Monday, August 28, 2000

smooth deal. i put up all of the writing i have done this summer on my blog. check it out and let me know what you think of it. nicholas
posted by Nicholas Lawson 4:15 PM

Nick is nicer ;)
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 2:29 PM

Well, School starts tomorrow. I'm not sure wether I'm excited or bummed. I have a feeling this might be a great year for me, but I'm not ready for that whole wake up in the morning at six o'clock thing. I'm still intent on singing and think I came up with a band name "psykologikal mediators" or maybe drop the al who knows. I may start to put songs up here as I write them. I left two in buffalo that I wrote. i'm going to have to have my sister send them to me.
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 2:28 PM

cynthia is nice.
posted by Nicholas Lawson 11:19 AM

sounds nifty. i would have liked to see you sing. i would love to join or start a band but i dont have any musical talent. when do you start school? nick
posted by Nicholas Lawson 12:12 AM

Friday, August 25, 2000

Ohmigawd!!!! They let me sing! The band let me sing! I sang "what's up" by the 4 non blondes. It was the most incredible feeling haveing a live band playing behind you. It felt so good. I hope someday I can do this every evening to a live audience there just to see me. I'm going to put in an add at quonset hut when I get back home for any bands looking for a female lead singer. Hopefully I'll get positive responses. :)

P.S. Nick is Gorgeaous too ;)
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 11:38 PM

I'm sitting here in some college lounge waiting for my sisters boyfriends band to start. It's a little slow right now so I thought I'd take advanage of my time and write in my journal.

Well It's been a pretty fun week. My sister and I get along really well now that were four hundred miles away from each other, and I really like my sisters boyfriend. I think He's really good for her and exactly what she needs. For starters he already has a really good job, a nice house etc etc, but most importantly he treats her wonderful. She once told me "Cyndi He makes me feel beautiful". You see she's really self concsious about her weight and with Seth although she loved him always made her feel uncomfortable about her looks not to mention her body. She was never totally secure with herself. Now sahe is and I think It's Great!!!!

Besides all the above I ve enjoyed spending time with both of them. It's my last little bit of vacation before school starts. Oh God Schools about to start, and I'm going to be a senior.... I don't know If I'm ready. College comes right after and I have no idea what I'm going todo with the rest of my life., I know I have a couple of eaes, but I'm terrified none of the less
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 8:37 PM

cynthia is gorgeous.
posted by Nicholas Lawson 12:27 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2000

alright then
posted by Nicholas Lawson 11:45 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2000

From The Advice of the great Nick I will try to post in my journal more often. ;) That is As soon as I get back from my Trip.

I'm leaving for buffalo today to visit my sister until Saturday and after that school starts. So by then I'm sure I'll have plenty to write about. As for right now everyone is cranky and bullish if that makes sense, including myself and they are all anxious about the trip. But I'm sure I'll have a good time. I have to leave for now But I'll post alot more when I get back

posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 9:35 PM

come cynthia, ya need to write in your journal, ya need to write in your journal. do it at night just before you kick over your tv and fall asleep. nick
posted by Nicholas Lawson 4:45 PM

Monday, August 21, 2000

girl, you need to get on this more. once every five days just isnt going to cut it. toss somethign in it everyday if you can. it really makes for interesting reading laterl. nicholas
posted by Nicholas Lawson 1:14 AM

Friday, August 18, 2000

hello there princepessa, hey there, i was just dropping in on your world to say hi. ill be posting some more intelligent pieces later. nick
posted by Nicholas Lawson 2:09 AM

Wednesday, August 16, 2000

I've got a Lovely bunch of cocoanuts
(deedle dee dee)
there they are all standing in a row
(bum bumbity bum)
big ones small ones some as big as your head

sheesh does anyone know the rest of this stupid song??!!
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 11:22 PM

Well, it's all over now and I spent my whole paycheck. I knew I would and I was right I feel miserable ::shrugs:: But not just about that, about alot of things some unimportant like my weight, my hair colour, boys, yada yada, and then theirs important things like my religion, my career, my place in the future. There are so many things on my mind right now. Two however stand out. One is there is a youth rally that's being held in Washington DC called "The Call".

I have a feeling that I should go and that It might be a real big thing for me. I'm not sure why...I'm not even all that sure of what it is. Well maybe I do know why. This could be my spiritual awaking that I've been aching for so badly. Church doesn't do it for me, praying doesn't do it for me. I remember once I went I catered at an African American Christian Convention. It was so powerful, I burst down in tears in minutes. All that energy and love and spirituality circling the room any negative thought at all would be squashed flat. That's what I need now only times ten, There will be thousands of people there it will be like a woodstock for God just the thing I need. The only problem is getting there. :)

little keys opening big doors.

I've also been real moody lately, I don't mean noody as in cranky I mean moody as in random emotions. Sad one minute happy the next, some times I actually feel depressed kinda like tonight the only thing is I'm good humoured about it, I'm not in a bad mood just fellin a bit down about my situation. Maybe it's because I need change. I can't stand things to be the same for to long. I need random happenings in my life to keep it exciting.
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 10:54 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2000

Well I've finally finished it. It's not much to look at right now but at least it's in working order. Damn I'm so tired. why did I have to kick that stupid Tv over and since when could I not go back to sleep once I wake up? To make light of things I'm going to go to Gabes with a friend and her friend from outta town. I'll spend some mad cash, feel better for about an hour and then feel miserable again that I spent so much money. Heh it's a vicious cycle of the Zimmerman syndrome. ::shrugs::
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 11:10 AM

I'm on my way to finishing This thing!
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 8:39 AM

In a Sane world Madness is The only Freedom
posted by Cynthia Zimmerman 6:03 AM