulis wants to get a job there when they open their new building and add the 3rd shift. i think its an awesome job for her to get experience. and sitting at a desk with a phone to your ear trying to help some freaking clueless retard how to work on their PC doesnt even come close to what she will learn on the PIC (Production Integration Center) floor.Damn im bored.
If you have ever seen the movie Aron Brocovich and the part where her boyfriend is at this city picnic and he see's some of his friends ride by on their motorcycles and he gets this glazed over look on his face..... Well, i totaly understand that feeling. everytime i see someone ride by on the road i get this primal urge to climb on my bike and head out with them. I guess i would have to foot pedal pretty damn fast since my motorcycle is still sitting in my garage collecting dust *pout*
Been trying to be productive the last couple of days. cleaned my shop from ceiling to floor, i too damn much crap for this small room. no matter what i do its still cluttered. Cleaned the garage again. same damn problem as my shop.what i need to do is go thru all my electrical parts out there. when i worked for KES we switched from building telco equipment to building burn in ovens and also doing the burn in process for IBM and their Prizm shop.. but anyways when we swapped products the CEO wanted to sell all this excess inventory of IC's, resistors, ect ect and he had us set them outside to be sold to either a scrap component dealer or a surplus electronics dealer. it sat out there for a few months. after we had to call the cops on some scavangers and throw a few tarps over the pile so the boxes wouldnt get too ruined by rain he decided to go ahead and throw it in the trash.. so i ended up with 4 truck loads of extra junk sitting in my garage. alot of it is just pure junk that has no real value besides piece parts and a bunch of good 9V wall transformers.. but there must be close to 1/4 million dollars worth of IC's sitting out there. would be nice if i could get what we paid for them. but now they are only worth a few bucks for some of the more popular stuff and the rest is only worth the gold that can be gotten out of them if melted down. you can probably get 1 oz of gold from all that junk sitting out there. after i get all that shit tossed or sold then i can start planning on building my shop in the garage.. it will take up one full side of the 2 car garage. :)
Still feeling extremely Anti-Social. like this isnt a stretch from my norm. but i have been feeling more explosive tho. it seams that i need to stay indoors as well. everytime that i have gone someplace public the last couple of weeks people have been more on edge and totaly missing the meaning of christmas. i can get totaly involved in an altercation if i dont tone down a little.. like tonight when we pulled into the parking lot at McDonalds some retard was out for a joy ride in his POS ford truck and didnt slow down for another car heading to the drive thru.. words where exchanged and i felt myself being pulled into it. not good! Well, sulis just woke up for another hit of Nyquil. so i am going to stop rambling on and visit with her for a few..
posted by Talent 12/10/2000 04:41:31 AM
Excuse me while i climb onto my soap box here.. after reading some of the posts over on my wife's community web blog and the topics it contained. I got interested in a couple of things people have brought up and i wanted a chance to put my 2 cents in.. you know, play devils advocate or what not. so i asked her if she would add me to the list and guess what? i guess there is people on that list that cant handle my way with words or that is easily offended. whatever the case maybe she has to protect them like a bunch of children and she refused to add me. To which i think is a load of fucking crap! I have to respond to the last post by her and the statement of "He calls anyone I call a friend an acquaintance. Of course He thinks his friends are all real friends" Bullshit!! there is maybe one or two people that i would ever label a friend. the rest of them.. well, acquaintance's.. The reason i say this is that most of the people that i have met, and yes. i have met ALOT of people. of all race, religions ect ect. and what do they want? thats the problem, they "want". what can he/she do for me? how much emotional baggage can i unload on them?. Everyone wants something. What i want is someone to have my back, to be there when the shit falls. No matter if it doesnt fit their schedule or if its something they dont want to do.. I want to know that someone would take a bullet for me, because if your a friend, i would take one for them. These one or two people that i can truelly label a friend has been there for years. the smallest length of time is now going on 12 years.And the reason i label them as a friend is cause we have been tested by time. friendships are not made over night. How can someone call someone else a "friend" when they have only known them less then a year or maybe just a little longer? no idea. maybe some people dont feel fullfilled unless their day runner, cell phone or email address book isnt full of insignificant people's names. *shrug*Next but not last there is one small quote that disturbed me from her personal blogger and that is this "Tal says I am being melodramatic about it." this is on the subject of my son and when he had his siezures and RSV.. I dont think that she is being melodramatic about it at all. i believe that she should stop mourning the past and enjoy the present. Like she said. he is a happy healthy child now. why make yourself depressed over what happened in the past while the present slips away
Lastly was the subject of what makes a Lady or Gentleman.. Well, since i am not allowed on the list and voice my opinion on the belief that a persons social standing and activities make the person....... If i where *cough*bullshit*cough* on the list *cough*weak*cough* i would go *cough*shallow*cough* on. but i am not. so ill let it be.
Saturday we went out to my parents just like any other weekend.. It was enjoyable, we got down the christmas decorations and all that stuff. later that evening my dad and i put the tree up and my daughter and mom put the decorations on. I never truelly believe its christmas until my parents house is decorated :) Also that night we watched the fights on PPV. the main match was between Trinidad and Vargas Awesome fight.. Both fighters where down at one time or another but Trinidad pulled it thru and kicked that loud mouthed vargas's ass.
Well, i feel like i am writing another damn book and im getting hungry. Im outa here
posted by Talent 12/3/2000 05:46:49 PM
I think i have just developed a Pony Fetish YeeeeeHaaaa! ride em cowboy!
posted by Talent 12/1/2000 09:53:51 PM
Well Hell!!! Its December, Time to be happy and all that. Where the hell did the other 11 months ago? Didnt we just get done celebrating the Millenium? *sheesh* Ho fucking Ho Humbug, Merry Christmas. Yup its that time of year again and here i am sitting with out the 130 Million from the Power Ball Lotto. I Bought a DAMN ticket.. Its MINE i tell you MINE!!! i meant to pick those numbers i swear!! Anyways, went out and spent money of christmas stuff, Tree, Ornaments, Lights and Tinsel (love that tinsel) and when sulis got home from work we trimmed the tree. Looks nice if i may say so. Ill put a pic up later since the camcorder is recharging right now. I know, a freaking pic of a christmas tree. But its MY christmas tree Damnit :PWith it being the holidays I tend to start doing some deep thinking. Life, Family and Career. Life - yea, i think i got one, sometimes it feels like i dont since its stuck on pause right now. but i am trying to find the play button. Family - You know, i cant ask for anything more. i got 3 great kids (even though i want to sell them off to the slave trade sometimes) they are all healthy. I have a Beautiful wife of almost 11 years.. Damn! has it been almost 11 years? O_O and i have parents that are the best in the world.. What brought this on? i started to surf around and happened apon a link to a "female goth webcam ring" and i was reading their bloggers. posts, thoughts. just about anything they put on their page that led to insight to their minds. You know what? they all need to stop their bitching, seriously we all have problems. We drudge thru them. shit like, My computers not working, My cars broke, My boyfriend/girlfriend is pissed at me. just rediculous shit, shit that has no real meaning. They end up going to a head shrink that just takes their money and puts them on some mind altering drug that makes them freaking smile all the time.. Yea, i know there is people out there that truelly need these meds to function correctly. but to be on meds cause your life isnt going as planned! give me a break. This is the same thing as kids on ritalin and their so called ADD. Its a scapegoat for parents and teachers, so they dont have to be a parent or actually have teaching skills. all they have to do is maintain this mound of drooling flesh sitting on their chairs. Where was i going with this? Oh!! People and their misserable lives. They dont know what having a problem is like.. Take my father for example, a strong man. Has everything a man could want in life. Then all of a sudden have to live the realization that it can all be ripped away by cancer. Now thats a fucking problem.. Enuf!!! Career - Thats the "play" button that i am trying to find
Holidays and people. What about it that brings their nasty side out? Thursday afternoon i was running around to different stores with my mom and i could just feel the tension in the air as we walked thru the stores. people being uptight, rude and thinking that "their" priorities are the highest.. this came to a boil in me when we stopped at WalMart to look at some christmas decorations.. If you know me then you know i am the fisrt person to stick my finger into someones sore spot.. if they dont, ill make one... well, as we where driving up and down the parking lot looking for a parking place my mom saw an open handicapped place... yes, she isnt the one that the tag is registered to but she has just recently gotten out of the hospital for her annurism surgery. anyways, she started to drive towards it as this asshole.. excuse me, i dont want to be associated in the same class as he... this fuck head come up the lane the wrong way and pulls into it in front of it... well, thats it. im getting out. so i got out of the car walked over to this guy and said "thanks jackass for taking the spot" he replies "ah, pretty good! and yourself?" WTF!!! not only is he fucking stupid he's def.. so i repeated my statement. and he shrugged and asked if i had a tag.. i dont have to answer to this fucking idiot so i told him its none of his fucking bussiness and the point is that he came up the wrong way and pulled into the place in front of us and yes we do have a tag. then he responds with "well, i earned mine" what kind of fucking responce is that? "i earned mine" like its a fucking war medal or something. so in my best assholeness voice i told him that if he keeps it up that im going to make him earn it all over again.. at that point we just went our different ways.. Another satisfied customer :)
posted by Talent 12/1/2000 09:44:20 PM
Heh, just found this. Pretty funny and sick minded. I like it!Kids Books You Can NOT buy!
- You Are Different and That's Bad
- The Boy Who Died From Eating All His Vegetables
- Fun with Your New Step family
- Fun four-letter Words to Know and Share
- Hammers, Screwdrivers and Scissors: An I-Can-Do-It Book
- The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking
- Cathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her
- Curious George and the High-Voltage Fence
- All Cats Go to Hell
- The Little Sissy Who Snitched
- Some Kittens Can Fly
- That's it, I'm Putting You Up For Adoption
- Grandpa Gets a Casket
- The Magic World Inside the Abandoned Refrigerator
- Garfield Gets Feline Leukemia
- The Pop-Up Book of Human Anatomy
- Strangers Have the Best Candy
- Whining, Kicking and Crying to Get Your Way
- You Were An Accident
- Things Rich Kids Have, But You Never Will
- Pop! Goes The Hamster...And Other Great Microwave Games
- The Man in the Moon Is Actually Satan
- Your Nightmares Are Real
- Where Would You Like to Be Buried?
- Eggs, Toilet Paper, and Your School
- Why Can't Mr. Fork and Ms. Electrical Outlet Be Friends?
- Places Where Mommy and Daddy Hide Neat Things
- Daddy Drinks Because You Cry
- Green Eggs and Crack
- Chew On This: A Guide to Small Toys
- 1000 Plastic Bag Masks
posted by Talent 11/28/2000 07:39:36 AM
ok, im bored.. i took a nap with sulis this evening and didnt wake up till 8:58PM, way too much sleep. Im sitting here watching TV, surfing the web and waiting for the laundry to get done.. exciting huh? Found a site that hosts Polls for you so you dont need to build it from scratch.. so heres mine.. totaly Lame, but i wanted to test it out.
Heres the URL incase someone else wants to do a Poll MyPoll.net
Well, i was suppose to head to Peoria this morning to drop a Resume at a place for a job. But this AM when i took the kids to the bus stop the toyota started to act weird, the temp jumped up quickly to a little over normal. so i decided to wait till sulis got home and take the truck, *sigh* she didnt get home till 2:30PM so i didnt have time to run up there and still be back in time to pick the kids up from the bus stop. So, in the meantime i decided i would go out and mess around with the toyota and see what i can break. I finnaly got it to get pretty hot in my driveway by parking it behind the van to restrict air flow and then holding the RPM's around 3K. it took awhile to get up to a decent temp but once it did i found at least ONE of the culprits in the water leak. The damn radiator cap has gone bad *sigh* i have a STANT cooling system pressure tester, but i only have the adapters for Domestic Vehicles. It would of been so easy with the correct adapter.
posted by Talent 11/27/2000 10:57:17 PM
How much bullshit can you take from one person? how many lies? how many empty promises? how can one person open up their family to someone and not get the respect of the same? how can someone go from caring for someone to pure disgust? I have found out...
posted by Talent 11/26/2000 10:58:56 AM
Heyya! Spent most of the day in front of the TV. not really exciting but Discovery channel was having a Junk Yard Wars marathon today. Man, i would love to be part of one of those teams, That is totaly my kind of stuff. I wouldnt mind building a Robot to compete in the Robot Wars either. I have some wacked ideas for a robotMexicans... *sigh* what are we supposed to do with them? A couple of them came over again today to check out the van, they where here yesterday to ask if its for sale, Well, Yea! everything is for sale for the right price.. But i guess they where expecting me to let it go for real cheap. They looked at it for a bit and nit picked the problems with it trying to get me to go down in price, I'm asking $1000 for it plane and simple. they give me cash, i sign over the title and i dont want to see the piece of shit again. But, they wanted to come over the next day with a battery to see if it will start and so they showed up around 11AM with no battery in hand and with more nit picking. AGAIN he asked if i would go lower in price, NO!!! i swear next time he asks i am going to raise the price on him by $250 and every time he asks ill up it another $250.. i mean shit! the piece of crap is worth $1000 to me running or not. i could strip it down and sell the glass and rims and trany and get over 1K for it. also i can use it for a trade in at one of those dealers that will accept any vehicle as a trade in and give you $2500 for it. What the hell does he want with it anyways? to carry more children? O_O
I finished Tom Clancy's Cardinal Of The Kremlin awesome book, a little too much russian politics/goverment in it for me but awesome none the less. So far my favorite book from his has been Without Remorse. and next would be Rainbow 6 but the newest series that i just started called Net Force. Its about the internet in the future and a govermental division that is in place to enforce the new laws of the net.. Hmph! well, now this is shitty.. after looking for links to these books i think i may have not gotten the first book in the series. :(
posted by Talent 11/24/2000 11:24:09 PM
and what this does..
posted by Talent 11/22/2000 09:09:11 PM
Just checking to see what the Nickname option does to my posts
posted by Talent 11/22/2000 09:06:01 PM
Still not a very exciting week at all.. more on the depressing side actually, My rat Fat Rat died the other night. no clue as to why or how, but sulis has/had mentioned a few times on how "gaunt" she was looking. *shrug* She will be missed, she was an awesome rat.On to some lame ass stuff, check this out Hazardous Pickles .. Sheesh! whats wrong with the world today when people have to sue a place cause they got burned by a freaking pickle? ITS FOOD BITCH!! COOKED FOOD! ITS HOT!! ITS A GOOD THING!! she would also be first in line to sue if the food wasnt brought up to FDA mandated temp's.. Fucking Retards!
Now these are cute Weenie Babies would this be mentaly scaring to a child to recieve in their christmas stocking?... Heheheh
I guess thats it. Have a Happy Thanksgiving!
posted by Talent 11/22/2000 08:55:38 PM
Well shit!! Not really an exciting week at all. My server crashed really hard and i had to reload Win2K server all over again. so the IRC server was down and so was the web server *shrug* but everything is back up now, but it isnt perfect yet. Still lots of "tweaking" to do and ect. the DNS maybe down for a day or two while all the routers get updated with the new IP that was assigned to me while the server was off. but it shouldnt be a problem at all.The neighbors across the street had a garage sale this weekend and he was trying to sell a weight set with military press, leg extensions, butterflys and squat bar for $30.. so anyways we bought it, it needs a little work. the steel cable is frayed in a couple of places and one of the legs on it are broken. but that can all be taken care of pretty easily. my only problem with it is the leg extension seat is too shallow and when i try to do extensions it rolls up my leg almost to my knee. it hurts :P ill modify that later.
OH! i knew i forgot something that happened. we met my parents at David Kwans for lunch on Thursday and on the way back the damn Toyota decided to over heat. so for the last 6 miles on the way home we had to drive a mile then stop till it cooled off then drive another mile. *sigh*
*poof*
posted by Talent 11/20/2000 12:06:38 AM
Heh, Spent most of my day laughing my ass off. i finnally found some other people that share my thoughts on these "Wannabe" racers and their little rice grinding cars, you know the ones... Lowered, Whale Tail, Blacked out lights and retarded exhaust pipes. Speaking of exhaust pipes check out this Lame Ass and his exhaust pipe too freaking funny. what are these idiots thinking of? Here are some links to the sites i found Beaterz and click on "Review" then "Simply Rice" and also check out Brians Rice Boy Page Heh... "Theres No Replacement For Displacement" all the puke colors and bolt on's in the world are not going to help those pieces of shit (dare i say it?) cars?Speaking of Piece Of Shit cars.... after dropping my kids off at the bus stop i headed over to McDonalds for some breakfast and as i pulled up into the drive thru there was a Corvair parked in front of me, Bright yellow with all the aftermarket fender skirtings and stuff. actually the car was in decent shape but the engine had something to be desired. Like Balls, But anyways i guess the fantastic/infalable crew at McDonalds was taking thier time on his order so they made him pull around front and wait, so i pulled up and got my order and after checking it twice (you can never check enough) i pulled around front to B.S. with the owner for a second.. Poor corvair, it was just purchased a couple of weeks ago by a teen ager and by the reaction to my questions a corvair ignorant teen ager. The corvair was a 66 and had a 110 in it, i knew the year by the tail light design but the dual exhaust pipes kinda threw me and i guessed it had a 140 in it *shrug* other then that he wasnt very excited or informative of the car, i guess he got it cause it looked cool or something. i expect to see it in a nearby junk yard within the next year.
All this led me to a dream i had after i got home and ate my breakfast.. i used to own a 65 Corvair Corsa, it was a pretty fast little car and got all the looks and stares. i believe i have a pic of it in my corvair section on my site. but anyways, i ended up selling it to some kid for the same price that i bought it for and i cant remember why or the circumstances but i/we never signed a bill of sale or transfered the title. he ended up taking the car to a local mechanic cause the car used a little oil, with corvairs they use a forged piston jug and i put chromaly rings in it. with that combo it will take a good 50+ thousand miles for them to "break" in and not let oil past. so after this mechanic tore it apart and did whatever his little master mechanic mind thought should be done the kid couldnt fork over the cash to cover the total. so he let it sit there until somehow the mechanic got a mechanics title on it (these are used when people dont pay their bill and the mechanic takes possesion of the car to sell it) Hmmm, i kinda call this grand theft auto/ chop shop since "I" still have the current title and i never recieved anything about "my" car being transfered over to the mechanic. If i was notified of it i would of happily paid the bill (which would of been a lesser sum then i already had recieved from the kid) and gotten my car back. But as the story continues i was driving by the garage and noticed it sitting in front of the shop for sale so i decided to take a look at it and ask a few questions. They where asking $3500 for it HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! since i only paid $3000 for it and no way in hell was it worth the extra $500. the mechanic was showing me the car all proud like till i started to point out problems it had. like where the rear shocks had punched a hole thru the body and i had to weld a chunk of metal in it and also the rust under the windshield ect ect, the list is a mile long and then i decided i would pop the fact that i own that car and how funny i thought it was that he had a "clear title" on it while i owned the original title and it was still valid. needless to say he became busy at the moment and had to stop showing me the car and the next day the car wasnt there anymore. :P
Oh yea!! i forgot the dream part. in my dream for some awfull reason i was at some guys house looking to buy something or whatever and i happened to pull up a tarp that was covering a car.. and low and behold there was my corvair *sigh* Damn you Josh... Damn you and your corvair fever :P its spreading back to me.. Just say No! Just say No! Just say No!
posted by Talent 11/13/2000 06:29:18 PM
Heyya... Not much to say or anything, still coughing my lungs up but its way better then it was.Went out to my parents house Saturday, Yea! i know it wasnt Sunday like usual but sulis's work has her on some freaking 10 day workathon (Retards) and it didnt make a difference to her what day we went out so i picked Saturday so i wouldnt have to worry about the kids having to wake up early for school the next morning. My mom is back home from the hospital after staying there 2 nights they released her Thursday evening. She is still sore from the operation and has bruises everywhere from I.V's and stuff but she is on the road to recovery :) We watched the fights Saturday also, Lennox Luis Vs David Tua. I had such high hopes for Tua but he just seamed to puss out and not take any chances on going into the inside, Lennox kept him on the outside with his jabs and made Tua look like a little girl.. I swear if Tua had half the rage that Tyson does he would of taken the belt *sigh*
posted by Talent 11/12/2000 09:24:13 PM
As Seen on a Bumper Sticker today "God was my copilot, but we crashed in the mountains and i had to eat him" hehehe
posted by Talent 11/8/2000 10:37:37 PM
Im back.. where did i leave off? Hmmmm. After my Dad woke up we ate a little something for breakfast and sat around till about 9 AM and he decided its time to head for the Hospital. again i didnt thing it was a good idea for him to drive so i showered up called sulis to tell her the change of plans and headed to the Hospital. During the night they moved my mom from Recovery to ICU and we got a little lost trying to find her :P but our Male intuition didnt fail us and after a few double doors and choking down our pride and reading the signs on the wall we found where she was. All things considered, she looked pretty good when we got there. i mean sheesh, she just had a major operation and all. her voice was pretty horse and she said she is beyond sore and a little groggy. but about noon she was feeling more alive then she did earlier and was actually serving herself crushed ice and such :) They mentioned to her prior to the operation that there was a chance of her being released the day after but, Uhm... no! with her in that state and my dad being the way he is and all i didnt think it was a good idea and i guess the Doctor had the same thoughts cause he is having her stay tonight and possibly tommorow night. which i think is a great idea except for one fact. my Dad, he tends not to take the best care of himself with out my mom and him being by her side he wont take care of himself either. He missed his shot today which i suppose is ok just once but tommorow when sulis gets home i am going out to their place and get his meds and sulis can stop by there and give him his shot on her way to work. ill probably buy him a couple of gallons of bottled water also cause he gets dehydrated easily and he wont drink faucet water at all.Other then that there isnt much to say.. i tried to be lazy today and sleep but i kept waking up and or just couldnt sleep. Oh Well!!
I finnally got a sticker of the Tattoo i want. Here it is PIC i want it done in the middle of my back between my shoulder blades, let me know what you think and also i am looking for someone to draw me a Tribal for my arm. I am looking for something along the lines of what Goldberg of the WCW wrestling has. but thats his Tattoo and i want something original. remember, if you want to draw something up for me that i have 17 inch biceps and i want a full wrap around Tat. the ones on the Flash in the shops are usually only 12 inches and that would only be a Cuff Tat to me
posted by Talent 11/8/2000 10:05:40 PM