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Thursday, September 13, 2001
I just want to wish Plain Jane a big fat stinky HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Woohoo! Yeah!.... and I'm spent.


Tuesday, September 11, 2001
I probably don't need to repeat the news, so I won't speak my opinions about today's historic and horrific tragedy. I just hope our government thinks before it reacts.

In other news, my old designer's block/hiatus layout is back up. Bad times.



Wednesday, September 05, 2001
So she's talking to him again. She's called me less; it's similar to when things with them were alright, and she didn't depend on me. But I like when she depends on me. I like to see her name on the caller ID on my phone. I like the long talks we would have about shoes and ships and sealing wax and cabbages and kings. I also like the inside jokes we shared. I had so much hope for her and thought that things would be so much different this time. Maybe I should listen to all the naysayers and pessimists; at least they're never disappointed. Oh well, back to square one I guess... as always.


Sunday, September 02, 2001
I wasted inspiration and motivation today at work. A strong urge to do something creative came over me during my shift, and it was wasted because I couldn't do anything due to work. I hate wasting inspiration because it rarely comes.

I was driving to Natalie's place tonight after work and I was stuck in a little traffic. Checking my side mirror I noticed this torso walking towards my car. I turned my head and a hardcore-type guy with a goatee and an comfortably angry look on his face stood outside of my car door and said to me (paraphrased),
"Is that your 'pro-choice' bumper sticker?"
"Yeah." I replied with a shaky voice.
"How would you feel if impregnated your chick?"
"What? What are you talking about? I don't have a girlfriend." This was the only thing I could think of to say.
"Because I have 5 fucking felonies motherfucker! It's the girl's choice dude."
"What?!"
"Do you have that sticker on there just to get laid?"
"What?! No!" He then begins to walk off and say some other things that trailed off into the noise of cars zooming by. A moment later, I realized that he shared the same opinion with abortion as I did, and he must not know what the hell he's talking about. I also realize what I should've said to him. Damn, my brain always comes too late to save my ass.



Friday, August 31, 2001
I went to "the Exalted One's" place last night. We went grocery shopping then went to David's, her boyfriend, house and got "tore up from the floor up." I tried watching Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion, but due to a combination of the weed, the small amount of sleep I had the night before and the endless hours at work I had earlier that day; I couldn't pay attention and I eventually crashed dead on the couch. I then awoke to take one of the longest drives home I've ever had the misfortune of experiencing.


Thursday, August 30, 2001
Yeah baby! The Official doofus. Website is now up and running! We are the ones who will rock your socks off!


Woohoo! Band rehearsal was quite alright today. I think it's because it's our first time practicing twice a week. PJ joined us today and she seemed to enjoy it. Yeah, I'm beginning to think we're actually pretty good, but then again, we we're all a bit tipsy tonight.


Saturday, August 25, 2001
I wonder if the band will actually get anywhere? I wonder if we'll ever write a song that has more than one riff and more than 3 or 4 chords. I wonder if people will wonder how much the name "doofus." is very similar to "weezer". I wonder if I'll ever be able to sing half-way decently. Hmm... who cares right? We're having fun and that's all that matters. Although some talent, good equipment, groupies and better songs would be nice; it doesn't really matter that much though.


Saturday, August 18, 2001
Yesterday I had high hopes of waking up this morning and doing things before work that didn't involve my computer. Sure I'd just check my email and see who's on AIM, but after that, it was off to clean my room and my car. After making myself a cup of joe, I went upstairs to check my email. Afterwards, my plans to achieve cleanliness had gone somewhere else and I found myself playing EverQuest at 2:00 P.M. After dying and getting lost and not really progressing, I quit playing EQ and just did some browsing. And here I am...


Wednesday, August 15, 2001
I've recently started playing EverQuest. Now I know that it's a pretty old game, but it's still as addictive as ever. My friends who have quit playing it have started again and it's so much more enjoyable than my actual life. Quite sad I think. If you play it, I'm on the "Zebruxoruk" server and my name is "Patsycline". I'm a half-elf level 7 bard and I'm currently still in Greater Faydark. So message me if you'd like. Especially if you want to donate some stuff to me and whatnot!