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Monday, September 17, 2001
since i have nothing better to do, i'm gonna post some search strings from my stats page. whoop-de-doo. resident evil hentai: this is always a biggie. i love the picture of wesker fucking jill. rockage.waterslide tits: i always get a few searches for this every month. i have no idea why. the only thing i've ever said about waterslides on here was that i got a gigantic wedgie from my bathing suit going down one.
the kids nakey: i have a lot of people coming here looking for kiddie porn, apparently.
paypal 16 cam wishlist: i'm not 16, but you can send me money through paypal and buy me things off my wishlist ;D
sit on my face: if you insist.
wedding peach hentai: i have yet to find any of this. i haven't looked, though. i love wedding peach.
banana ass fucked boyfriend: that just speaks for itself.
boredom relief: at my site? hell no.
buttplugg pics: heh
free child hentai: why??
full free download Urotsukidoji: everyone should see urotsukidoji
megadeath turkey pics: that just makes me laugh every time i see it.
one of these days your going to love me and im going to laugh a: i'm assuming there's more to this search string.
racoon penis: i always get this one. WHY?
rikki rachtman: \m/
tape swap: YES PEOPLE, SIGN UP FOR THE SWAP. I NEED MORE PEOPLE.
and yeah, i've had a few searches for certain people.
hellebelle
daddylovebucket
diepig
skutter one more thing before i go. i must confess my love for the song calculator love by logan whitehurst and the jr. science club. i can't get enough of it.
Posted by ellen @ 02:24 PM EST [Link] [No Comments]
Saturday, September 15, 2001
ya'll don't know what it's like, being male, middle class and white. heh okay. i've been obsessed with music again lately. i go from not wanting to listen to anything to not being able to get enough music in my system.so here's some good stuff that i've been listening to.
logan whitehurst and the jr. science club - i kept reading miss version mary raving about logan whitehurst, and finally decided to listen to some of his stuff. woooop. i like it a lot. logan is cute ;D
the moldy peaches - ohhh goodness i can't get enough of them.
and, i've been slowly getting all the songs from tori amos' new album, strange little girls. these are some amazing songs. they're all covers, and tori is great at cover songs, but she's just taken these songs all by male artists and just brought her magical female emotion into them.
Posted by ellen @ 05:08 AM EST [Link] [No Comments]
okay, a lot of people know about the shoulder to shoulder tribute site, and there i am, number 87 in a list of almost 2000. i signed it, but then thought, what's the point of it? it's a list of links. yeah it shows we all care, but can't you just sign in hopes of getting more hits?well, i found a tribute site on validate this tonight. yes, it's just another list of names and places, but, it's a beautiful symbol. the more names that are added to the list, the higher the tower grows. i like that.
Posted by ellen @ 01:39 AM EST [Link] [No Comments]
Friday, September 14, 2001
i just got this email: Ellen, Now when you order a FREE CELL PHONEYou can get TWO FREE AIRLINE TICKETS to Hawaii! Not to mention all the added benefits of the phone like- * Free voicemail!
* Free caller ID!
* Free call waiting!
* Free 3-way calling!
* Free Hands free kit!
* Free Battery Charger!
* Free Shipping! This is the absolute BEST cell phone bargain in existence!
All you pay is $29.99 a month for 1,250 minutes a month! Click below and get your FREE Airline Tickets and Cell Phone! all i can say is:
NO THANK YOU. heh.
not to say i'll never fly again.
Posted by ellen @ 02:29 PM EST [Link] [No Comments]
Thursday, September 13, 2001
i guess i just don't understand people. they can be friends with a person online for a short time, talk to th em once on the phone (and yes, have phonesex with them), and think there is something "going on" between them. maybe it's because i don't make it a habit to have phone sex with random people off of the internet, but i don't know. i just don't see how it qualifies you to be hurt when the prospect of having a relationship with this person goes away.yes, chris and i have "gotten back together". we love each other, plain and simple. i trust him, plain and simple. people may say i shouldn't trust him, however, who's known him longer and better. i don't know, whatever happens, i want chris to stay a part of my life. on another note, i'm sick of pseudo-intellectual bullshit. i'm sick of the poems. i'm trying not to be insensitive, many of my friends and classmates were directly effected by this tragedy. i just see some people as attention seeking morons. i don't know. we all have to go on with our lives. this post is courtesy of a severly pmsing ellen. thank you and goodnight.
Posted by ellen @ 11:51 PM EST [Link] [No Comments]
this was posted on the sinnocence.com messageboard the other day. it wasn't paid much attention to, but i found it to be beautiful. it's author suggested passing it along to those who need it. so here i am, passing it along.To those of you holding your loved ones tonight, be glad.. that you can.
To those of you who have all family and friends present and accounted for, be glad they still are.
To those of you who will know another day, who will live the rest of your life.. for better .. for worse, be glad.
To those of you who have fought.. screamed and struggled today, Be glad you live to do it again.
To those of you who are out there, lonely ,with seeming no one to share this sadness and outrage with, we are here for you. all of humanity that is good To those of you who have lost someone, Someone cares
To those of you who are trapped and may never see the sweet light again, Someone cares and shall miss you
To those of you who Have not made it and go on in a different way, Someone Misses you.
To those of you who will never be the same, we change along with you.. and are better people for it... ----- life goes on. life has changed, but life goes on.
i start working tomorrow night. this service desk job is going to be piss easy. it'll be nice to get a little extra money, so i can get another tattoo from jason this semester. i wanted a star between my shoulderblades, but stars are too cliche. i was thinking of getting a miss spider tattoo. :)
so i took a whole bunch of quiz type things from selectsmart. here's the results: anime best suited for me:
# 1 Digi Charat
# 2 Excel Saga
# 3 Magic Knight Rayearth
(i've never heard of any of them :/) rpg best suited for me:
# 1 Star Ocean Second Story
# 2 Final Fantasy VI
# 3 Legend of Dragoon anime man for me:
# 1 Eriol Hiigarizawa / Clow from Cardcaptor Sakura
# 2 Li Shaolan from Cardcaptor Sakura
# 3 Tsukishiro Yukito / Yue from Cardcaptor Sakura
(not much of a cardcaptor fan)
aww but he's kinda cute
anime girl for me:# 1 Amy (Sailormoon)
# 2 Fuu (MK Rayearth)
# 3 Skuld (Oh my Goddess)
(fuu is cute :D) final fantasy female i am most like:
# 1 Edea
# 2 Eiko
# 3 Garnet FF9 character i am most like:
# 1 Adelbert Steiner
# 2 Marcus
# 3 Blank
(steiner!?! heh. at least it wasn't quina.) tenchi muyo character i am most like:
# 1 Ryoko
# 2 Tenchi
# 3 Ryo-Ohki pokemon character i am most like:
# 1 Kasumi/Misty
# 2 Satoshi/Ash
# 3 Shigeru/Gary anne rice vampire i am most like:
# 1 Armand [Amadeo, Andrei]
# 2 Nicolas de Lenfent
# 3 Daniel Molloy winnie the pooh character i am most like:
# 1 Pooh
# 2 Owl
# 3 Rabbit ed edd & eddy character i am most like:
# 1 Jonny 2x4
# 2 Edd
# 3 Plank
(i like wood.) fashion decade i am stuck in:
# 1 Glam, decadent '80s wear -- labels, shoulderpads, stilettos and lots of hair! best british pub drink for me:
# 1 Vodka
# 2 Whiskey and Coke
# 3 Cola am i punk?:
# 1 go back to wathching blink 182, poser!
(hahohehahoheha) best nail polish color for me:
# 1 Blue
# 2 Black
# 3 Lime Green piercing i should get next:
# 1 Lip
# 2 Ear Lobe or lobes
# 3 Ear cartlidge
(i was planning on getting my lip done next) best illegal drug for me:
# 1 Nitrous Oxide
# 2 Ecstasy
# 3 Mushrooms kevin smith movie best suited for me:
# 1 Chasing Amy
# 2 Clerks
# 3 Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back
(chasing amy is definately not my fav.) rocky horror character i am most like:
# 1 the Criminologist
# 2 Magenta
# 3 Janet
(I HAVE NO NECK) transformers character i am most like:
# 1 BW Megatron
# 2 Ironhide
# 3 Optimus Primal
(i hate beastwars :( ) weird cult movie for me:
# 1 Fight Club
# 2 The Evil Dead
# 3 Blood Cult spice girl i am most like:
# 1 Emma Bunton (Baby Spice) nsync guy that's right for me:
# 1 Lance
(yay he's the best one) full house character i am most like:
# 1 DJ
# 2 Kimmy
# 3 Joey
(dj's a ho) teletubbie i am most like:
# 1 Dipsy
(dipsy's mean) survivor 2 character i am most like:
# 1 Elisabeth
# 2 Rodger
# 3 Maralyn temptaion island character i am most like:
# 1 Mandy
# 2 Valerie
# 3 Andy
(mandy was a slut :/)
goodness that was a lot. huge post here. bye for now.
Posted by ellen @ 06:49 PM EST [Link] [No Comments]
i feel changed. i don't think i'll ever feel the same again. i don't think the world will ever be the same again.last night i felt so alone. i felt so scared. i kept tossing and turning in bed and hearing things. i kept hearing whispers and moans. it expected to open my eyes and see ghosts. i don't even believe in ghosts. but so many people died. so many people are suffering. i think i was feeling everyone around me's pain. it was scary.
i don't know what to say anymore. i put out a lot of my emotions in my livejournal and on the messageboard. i'm running out of words to describe how i feel.
i was pointed towards these pictures, taken by a man who was on a train at the time of the attack. they're so beautiful, it's scary.
they showed people who were searching for their loved ones today on tv. i broke down.
i saw katneko's cam image, and i broke down again. i just don't know anymore.
-----
in other news, i had my training for the service desk job today. gonna be an easy job. i start friday night. i also got my guestbook working correctly. i'm dumb and left some important stuff out. thanks to those that pointed the problem out to me.
i should go to bed. i hate thursdays.
Posted by ellen @ 12:00 AM EST [Link] [No Comments]
Monday, September 10, 2001
SOMEBODY SIGN MY FUCKING GUESTBOOK. i put in a new one that i can actually do what i like with. and it's empty. so sign it, even if it's to tell me you hate me. please?i need a cigarette so bad.
i kinda like this layout. but i don't like this really small area for text. i might move this weblog type thingie to a different layout. blah.
Posted by ellen @ 01:38 AM EST [Link] [1 Comment]
Wednesday, September 5, 2001
i love honesty. heh i feel the same way as most about this layout: it definitely isn't my best work. bleh. i'm scrapping it already. heh. i'm gonna work on a super shnazzy layout that takes longer than 2 hours. woot. and it wont be black. black annoys me.i saw cable today, we met for lunch. it was nice to see her again, and to actually talk to somebody i know well. i wish i was living with her, as much as we do clash sometimes, she's a good friend. we're gonna make tuesday our lunch day. yay.
i'm seeing mia tomorrow, too. it will be really good to hang out with her again. she was such a good friend my freshman year, she kept me sane most of the time. i feel really bad for being a prick and kind of ditching her last year, even if she did move off campus. at least she's close now.
i was really bummed out earlier and cried to chris about being lonely and sick of school already. i am sick of school already, i really pretty much dislike being here. but as chris said, i'm doing this to better my chances of being happy in life. that's all i want. i don't care how much money i have or how big my house is, i just want to be happy.
on thursday i'm taking the ol' bus to walmart and buying myself a playstation. heh i really don't have the money to spare, but i want one. it'll keep me from sitting in front of the computer so much. the computer just annoys me. i also have to go to radio shack and get some new cat5. yes, the computer annoys me, but it also annoys me that the connection is bad. it isn't bad on other computers, so i'm guessing my wire is buggered. i shoulda brought the new stuff from my roadrunner modem with me. oh well, it shouldn't cost much to get some new.
blah blah.
Posted by ellen @ 12:47 AM EST [Link] [No Comments]
Tuesday, September 4, 2001
i have a new obsession. well, maybe not so new, i have been attesting to the fuckability of joe rogan on my webcam for a while. heh.but yes, joe rogan is the celebrity type person that i'm drooling over lately. i even watch that pile of crap fear factor every once in a while. i watched two hours of it tonight. heh. yes, i am a loser.
i've even been posting on the messageboard there as well. some interesting stuff going on there, and it's a change from the sinnocence board.
how is this man allowed to be so hot? i think it's the stubble-ish look. i don't know. eh.
if anyone sees something wrong with the layout, lemme know, please. or if you think it's crap, lemme know, please. i'm not quite sure if i like it. :/
must go to bed. 8:30am class.
Posted by ellen @ 12:08 AM EST [Link] [2 comments]
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