ugly kids
JP and Jess
Thursday, May 10, 2001
Jeepster, you really cannot neglect a blog that is being found by someone as the top result when he/she does a search for rollercoaster bondage on Google! It's nice to see that people are being creative with their sex lives... I'm glad you are coming up to visit me this weekend, but you still need to post to the blog.


Saturday, April 07, 2001
Hey JP, I followed that link you sent me to JT Leroy's site. While I am not a fan of the site's web design, I read the page about "Sarah", and I will definitely add it to my reading list. Did you know that Gus Van Sant is/was looking for an unknown androgynous 12 or 13-year-old to play the lead in the film version? Scroll down to the bottom of this SF Weeky article from January. I wonder if that person has been cast yet...

Right now I am reading Brett Easton Ellis' "The Rules of Attraction." Have you read it? It's hysterical and frightening and I can't believe I didn't read it before going to Vassar -- it would have been a great warning. That book should be attached to every mattress in the dorms at Vassar. It should be like one of those labels that you can't remove under penalty of law.

As we discussed, you need to read Fast Food Nation. It's required reading for any self-respecting American Culture major. I am getting it for you for your birthday. I think it makes a more respectable gift than the carton of unfiltered Pall Malls I gave you last year. People can say a lot of bad things about us, but there's no doubt that we're always 100% classy.



Thursday, April 05, 2001
Jessicles...that's awful...i hate dreams like that...all me dreams are either about celebrities or water/sharks...i've been having a lot of water ones though which are damn scary...drowning a lot...or trying to climb out of the water to avoid sharks and not being able to...i guess you could say i have a sense of being overwhelmed...especially since i only have the water/shark dreams when i'm going through especially stressful times in my life...i'll let you know how interview #2 goes this afternoon...jp


Wednesday, April 04, 2001
Oh yeah, and good luck on your job interviews. I will call you tomorrow to see how it's going. Sounds like you're doing well! xo.


Jeepster, I had a baaaad dream about you last night! The dream started as we were taking two dead bodies out of the trunk of your car, and trying to covertly bury them in this wooded area, near a lake. But -- as is the case with us -- we were not able to be very stealthy and, instead, drew attention to ourselves. Some onlookers saw us with our shovels, and went to the police. We hadn't killed the people on purpose (of course!) -- what happened was that you had hit them with your car accidentally, but that we were so worried about getting in trouble that we tried to cover our tracks by burying the bodies, which was wrong and stupid and inevitably made us look more bad and guilty. So, after some hard deliberation about the proper course of action to take, we decided to turn ourselves in to the police. Perhaps, the most disturbing part occurred as we drove together to the police station, and you said to me sadly, "I always try to do the right thing, but then I mess up somehow." The dream was really creepy and terrible, and afterward I woke up in the middle of the night all freaked out.

I have some idea about an interpretation, but I wonder what you think? Why is it that you get to have dreams about celebrities, and I dream about bad things and ugly kids?



Tuesday, April 03, 2001
yo jessicles...are we still writing on this thing or not...it's not like i have anything better to do with my time so i might as well...let's see...what's going on...i have an interview tomorrow at this pr firm called beyond pr and another thur. at the leverage group...it's kind of fucked because beyond pr does not pay enough at all...but they're hiring for the exact position i've been searching for for ages...where as the levereage group i don't think is exactly what i want...but they pay what i need...it sucks because i wish i could take a job where i could be happy and commit to...i also had a phone interview this morning with this travel agency that runs tours to tibet, thailand, NEPAL, etc....but that didn't go so well...basically the woman was from nepal so she had a heavy accent...and she spoke very softly which made it incredibly difficult for me to understand her...oh well...i'll talk to you soon...jp


Wednesday, February 14, 2001
hey princess...i'm a little ticked off right now because this damn blogger thing just erased my entry...so here i go again...anyway...i was just letting you know how boring my life is right now...there's no great scandal to report...at least none that i feel the need to offer up for public consumption...i work...i go to therapy...i talk on the phone...that's about it...oh yeah...and i read...a lot lately...in fact i just re-read "take the long way home" for like the tenth time...wow...that's a fucking amazing eye-opening book...not to be rude and condescending but i don't think you can truly fathom the miracle she is unless you've been there...but that's just my opinion...you know...i mean...i just really identify with her and her struggles and traumas...plus we're both vassar bitches...oh...you'll never believe what i might be doing this weekend...going out to the desert with the cacophony society to take part in the building of this adobe-like structure to serve as a memorial to a member who died last halloween...and then after it's built we paint with...biblical/scripture quotes and paintings of little children...apparently it can be seen for miles...and the odd thing (for the cacophony society) is that it's been done in all seriousness...after two members were killed last halloween following their event the cacophonists basically shut down until now and re-evaluated what they were supposed to represent...it's interesting i think...but...it's also way last minute so i don't know if i'm going to be able to pull it off...i don't even know what supplies i'll need...because if i need to buy anything for it i'm not going to be able to make it...i'm barely squeaking by as it is...ok...that's me for now...but i'll talk to you later...jp


Tuesday, January 30, 2001
jeepster, I'm sorry I've been a baaaaad girl about posting. Bill Gates is just keeping me really busy.

Look at what the Yale kidz are up to. I can't believe we didn't get into the porn biz at Vassar. No doubt there were so many tasty (and willing) participants. But -- then - again -- I suppose I got in enough trouble with the women's groups just writing for the newspaper, which, by the way, is still online.



Thursday, January 25, 2001
hey jessie...you know...this whole blogger thing is harder than you think...don't forget i'm the kid who still doesn't know what asskey is...but i doubt it's anything i would like...but just for today i'm going to contribute something i discovered that i think really needs to be checked out by everyone...it really is the greatest web site ever...it's oneworldlive.com and it's not to be missed...by the way...can this not become another one of your "web journals" where you never update...jp


Wednesday, January 24, 2001
gee...guess what princess...boy of the damned is instant messanging me again...i don't know what the fuck to do...he's like this unbelievable hot sociopath...i told him last night that everyone of my friends...AND my therapist thought he was a psycho and that i needed to get away from him for my own sake...i mean this kid is a freakin' LUNATIC...but that's my type...i can't believe you think i would let him hit me...honey let me tell you something...i aint anybody's bitch...if he so much as layed a finger on me i could toss him for distance (he weighs like 130 lbs....i love it...portable boy)...and i would...ok...since you are already slacking off on this...just like your many other web journals...i'll take responsibility...oh...he started his im with 'now that you've met me...would you object to...never seeing each other again'...so lame and unoriginal...good for the movie...but just already tired...


Tuesday, January 23, 2001
yo jessicles...i just read it today for the first time at your suggestion...it was cute...like people magazine for those of us who really can't focus beyond two lines...
i'm in the middle of having a lovers duel so i'm most not happy...you know...one night he's accusing you of injecting him with the hiv virus in his sleep...the next night he's telling you he loves you...the third night he's throwing you out..telling you to get dressed...get your bag...and get out...because i don't ever want you calling me or emailing me ever again...get out...
of course he emails me tonight...


Monday, January 22, 2001
Hey JP, do you ever read Amy Reiter's column "Nothing Personal" on Salon? I think you might enjoy it. It's like the Cliff Notes for the day's celeb gossip. Though, it's kind of F'd up that we've come to the point in civilization where we need celebrity gossip Cliff Notes, isn't it?