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18.10.00

Right, so, here's how things stand:

Amy- I'm absolutely, head-over-heals in love with her. She's cute and funny, and the other day she said the cutest thing to me:

Amy: Have you heard that song but Savage Garden called "I knew I loved you before I met you"?
Amy: but=by
Bird: Err... no ::goes and downloads it from Napster::
Amy: I think of you everytime I hear that :-)

It's this sort of thing that makes me float up a couple inches off the ground and walk around all day humming.


Lea- I was going to meet her tomorrow, but she's not feeling well. I'm kinda scared about meeting her. What do you say when you meet someone you've been pseudo-cyber-schtupping for a few weeks? Eh? I'm scared she'll look at me and say 'ack! How could I cyber with someone who looks like that?'

You may say I have a low self esteem. And you'd be right. :)

And, of course, what if I'm not so funny looking as all that and she wants to schtup me? Could I do it? And cheat on Amy?

Now I see how men manage to have all these extra-marital affairs :)
posted by Xena Bird on 5:10 PM | link




17.10.00

I'm so happy, I could die now and I wouldn't mind. I'm so dependant on her favor, and lately she's been so lovely. I adore her

More on the Lea thingy when I have time :)
posted by Xena Bird on 10:18 PM | link




2.10.00

But then...

I love Amy, I know I do... but, we hadn't talked for nearly a week, and I, unthinkingly, started a (joking) relationship with this other girl... and the thing is, I like her... I don't know if she is serious when she says things, but I know that I, at least, am sorta serious. What to do? What to do? Relationships are so confusing ::sobs::
posted by Xena Bird on 3:21 PM | link

Amy is wonderful... I love her... sometimes I love her so much I'm afraid I'll scare her off... I don't know what I'd do without her...

Her birthday is in two months... I'm such a dork, I'm already considering what I should give her... I'm scared she doesn't like me the way I like her... I think it's foreverlove... so I'm trying to find something she'll love, but not something which she'll think is freaky... I really want to get her one of those mushy 'love' cards, but I don't want her to get scared. Neither do I want her mom to see it...

If I lost Amy, I think I'd want to die... I never want to tell her that, though, because if she ever doesn't want me, I want her to be able to go away and be happy... before the 7th (the happiest day of my life thus far :) I was depressed and suicidal... now I'm so happy I run around the house singing... I could never ever tell Amy, so I'm telling you... I love her, love love love her... ::sighs::
posted by Xena Bird on 1:41 PM | link




18.9.00

I finally called Amy.. It was wonderful... like, 4 hours long... I'm *not* looking forward to my phone bill :)
posted by Xena Bird on 2:43 AM | link




12.9.00

::sniffle:: I didn't get to call Amy today... maybe tomorow :)
posted by Xena Bird on 10:24 PM | link




9.9.00

New home for us... like the way this looks? Snazzy, isn't it? :)
posted by Xena Bird on 6:05 PM | link

Okay... I have permission to call my love... I suppose I should do it, but I want to check to make sure she'll be there first, because, you know, it would be terrible if I missed her... I'd hate that ::bounces::
posted by Xena Bird on 5:52 PM | link

I'd like to call Amy today... I haven't heard her voice for oh-so-long, and I miss it ::sniffles:: So I'm going to ask my mom if I can... she may not let me, and that would make me sad :(
posted by Xena Bird on 1:18 PM | link




8.9.00

Amy and I have been talking about the whole relationship for a very long time... and so now I'm going to share a part of the fatal (::swoons::) AIM convo from Sept the 7th (a day I'll remember, I swear, forever)

Amy: Bird....
Me: Ahuh?
Amy: Bird...
Bird: ::cries:: ENOUGH!
Amy: ...does the "offer" still stand?
Me: Offer?
Amy: Yeah, ya know...the dumping [censored] for a uhh..certain confused Southern girl?
Me: YES!
Amy: <kisses her> Well, I'm taking you up on it :-)

::sighs dramatically:: I'm in love :)
posted by Xena Bird on 9:52 PM | link

I need to get down to Tenn... I need a plane ticket. Strike that, I need three plane tickets... one to fly me out to her, and two to fly her n' moi out of there... to New Zealand or England... Either would do quite nicely.

The other day I was reading this thing, and this guy said 'If I could just kiss him once, I could die happy'. That is so true of me, well, except that I don't want to just kiss her... there is so much more I wanna do ::wiggles her eyebrows:: :)
posted by Xena Bird on 9:48 PM | link

I should have started this way long ago. I'm not so confused anymore. I'm happy. Strike that. I'm ecstatic, thrilled. Amy, the woman I love, is now my girlfriend. Hmmm... I'd better not tell my family :)
posted by Xena Bird on 6:19 PM | link