2.10.2001

*nods* I do know what you mean.. after the 13th of December, the day my Dad passed away, my life has not been the same. I really dont want to be around the "public" aspect of people. You know, working with them around them anything... an Online job, even if it just was enough to pay bills rent and food would be fine with me. I have been looking, hunting, but I havent found any prospects. and ofcourse, no one wants a web designer when they can get a cheezey program at CompUSA or some place for 12 bucks, and make a page themselves ( that is a laggy upload and looks bad heeh ) *gives Lostgal a coulpe Asprin and a soda pop with caffiene in it * take a couple o' these and call me in da mornin ;) Feel better k? ~Hoppa
posted by Hoppa Joel 6:00 PM

Hoppa... I've got a headache now...
posted by Lost Gal 5:41 PM

Ok, it's time for my rant of the new year. This may not be child-safe.

I am sick of my job, I am sick of my boss, and I'm sick of being blamed for every thing that goes wrong at work. I may have just gotten a promotion, and I may be the "new kid on the block", but there is no right for my boss to blame it all on me. After telling my love boss to go to hell the other day, I'm pretty sure that I'll be looking for another job soon. I also can't stand for a boss to lie to me, which is exactly what he did! He told me he had did one of my jobs on a weekend that I wasn't there, and I hadn't cleaned up his freaking mess until the following Wednesday. For this reason, I recieved a "verbal warning" from my supervisor for failure to carry out instructions. Needless to say, I wasn't too happy with that. And for those who don't know me, I am part Irish, and I live up to my red headed temper. I left early that day, at my own will, not his, and went back later to carry them a doctor's note. I was also yelled at because I hadn't brought in a doctor's note two days before when I was sick. Our Human Resources representative then asked me who was going to do my job for the next 2 weeks, since my doctor told me not too. I told him that it was his problem, not mine.

So once again, I will be extremely surprised if I have a job Monday. Maybe that's why I am looking for a "Stay-at-home" job right now. And maybe then I can get back to college since those idiotic, brainless imbeciles won't let me off to go back! That concludes my rant for the beginning of the year. Thank you.

This blog was edited by LostGal as not to offend anyone.
posted by Lost Gal 5:37 PM

10.28.2000

Ughhh... *sniffles* *coughs* *hacks* I gots a cold... I feel aweful
posted by Hoppa Joel 12:55 PM

10.23.2000

Oh, just thought I'd throw this up here, a poem I threw together in one of my depressed moods. hehe it has no title. (( why do I write poems only when depressed? )) time has passed all too fast I watched the sun, now its gone. Flowers grown, apart in winds blow, now I am alone.. I'll wilt here, in the autumn, as winter fades, my heart goes grey. I miss the springtime, so far from now, what time has taken away. ~Hoppa
posted by Hoppa Joel 5:36 PM

whats this, almost 2 months since I have said anything? Sorry =/ I have been working on a project... One I hoped I would make some money at. It looks more like 'ol Hoppa' has been workin for nothing. I re designed a website www.adellion.com hand painted some very nice web pages for them, just to find out someone from the site, didnt think the site looked proffesional. I did the art designed exactly as asked for, but this other person is whining. Go look at www.adellion.com and see if it looks proffesional or not ( like I really care at this point, since I am not getting paid ) I hve been workin witht hem to help thier online game, etc etc, doing the art and stuff... But this is 'hobby time help" and I am running our of funds. *sighs* I need a descent job! not another Ronald MacDonald type... *sends a hug to the 'always busy' Lost Gal, and understands the name now* cant never find you around! ~Hoppa
posted by Hoppa Joel 5:34 PM

9.7.2000

*grumbles* Did I ever mention my family is annoying? And backstabbing? And two-faced? Oh, well... guess that's everybody's family.
posted by Lost Gal 6:20 PM

8.25.2000

You know, I always wonder when life will make me happy again. I have nothing going right now. My Dad is dying. I am working in a place 'just to get by' I am, congradulated for my Artworks, and Poems, but, appearantly, I am not good enough. Because, when I try for something like that, a carreer that would make me happy, nothing ever amounts to it. I know, I am just whining. In my personal life, no one is here. I am alone, I I think sometimes, that I am the worlds geatest joke. When I try to be happy, everything crumbles. When I try to better myself, the floor under me collapses, and I fall through. Next, I will probably get really sick, just not sick enough to die. Because I have lived my life without injesting or drinking anything bad, or smoking. listen to me whine. *sighs* I put in for a job I am sure I wont even get a rejection email from. Sorry, I havent felt good for along time now.
posted by Hoppa Joel 6:13 PM

8.10.2000

Sorry for not posting in such a long time, been busy... too busy. Goodnight and sweet dreams, Will...Best of luck in your travels, hurry back soon. I'll miss you, my friend.
posted by Lost Gal 9:20 PM

7.21.2000

Cool Page of the Day:

Sorrow Knight Productions

Created by our very own Hoppa Joel! :P
posted by Lost Gal 9:16 PM

It's amazing, after 4 years, I'm kind of attached to my little purple Chevy... Bought it brand new for my 16th birthday... (or actually a little before) and now... trading it in for a 2000 Toyota Camry.. My little car and I have seen a lot, I'm going to miss it. :/
posted by Lost Gal 9:12 PM

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