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Monday, September 17, 2001
It seems that I can't quite control my emotions as much as I like it yet. I know it's an oxy-moron to try and control your emotions. I went up and down and up and down all day long. it's very tiring.
Released byChester Wong 9/17/2001 11:41:56 PM 
Saturday, September 15, 2001
This is my first picture that I took using my old manual camera in almost 9 years that I liked.
Released byChester Wong 9/15/2001 06:00:45 PM
Although I can't quite afford it this week, but I really need to get some work done. My old one was giving me hazzle and all yellow lines and crap like that. So here it is, my new scanner baby.
Released byChester Wong 9/15/2001 05:07:09 PM
Friday, September 14, 2001
Today, I had finally done something for myself. After that day's reflection, I put my foot down and say that I will not travel again for awhile. I said to my boss that I will accept any consequences. Well, I will still working. I am not sure if they will chop me, but it doesn't matter anymore. I understand the call. I know now what is important to me.
Released byChester Wong 9/14/2001 06:09:06 PM
I guess this is the first sleepless night for a while. I can't rest my head and not think about it.
Released byChester Wong 9/14/2001 12:29:42 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2001
A letter to my friends and family:
First of all, thank you for caring. It means a lot to both Bryan and myself. I understand a lot of you called on Tuesday morning and asked Bryan my whereabouts, and yes, I was in New York City. In fact, I was in Mid-town Manhattan.
Honestly, I still cannot totally recall the chain of events that happened. It was way too fast and my heart, till today, is still aching. News center all over the world had broadcast the essential events over and over again, it will be pointless for me to share with you, as I got the information exactly the same way as most of you did, by watching TV.
I can honesty say, it is the first time in my life, that I felt uncontrollable helpless, and scared for my life. This horror only deepens as I hear the fighter jets circling the city of New York. The uneasy rumble shook my reality and reminded me that I am very fragile.
There is something I want to share with all of you. Unless you were present at that situation, there is no way to understand the emotions and what goes through ones’ mind. For me, I thought about Bryan, and then thought about myself. It was a high cost for self-reflection, but at that moment, you finally realized that maybe what was important to you yesterday, it’s totally meaningless.
Once again, I want to thank you all for caring. It is definitely one day of my life that I will not soon forget. I hope all is well with everyone, and I now totally appreciate the freedom that most of us had taken for granted.
Best Regards,
Chester
Released byChester Wong 9/13/2001 10:40:16 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2001
I am heading into New York this afternoon for 5 days. Yes, WORK again. I really don't want to go, at all!
Released byChester Wong 9/9/2001 02:13:49 PM
Comic Strip of the day.
Released byChester Wong 9/9/2001 11:45:36 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2001
You know, being upset is not exactly a good feeling, but you understand sometimes the need to be so. However, when you are in a upset, depressed state for too long, you will just get frautrated and tell people to just fuck off. Unfortunately, that's how I feel today.
Released byChester Wong 9/8/2001 08:59:14 AM
Monday, September 03, 2001
Today is the last day of my 3 days rest. I must say that this long weekend had been a roller-coaster ride. Bry and I went through a great deal.
Released byChester Wong 9/3/2001 11:21:05 AM
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