Monday, September 17, 2001

...Yuyu is the Mole! XD;;;;;;; *bricked!*

random thought: how come we never hear about Ron and Hermione's birthdays? o_O;

it's been a looong while since I've last drawn something SM
I think I did pretty well, considering I didn't have a reference, I drew it in 5 minutes, and I haven't draw her in about a year (infact, I don't think I've ever drawn Rei anime-style before).

4:47:54 PM

@w@; bwah. remember that .wav of me singing? well, I put that up 'cause I was gonna audition for the Prem1ers (the elite mixed choir in PHS, like the Choraleers at my old school, SBHS) with that song. Today was the audition. I think I did pretty well, but I did mess up on the one part I knew I was gonna mess up on (the chest--> head--> chest switch).

:3 Mr. Horn (my wacky lit teach... *whisper* whose alter ego is Metacognition Man, but shhh! don't tell anyone! XD */whisper*) likes my writing's sense of humor~ :D yay! he also drew cool smilies on my writing assignments (the letter of introduction and the outside reading journal)~ XD;;;

My finger hurts. ;_;

Sunday, September 16, 2001

Douji being punched (I suck at action poses), chibi Douji, and a silhouette of an arm
Some talking cute animal creature that I haven't designed a bottom for yet, and rough draft of the catboy (maybe he's a wolfboy? o_O; *pokes his tail*) I'm giving Navi.

6:19:39 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2001

>XD;;; Suffering from Lead Poisoning's lastest song~
19. Mechanical Homosexual Zoo (from coapi and kitsu)

:3 waaaai~! izzy thinks I sound like Yuuki Hiro! :D *is happy she sounds like a boi*

my crappy rendition of "Everything You Want" by Vertical Horizon. ^^;;;;;; (btw, I'm really sorry that it's a HUGE file, but I can't figure out how to make it smaller @_@;;) I think I sound like one of the two guys in Savage Garden. you know, the guys that sound sorta like girls so you can't tell.. XD;;; *falls* when I get to the part of "and you'll just sit tiiiight, and watch him unwiiind" the reason I mess up there is 'cause I had to switch from chest voice to head voice and then back to chest.. @_@;;; the note for "tiiight" is too high for me to use chest voice... ^^;; feel free to laugh though...

>DDD *much droolingness over the thought of bishies in boXXXer shorts stamps (and nothing else >D)* right, Navi?

you shouldn't worry about that! everyone here is still mourning (but maybe 'cause we're only 45 minutes away from the site? at least no one in PHS has lost a parent... I heard that in the next town over, 26 kids in the highschool's parents haven't come home yet...)

Friday, September 14, 2001

:D oh yeah! in Research and Communications (it's required for sophomores. :p the class suuuucks~) class, we're supposed to write down 7 important events and hand them in to the the teacher and he'll choose one for each of us to make into a big stamp. :3 and one group found...the anniversary for BOXER SHORTS! >XDDDD;;;; *bricked for being a sick sick little girl* I want a boxer shorts staaaaaaamp~

*is at a loss at what to blog about* ...there's not much I can say that hasn't already been said.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001

^^;; opps. sorry, Seby then. *fixes that post*

I don't know what to think. I'm right in between all three of the crash targets, NYC, Pennsylvania, and DC. I fear that the people of the US want blood. Who knows what countries would stand behind or against us. We might be in the midst of World War III.

I never thought I'd live to see something like this...

Monday, September 10, 2001

I'm so j. e. a. l. o. u. s. ...! T_T

...wow... ^^; I'd feel REALLY stupid if I mispelt jealous...

seby draws too good... T__T waaaah....

"Why Billy?! Why not Bart?? ;___;"
*___* waaaii~ <3 Billy-sama! *doesn't understand BartxBilly though* ^^;; yersh, this is the Priestess of the Catbois and one of the head Daughters of Mmm-Mmm saying she doesn't understand a yaoi couple... XD;;; *falls* I think it's 'cause I watched Jes play Xenogears before I ever got into yaoi, since I don't understand ANY Xenogears yaoi pairings... ^.^;;; nope, no ShitanxFei (Fei's been in love with Elly since the Begining of Time, and Shitan's married and has a KID!), no SigurdxBart (@_@; they're *spoiler!* BROTHERS! alright, HALF-brothers, */spoiler* but STILL! *falls*), no IdxFei (o__o;; do I even have to meantion how FREAKY and physically impossible that is?), and no BartxBilly (even IF Billy-sama makes sense as a gay porn star in Fritz's fanfics XD;;).

o_O; has anyone seen coapi recently...? @__@;; I think she fell off the face of the Earth after she quit PoP! Pen on Paper...
4:50:43 PM

btw, mum washed Hitsu-chan for me last night, but now his fur is all icky and stiff. ;_; I don't think she got all the soap out...

Hitsu-chan: @TxT@ baaaaaaaaa........................ *goes back to eating kai's sketchbook*

:D Today, I made a new friend! *waves to tomogirl if she's reading this*

Sunday, September 09, 2001

ph34r the silly doodles of d00m on my new highschool's map! XD;;; the big black line up there is to cover up the school's name ^^;;;

d00d... >_<;; I should finish that new BwB layout soooon... I've had this layout for AGES...

hmm... I'd make a sketch blog but I don't draw often enough anymore... @__@;; *falls* that and why would I dedicate a whole blog to my drawings, when I could just post them here? :D *bricked for her non-sheepness* XD;; moooooo~

Hitsu-chan: *chews on kai's sketchbook* baaaaa~

PK's journal moved! *must change links later*

;_; I wanna RP sailordigidorkness now.... but mato isn't online.... T.T;;;; *goes to try to finish book reports*

*reads mato's blog* ...."O_____O; *was shocked when Angie said she didn't know Av was a wingboi*" *then angie's* ...."I mean, I just thought you AIM screen name.. was.. uh.. I dunno!!" ......??? @__@;; huh? mato's AIM SN? *looks* ..... *realization THWAPS her over the head* OOOOOOOOOOOOH! X____X;;; *FALLS* if angie's a freak, I'm one too! XD;;;;;; *falls some more* I always thought mato's SN was "A Viewing Boi" not "Avie Wing Boi"! XD;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; *DIES of utter embarrassment* .......... ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

mine results for zee pesonality disorder test and the explaination of what each disorder is:

Disorder (My Rating) :
Explaination

Paranoid (High) :
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid (High) :
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal (Very High) :
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial (Moderate) :
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline (Low) :
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic (Moderate) :
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic (High) :
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant (High) :
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent (Moderate) :
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive (Moderate) :
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

...don't ask me how I'm both narcissistic and avoidant, I just am... @____@;;;


THE absolutely positively cutest-without-being-TOO-cute animated gif there ever was Kuja's ebil thinking face right before he casts makes this a very close second