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Saturday, September 15, 2001

I just got off the phone and it looks like the apartment I've been wanting so bad is mine. I'm very excited, but I don't really feel that way. I've had so much stress getting to the point and with the recent events that it's all still spinning and I can't feel too excited until it slows down. It also feels a bit too good to be true and based on past experiences I have learned to proceed cautiously. The more I go through situations like this the more I realize just what a controlling person I am. Turning the decision of whether I move into a new place or not over to another individual has made the last few days an emotional roller coaster for me. There are still details to be worked out, cash to get my hands on and all, but I think it may actually happen. Hopefully I can make this a springboard for many other changes in my life.

12:30 PM PST [o] [ 3 comments ] [ add a comment ]


Thursday, September 13, 2001



Mark Bingham, one of the men who died on UA flight 93 was a former Divison 1 rugby player and played in San Francisco's gay rugby (team tribute page) and basketball leagues. Bingham was 31 and a public relations executive. Here is his business' website. It's strange how something like this, a website, goes on after you are gone and how something so static gives life to someone you never knew.

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Tuesday, September 11, 2001

OMG

A List of World Trade Center tenants

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Monday, September 10, 2001

I know this. I'm 22 and I feel like I have been given a destination but no road map. I'm on my way, slowly. There are stops and bumps along the way. I've made some wrong turns and found some very steep hills that I can't climb without help. Only the people who can remember this journey can understand how I feel.

Maybe I haven't come as far as you yet.

06:38 AM PST [o] [ 1 comment ] [ add a comment ]


Sunday, August 26, 2001

How much do I love AbFab. I don't really know why, but over and over episode after episode on my powerbook in my bed before I fall asleep. On unrelated notes, I really miss Tim and I'm working on a new site, well kinda, heh.

04:18 AM PST [o] [ 6 comments ] [ add a comment ]


Thursday, August 16, 2001

I think you really know someone/thing is beautiful when you start wondering if they/it really exist.

01:59 AM PST [o] [ 5 comments ] [ add a comment ]


Thursday, August 2, 2001

This site hasn't been updated in so long I feel ashamed to even open it in my browser. It's kinda ironic that the more interesting my life gets, the less time I have to document it. I'm leaving on Tuesday (for 1 week) to go back east to see my family for my birthday and to spend time with my sister at the beach. I'm working on a few different ideas of what to do with this site so that I can become more interested in publishing it. I'll fill you in when I have more to share. Right now all is pretty damn good, stable, that's nice. Let me just close by saying how much I love the new Diet Coke ad campaign "that certain something".

01:30 AM PST [o] [ 1 comment ] [ add a comment ]




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