I never realized how sheltered my life was until this morning. While running the undergraduate lab, I only had a small grasp of what had transpired in the two hours that shocked the nation. The university shut down for the day, and only after leaving the early lab period, was I able to find the true magnitude of tragedy. One is never prepared for the heartache and pain something like this can bring, and my heart immediately went to my husband. While I rationally knew that he would be safe, there's still that little nagging fear that we do live within an hour and a half of NYC. To those who have inquired, Dan is fine, though he's been busy at work. I can't go into details, but let's just say that work will keep him pretty busy the next few days.
Cleveland had a bit of a scare of it's own, as a Delta plane that was en route to California from Boston was forced to land at Cleveland Hopkins Airport. The plane was eventually found to be clean and the passengers released, but in the meanwhile, downtown Cleveland and many area colleges and universities were shut down. There was a bit of a panic with my parents, as they were concerned about my brother who was on a field trip up to the local newspaper (for the record, my brother was there when everything first went down, before they evacuated the city). To compound my parents' concern, they were unable to get a hold of me (or Dan, since rumor had it that all cell phone communications went down in NY state), so they were in utter panic.
My grandfather was to fly back from North Carolina tonight. Obviously with the shut down of the entire airport structure in the US, he did not arrive tonight. He's safe in North Carolina and will stay there indefinitely until we know it's safe for him to fly back.
And of course, every time anything major like this happens, Dan and I debate it, and I end up feeling as though I've come through a battleground of my own. I feel hurt, devastated and numb. After watching more than 8 hours straight of television coverage, I have no answers to the many questions I have. Just a feeling of vulnerability, one that I'm sure many out there share with me.
Perhaps the Turkish Pime Minister said it best when he said: The United States of America is face to face with one of the greatest tragedies in its history, something that could affect the entire world."
Scribbled by Jaya Purswani at 12:33 AM.
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