EH?

what the hell am I talking about ?

God I am so tired and can't seem to go on
posted by ... rasc Sunday, November 19, 2000

Friday

Well here we go.... we go through this all over again :) It's always this way. We fight and then we make up. Work was not supposed to be like THIS!!!!!
SHIT! Hopefully we have sorted it out or real this time.
posted by ... rasc Friday, November 3, 2000

Saturday

saturday: 12.04pm. this is NOT a time to be at work but alas there are things to be done and someone's got to do them.
Me feeling of late have been so bizzare. Standard response to ever question is "EH!"
People: Rasc, LTNS how ya been girlie ? Response : eh *sigh*
People: Rasc, whatcha been upto ? Response: eh!
People: How's life been treating ya? response: eh!
People: How's work going ? Response Eh!
People: how's the family ? Response: eh eh eh and eh *sigh*
People: where ya been ? Repsonse: Eh and eh.

WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?

I mean come on, there's got to be a reason as to why all this stuff happens. As a human being we all get feelings and we all must either deal or be dealt with. That's the vicious cycle of life. But who, I ask, in this world has been able to figure out the meaning of it all.
"come on raise yer hands and show me how you feel"

So I sit here and wonder.... am I killing time or am I actually getting somewhere with all of this over induced labor that I indulge in. Who knows, and if they do and pls pls pls TELL ME!!!!! It seems my world gets smaller everyday and the problems increase. the only solution I have been able to reach follows:
MY LIFE: is indirectly proportional to : MY ISSUES
that's the best I can come up with so far. Someone told me things happen for a reason but man all these things are way to complicated for me to handle at one time.
posted by ... rasc Saturday, October 21, 2000