he's a freakin' weblogger:
bourbon and water. viceroy cigarette. the breeze playing with the trees. casual day. i want to be a painter. of, course i want to be everything else too. now im a dreamer. don't take that route they say. i swear. desparately wanting...
[5/15/2001 01:44:30 PM]
i believe.
[5/6/2001 01:18:10 AM]
well, a lot has been doing down lately
[5/4/2001 01:42:01 PM]
make sure you're connected.
[4/23/2001 04:18:00 AM]
here is the horrible. the mad fools of disillussion; profane muckrackers! at 7:17 in the morning. and who would have thought it? no one, ever. i might.
like an old couple married thru it all, both know the good and bad, but they only recall beautiful stories on their anniversarry. it is a special event.
i am a special event. i know because this life won't give up though it surely can't last forever.... and i almost ran off the road.
[4/22/2001 07:25:56 AM]
so, i finally feel like im back on top of everything.. for a while i felt i was losing grip... NO WAY! not me, never EVER... EEEEVeryTHiNG is under CONTROL.
the creeps keep creepin' but i shake em' and turn 180, punch myself till it feels good and i start laughing, then i step back and start at the bottom thought-thread till i work my way to the present and then get high on my intentions for the future. then i dive sharp into the mess of this world splitting fact from fiction, i rededicate myself to be a learning machine, to make life well worth the exhausting race, i run and i run and i fall and i get up and i continue proudly on forevermore...
[4/17/2001 10:45:45 PM]
woaaaaa look aat meeeeee i can type stuff. i have had mental problems regarding my website. it is true, that i have been a busy boy... but no excuse for neglecting my website will heal it's broken heart. only i must keep reminding it that it has a pleasant new home, were it will be loved.
---i am so damm tired, am past the physical desire for sleep. My mental self is finally being overtaken by my physical condition that suffers lack of sleep, my mind is being pulled down. my mind never seems to get tired. i could think for ages i seems. would i though if i could? ...if my mind wasn't also part my physical, for sure i would. but that is not the way i was constructed. maybe one day, i'll be made that way... what do you think ?
[3/28/2001 05:03:50 AM]
more insanity? ...ok: >>>
