playing:heartbeat - tahiti 80i offically started math 30 today. for the third time. it's really quite pathetic that a somewhat mathematically inclined person has to take a math course not once, not twice, but three times to get her 70% that is required to take university math. it can only be blamed on apathy and procrastination, two of my greatest and perhaps only, weaknesses.
i'm planning on cutting my hair this weekend. actually cutting it. unless, of course i get too girly on myself and chicken out because i don't want to get such a large amount at once.
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i wonder how and why i could been so stupid and naive.
now i must go to bed because i have to get up in two hours to go to work. but not before promising that i will reappear here much more frequently.
not only am i listening to it but i'm also ripping it. i've turned into one of those people. but let's face it if i really wanted to buy this album i would have. i've decided i'm only going to spend money on cd's that i really, really want. i hate boys, i really do. they're all the same - gay, straight, jocks, geeks, whatever. they're all some form of an insensitive jerks, some just worse than others. i want to cry over this, and i feel like i should. but honestly i really don't have any tears in me. i can't even get my eyes to water. that's how much i cried that night. and tomorrow, i have a feeling, is just going to be a repeat of last thursday.
i feel slightly delerious... and smell like campfire. i have 8 days to write 5 maths test. i cannot wait until this course is over with
i really need to stop procrastinating and start using what little free time i have more effiecintly. i mean i have to write 5 math test by august 3. and all this undo stress could have been avoided. but no, i have to spend time with my boyfriend. can somebody please tell me at exactly what point in time did i become one of those pathetic boy-obseesed girls that i can't stand?
sunday, september 16
i can't even begin to describe all the feelings i've felt and continue to feel this past week. it's unbelievable that there are people in this world filled with so much hate that they can have a complete disreguard of humanity and that think that by commiitting such acts, prove themselves as "martyrs". it's so incrediably sickening and scary.
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sunday, september 9
it's strange how someone can say something, that at first seems frivolous but upon further contemplation, makes you rethink an entire situation. so much so that you start to worry - and worry to the point that you become extremely paranoid and scared.
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saturday, september 8
why do boys always seem so important, even when they're really not a part of your life? everything has to be so complicated with them.
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tuesday, september 4
david usher. friday. that's something good to somewhat conteract the news that i'm allegedly getting fired soon for absolutely no reason. i mean, really, who needs, a job? no really needs money for stuff like say food, or maybe gas. no i'm not bitter at all.
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monday, september 3
something new. finally.
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friday, august 10
free time has been such a rare occurence lately that now that i have some i have no idea what i should do with it.
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tuesday, july 31
playing:urban hymes - the verve
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monday, july 23
playing:everything's not lost by coldplay
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wednesday, july 18
playing:looking for life by pulp
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