thkieyew... master..smile*
*nods...understand what u mean..
but how come life is always so sad.
not much of a happiness...haisssss

yah i am reading ur batetime stories.:)
hey i love ur pics! i wanna put up my pics
too...but no time to meddle with it...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:55:48 PM

hey....sorry to hear abt your current plight. I believe that when you've decided on something in life, keep it deep within you and never look back. You can't go forward if you always keep glancing back.

And hey, read more BateTime stories to ease your mind awayyyyyy....ahhaha...yeah, shameless self-promo.
posted by MasterBates at 11:50:26 PM

Thx fer ur compliment supalover :)
a lil anger piece bout life...

keeping in touch with an ex is a mistake...
hmmm but to me i felt that since i spent
3 years, a large part of my life with her...
deriving to not even being friends is jus
such a sad thing...

but i do noe and understd tht there's really
no pt rewinding back and starting frm tht pt agn..
but the feeling of wondering whether the matter
is a sorta regret or a good thing...and wondering
if another choice was made what it wud have been...

posted by | cykomaniac | at 8:22:29 PM

ya know...keepin in touch w/ exs is a big mistake...unless ya into dejavu...wat's the pt? startin from the pt of life u guys paused...it's bout' time one press tha stop butt & never the play butt...like wat the seude song goes:'...you can only go so far...in ur mind...' Anyway, collateral chaos is v.nice......
posted by *superlover at 12:01:37 PM

a good ol tok with my ex on icq once again...
and amazing... we feel so much fer each other..
but yet jus not meant to be...

its amazing how u look back and realise how
childish i've been... laffs...all wrng.. wrng timing..

"if only u held on thn" she said...sigh*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:21:45 AM

beta of the new . :: collateral chaos ::. is up.
it's been so long. yes i noe... will be fine tuning it again.
there forward my blog will be down for maintainance agn
tomorrow...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:51:40 AM

test.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:06:18 AM

i am v distracted. there's dateline to projects.
yet suddenly i am very inspired to do my personal
projects, like my web. makes me v distraught....
it's so hard to concentrate with so much things
on my mind....

all this clashes in life are not jus recent, but
something built over time..friendship turned ard
calling people hypocrites, relationships turn bad,
people around upset, crying...the upcoming of a 'war'.
jus gets me thinking of life..and of everything around
me that we have all very much taken for granted...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 6:13:31 PM

rudie's barking constantly into a space in my kitchen...
i think i am going crazy...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:43:19 PM

US was attacked yesterdae. ppl were seen jumping
off the twin towers panicky..New York jus looks like
a shot from a warlorn country.

would bush claim that it was the arabians who did it?
point finger brainlessly? declare the 'war' was planned
by the muslims? would there be a wwIII, a religion war.

shud the world be entitled on voting fer america's presidency?
an asshole and it cud kill the entire world.

sigh... war's coming...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:04:07 AM

is it so hard to get someone to come out fer a drink?
i am so down in my luck. i am so pissed.

watched Artificial Intelligence today
halfway through the show and i was already fidgeting.
so much effort was out into the beginning of the show,
the portion where it all suddenly became abstract and the
show dragged till 2000 years later only to fit the aliens in
was jus plain ridiculous. a waste to a great idea fer a story.

the shoot and props were kinda interesting but watching
an entire show shot in tht dreamy lighting was completely
tiring. and i din quite understand why there was this scene
where the super hi contrast of David running back into the hse.

the aliens were jus dumb.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:59:06 PM

i was spooked.
i was at a unclean chalet ova the weekend.
the v old telecoms chalet... and when we
were in the room, with mahjong sound
filling the air. my fren's auntie and
parents heard sounds from the rm right
at the end...they heard sounds of breathing
and manny ppl moving around.. and had thought
my fren brought many of her frens home..
only to realised there's really no one in
the rooms..

the 3 dogs were acting weird..rudie kept sitting
at the door looking farnie not wanting to slp.
and the silky terrier kept marching on the spot.
they din wander far not towards the rm the whole
time we were there..

i came home from over the weekend and did not
realise anything till my fren told me..her auntie
heard things..thn i started to realise why my dog
was acting weird..since we were back frm the chalet.

last night. i was on my pc at the back of the house
till 4am.. getting my things done..on my way back
to slp, i walked pass the kitchen, and found the
smoke sucker thingee on.. there was quite a loud
roaring and the orange light was on. i got a shock
but i was too tired to react.. jus tot my mom fergot
to off it frm frying fried rice..

today, i ask my mom.. she was sure she offed it.

fuck.. then she ask whether i had brought unclean things
home.. rudie cries weird recently, sorta like a howling.
and he sticks to corners.. not wanting to wander around
the kitchen much..........

my mom's gonna go pray fer me tml...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:20:01 PM

Its time to believe in Horoscopes again.

Pisces
emotional and imaginative, you have a rich
inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive
and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.

You are capable of giving selflessly, living a life of
devoted and compassionate service to others.you
tend to give indiscriminately, to let others take
advantage of your kindness, and to encourage
the weak to remain so by becoming dependent
upon you. You have little sense of boundaries,
of limits, of knowing when to say "no".

You are more of a poet than a rational scientist,
for your mind does not function in a strictly logical,
linear fashion.The language of music, art, or poetry
is natural to you, and you are also able to think in
highly abstract and symbolic terms.Translating your
thoughts and impressions into concrete, everyday
language may be difficult for you at times and
consequently you may appear less intelligent or at
least less quick-witted and verbal than others.

able to sense what others' thoughts and feelings are,
even before they say anything to you. You often form
an opinion about a person or situation without much
factual knowledge of them, and your impressions are
usually correct.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:13:06 AM

i am a serious and pessimistic thinker.
which i jus got to know last nite.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:34:26 PM

in within jus a 3 day of not contacting someone.
alot could have happened. one could have gotten a
promotion, could have met with an accident and in
hospital...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:16:48 PM

my qns: differences when one turns 21.

friend A: i dun noe why but when i turned 21 ....feel that my life changed....
some stuff for the worst. Some stuff for better....very different now. but got
nothing to do with what i do. It just happens. about not wanting to care so
much. yah. in terms of my friends. other than that...about the same.

friend B: erm......it was really diff coz i had more responsibility, of coz felt
tired coz been doing somany things wan to be happy but kinda diff coz
life is never smooth i always have this in mi as long as i'm happy i dun
bother bout wat ppl think so dun bother too much and u'll be happier,
slightly at least

u have different views? mail me ba... hais... i jus noe i felt v tired... v sad..
i had lil strength to strud on... i felt u jus noe it when u are 21, u become
physically more tired, mentally exhausted... and u jus noe one thing. u
needed v much to be happy..

and tht someone 20 of age told me not everyone feels tht way. tht such
things dun benchmark at 21, n doesn't come with age. to me everything
comes with age.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:27:24 AM

had a very heavy tok with a friend about relationships.
fer the first time. i listen to someone 20 years of age.
tok to me about different perceptions of life.

she told me tht every INDIVIDUAL is different. i mus
learn to see from their POV, to understand, adapt
and conform...to make things work out.

i felt there courting was purely a process of putting on
a frnt. and i insisted on not doing that, i insisted on bein
myself. and the person wud have to love me seeing what
kinda person i am. and not putting on a mask everytime,
thn after she say i changed. how come i am not so sweet
animre blah blah blah...but she told me her POV was tht
not everyone thinks like i do. i am jus an individual. fer her
she thinks tht courtship is about a person putting on tht frnt.
and tht everyone has different expectations.

she told me to court the person i have to reach her expectations.
thn will i attain the person. which i disagree cos i wud then
be unhappy. and i wud have not been myself. she said being
happy when in love with a person is only a bliss.

so it concludes, i shud be more understanding, shud give in more,
shud stop doing what i am happy with, and jus take it fer the time
being. being upset is absolutely okie when courting. hmmm

wud then all the ppl who are courting be sad and all that who are courted
shud by right be happier..

i felt like what i feel really dun matter.. my aim is jus to make someone
else happy... and yet no one shud can or will understand tht i jus feel
so tired. felt like my existence dun matter. my feelings dun matter.
jus as long everyone is happy. noe one will care aniwaes.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:54:51 AM

a chat between me n kox.
kox: (3:22 AM) yah...life goes on normal....for them.
me: (3:22 AM) hmm... *frown*
kox: (3:23 AM) i think some of them have their life planned even before turning 21.
me: (3:23 AM) yah.... and i find it amazing tht being 21 din change their life
me: (3:23 AM) 21 to me. i was sad.
me: (3:24 AM) i suddenly felt alot of weight on my shoulder... i felt tired..
kox: (3:24 AM) but why do u feel that way? That you're tired. and sad?
me: (3:24 AM) i needed v much to not care n be happy...
me: (3:24 AM) cos maybe life started early fer me... n i was tired by then?
me: (3:24 AM) maybe i see things too seriously...
kox: (3:25 AM) i think you see things too seriously.
me: (3:25 AM) hmmm...... smthing else to think about..
kox: (3:26 AM) you're the kind who thinks alot issit?
me: (3.28 AM) dunnoe. i jus found out maybe i am...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:38:22 AM

3 fucking days have passed.
she din call. she din fucking call..

over the weekend after the late night
@ mad monks, i headed down early to the
doggie olympics @ plaza singapura with
Rudie.

left fer a fren's chalet after that and
i spent the weekend there, disturbed,
upset and kinda quiet...

by sunday my wisdom tooth was bothering me
badly and i fell sick with flu..i lay in
bed and looked at my fone.. she still din
call me...

posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:40:40 PM

Greendonkey is LIVE! Please support, thanx!
posted by *superlover at 1:02:17 PM

*pinches aloof*
wat serve him right! aiyee*

Nick Warren featuring Simon Blackjack
@ centro was quite good. i like the
look of centro itself, the concept was very
mmuch like overseas clubs, and the view was
jus excellent. i stayed till the end and i
actually knocked out till three before i
woke up. hahaha* zombed out.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:48:15 PM

Oh gawd...silly dog. serves him right.
posted by aLoof at 10:08:10 AM

finally the stress the ova, my study leave's here.

jus as i was typing this. my lil silly rudie boy
who was supposed slpin by my leg was biting on the wire
of my lava lamp without my knowing.and fer a moment i
heard a sound and saw him tongue stuck on a wire, his
eyeball rolled up and he jus couldn't let go, tht very
moment i panicked and pulled him, thank god the electricity
din get to me.. i felt the electricity go thru him...
i almost cried... he ran screaming badly round my room...
and now he has a stinky smell in his mouth.. think he
burnt his tongue.. oh god..
posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:03:59 AM

*tickles*

where have u been gal? living on water, bread n love?
no mre music, beer and frens? hehe
posted by aLoof at 9:49:11 AM

muhahaha yesh mr bates?
feeling better now? hee*

am loboing from a corner of the classrm
in school.. hahah shhh...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:48:46 PM

... think he's back from masterbatin... must be feelin better now...
posted by *superlover at 12:38:50 PM

Block annoying banner ads forever.
Can surf porn websites better now...hahah

u are ALIVE! mr bates!
posted by MasterBates at 1:18:04 PM

i am bursting with stress feeling all vexed up,
and moody alot recently, walked a long way from
boatquay to zouk! jus 2 days ago... yes i was
feeling tht lousi.

i terribly need to party, have some loud music,
have some screaming friends around me, and i
can drink with no more worries...

posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:23:53 PM

supalover: oh no.. sounds bad...i have gotten lost touch
to the outside working world, still deterioating hur.. .
dun worry too much ba...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:20:15 PM

... i'm definately in trouble... my studio's having a pay cut & retrenchment part2 has started...
posted by *superlover at 6:12:22 PM

my favourite song has got to be Trouble by coldplay.
excellent excellent score.

to someone:
In a haze, a stormy haze,
I’ll be round, I’ll be loving you always, always,
Here I am and I'll take my time,
Here I am and I’ll wait in line always, always.

Parachutes, Coldplay.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 7:06:55 PM

ON shoot at chinatown, i got myself 2CDs.

Coldplay, Parachutes.
like pink floyd, i like the way it brings the mood
out of a sort of 60s kinda culture. decided on
having a copy myself.

Faithless, Outrospective
i got the limited edition copy, yet to listen to it
but i noe its good.

i am enjoying my read about how music had influenced
people in their dressings, back in the 50s and 60s. the
rock n roll culture, beatles, and the kinda music beatniks
listened to. life's all a revolution cycle, we are moving back
into understanding n adapting retro. cultures always intrigue
me.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 6:50:15 PM

cool local site

i saw u crossing the road at paya lebar with ur gf
yesterday. *smile* i passed my in a cab on way to skool
posted by *superlover at 11:14:53 AM

3 days more to pay day and allowance day. damn*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 9:49:04 AM

i haven't been blogging for a few days now.
been so busy, my bones ache to the core.
i am werking at nike again, n i have a dateline
coming soon. i think i am dying.

Animation Studio
In Temasek Polytechnic, School of Design.
Great memories there, pics by Blaue Reiter

posted by | cykomaniac | at 10:39:01 PM

lan diao in school*

posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:33:07 PM

i am a proud left hander!
was at the national library yesterdae, supposedly
doing my homework, and having a 'balanced' life
when i came across this book,

The Left Handed Syndrome - The Causes and Consequences
of Left Handedness by Stanley Coren

Left Handed People are linked to Neurosis, rebellion,
creativity, artistic, music ability, mental retardation,
criminality, homosexuality, genius, and empathy.

seen as a nasty habit, social inconvenience and labeled
as a mark of devil. satan is always seen blessing his
believers with his left hand. e.g as seen in tarot cards,
all the evil sides hold an object on their left hand.

left- Lyft ( meaning weak and broken )

Defined by Oxford English Dictionary as crippled,defective
,awkward, clumsy.

yes, left handers are being seen as abnormal, weird, sign
of the bad, devil or an insult. the word left basically
means anything bad from ugly, uncouth, maladriot, deceitful,
stupid, dishonest, sinister to sneaky.

but the fact is it is all a prejudice. what's outta the norm
is always something bad. well get this clear.i am left handed
and i am lesbian. but i am human.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:14:18 AM

Free flow and no cover charge @ mohamad sultan
on wednesday was pure luxury* 5 housepour saved
me 12 x 5 - 60 bucks! hahah boy i am happy*
Guys, sorry it's ladies night. hehe* my friend
got drunk on 7 housepours including rum and din
spent a cent! hahaha*

posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:02:29 AM

cool upcoming events to catch

Zouk Presents Technics World DJ Championships 2001 Singapore Finals
Saturday 25.08.01 Heats 8pm, Finals 10.30pm followed by Aldrin.

Levi's presents Nick Warren (uk)
06.09.01 Thursday @ centro, one fullerton.
10-3am $20/with a free drink and free flow
remy silver.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:33:54 AM

i realised i haven done a shit for a week.
i have gotta work hard for the coming week. the uk
lecturer's comin again tomorrow. oh man...where has
my concentration gone to? shitz. and yet i keep feeling
tired and not know why...

while i was lazing around:
http://www.bjork.com
as strongly recommended by masterbates.
http://www.hi-res.net
they did requiem of a dream. which won many awards.
http://www.crushed.co.uk
http://www.soulbath.com

posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:24:35 AM

mood: lousy.
was downstairs my hse after coming back from winebar@ zouk,
and oranxe, karmy n me (+rudie) sat by my poolside till 630am.
i was totally exhausted.woke up @ 2 only to get some trashing
from mom about coming home so late, i got so pissed i went back
to slp. woke up @ 5 oni to realise i have yet eaten lunch.
mad me lunch and finally i am feeling a lil happier.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 6:02:57 PM

i kinda like orb and milkbar.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 5:59:20 PM

wacky one liners -got them from my inbox.

I was born intelligent - education ruined me.
----------------------------------------------------
If it's true that we are here to help others,
then, what exactly are the others here for?
----------------------------------------------------
Since light travels faster than sound, people appear
bright until you hear them speak.
----------------------------------------------------
How come "abbreviated" is such a long word ?
----------------------------------------------------
Save water. Shower with your girl friend.
----------------------------------------------------
Success is a relative term. It brings so many relatives.
----------------------------------------------------
Never put off the work till tomorrow
----------------------------------------------------
It needs darkness to develop
----------------------------------------------------
"Your future depends on your dreams"
so go to sleep.
----------------------------------------------------

posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:34:44 PM

smoking time bomb:
2 million people will die annually till 2025
By Mid century, 100 million would have died.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 7:11:27 PM

The Health Minister Lim Hng Kiang demurred,
arguing that breast screenings were already heavily
subsidised.We draw your attention to the Minister's
'final words' at the end of the piece:
"Save on one hairdo and use the money for breast screening"

It is a sweeping and blatantly unfair response to
Dr Neo's effort at arguing her point and, dismisses
her arguments in high-handed fashion.

this raised many retorts and anger from the feminist
community. i personally am very angry with his brainless
comment. sue me.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 7:05:44 PM

worst fashion award goes to the woman i saw
@ orchard mrt infront of me, clad in a sphagetti top, a
big jnco skater jeans and a white sandal strap platforms.
she's carrying a typical leather haversack. owmigawd*
skater jeans with sphag top n platforms???

i just went to cut my hair today (pro-trim), my hairstylist,
kef, gave me a new cut, away from the nike haircut, he
gave me a short snip long layered spike look. i really
like the haircuts he gives. i am jus typically lazi and let
him decide watever he wanna cut fer me. niwaes, he
noes i dun like ger cuts,haha so i am happy. n of course
nt fergetting the ah lian who scratches my scalp so badly
all the dead cells are in her fingernails, and amazingly
ask me very pain issit? duh*

posted by | cykomaniac | at 6:50:56 PM

... a cool lego sexhouse... *must be above legal age of 18 to enter!
posted by *superlover at 5:17:51 PM

... sorry 2 take so f**kin looooooong to link U 2 superlover... proud 2 have U as a superfriend!

i am linked to the great superlover site! thanks! *honoured*
posted by *superlover at 1:58:27 PM

supershibuya..... boy, do u miss tokyo?... i'm starting to feel nostaglic...

my friends after coming says wanna migrate ova! aiyooh haha
i do miss it a lil, if only there's a place, hkg and tokyo combine, i
will stay there. hiaks hiaks*
posted by *superlover at 5:52:22 PM

i hafta write my thesis. i hafta write my thesis.
i hafta write my thesis. i hafta write my thesis.
i hafta write my thesis. i hafta write my thesis.

i hafta stop playing. shitz._stress*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:02:01 AM

http://t_cude.tripod.com/.a must see! a talented boy*
mark this name, Ray Toh.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:36:01 AM

Its been sometime now, check out these great links:
http://www.torisukoshiro.com.Wicked anime.
http://cmart.design.ru.Conclave Obscurum.
http://lookandfeel.com.nice company site.

The Audition R(A)
This japanese movie has a very strong message about men
sexually abusing children. done very abstractly, yet the
message seems shouting in your face. Very grosse, the
female lead in the show, due to trauma from being sexually
abused by uncle when young turns sadis and takes revenge on
men who wants sex by looking for girls through 'auditions'.
The irony was that the producer, was a good man and due to
friend's suggestion took the advice to look fer a wife though
audition manner. yet when a prob starts to arise, the friend
advises against it and he was too obsessed to listen.

scenes presented randomly,feel the pain, n the torture through
the eyes of the girl.message: feel the pain i went through when
all you wanted from me was sex. feel the pain yet not able to speak
about it. experience the trauma of pain i went through.

watch out for the female lead, poking his eyes with needles, and
going "kichii kichii kichii (deeper deeper deeper)" and smiling to
herself. also when she uses a wire and says: i heard this cuts though
meat n bone easily. Smiles and cuts a head from her uncle, and
the producer's leg with a squish. *pukes*

posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:45:42 AM

was at the Nation's Pride Party held @ sentosa,
and who did i see? my lecturer! hmmmmmm* she smiled
awkwardly and said:"guess i dun have to ask why u are
here hur?" hahahaha* and i said: "i shudn't noe why
u are here then." muahaha*

felt the party was v well planned. had bbq, free drinks
and fruits at the chillout area, there was a gay disco,
and a les disco, we were given tags with nos, and description
of our own choice to wear, mine said : Virgin. muahhahaha
There was this guy wearing one tht says cumsucker. woah*
they had some tht says, assbandit, chick, femme, faghag,
toyboy, etc. tsk tsk tsk.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:18:30 AM

aiyah... sorry... the family tickets is 4 2 adults & 2 children...

cyko: ahahaha 2 children?? ahahah where pock out wan? heheh
posted by *superlover at 12:13:29 PM

okieee! get thm n can say i am onz. :)
famiy tickets ahahah still making me laff..!
whos papa? whos mama?
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:19:01 PM

dun know leh... getting *aloof & *masterbates... *chao?
posted by *superlover at 3:22:19 PM

womad's here again? share a family ticket? ahahah i dun mind!!
i dunnoe about my skool though...anione else onz?
posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:34:06 PM

*womad's comin again, anybody wanna share the family tickets? better still... who can get discount%... R U going cykomaniac? school got discount right?!?...hehehe...
posted by *superlover at 11:10:26 AM

An article i got from miuprint to share: i tot it was hilariously interesting tot to ponder abt.
what's art?
Art was making something, both with your hands and with your mind. Picasso made a statement, a scene, and so he was an artist. But he was also a painter; he dabbled with brushes and that sticky gooey stuff that comes in colours you can mix. And people looked at his paintings, they marvelled at his mind and his hands, that they could come together and create something to share with everyone else. But today, all it takes is a girl spending three whole days in bed sleeping (read The Straits Times, June 29th 2001 edition) to pass her finals at art school. Since when did art become so sickeningly abstract and complicated, so hilariously self-involved and pretentious that everything, from sleeping to pissing to flinging elephant dung on the Virgin Mary, becomes it? It’s no wonder that art has become parodied, a shell of a reflection of our confused times. If art ever belonged to the masses, it’s evidently been kidnapped and raped by these arrogant bastards and twisted into something only a hyperactive crack addict would understand.

Is that all art has become? Another exhibitionist freak show, except this time, all we’re showing is how stupid and perverted the human mind can sometimes be.

Modern art is supposed to break new ground, which is why it’s called modern in the first place. But all we’re doing is banging our heads against a wall, while the man in the street (bless his tolerant little soul) watches in amusement and says, ‘Ever see anyone look as stupid as that? Art, that’s what it’s called. I sure as hell don’t understand it."

Having said all that, I have to admit, not all art right now is bad; there are lots of good artists around, breaking new ground in the traditional way of working their asses off (whether by painting, or carving, or using computers) and thinking seriously about their work. And then there are those who are just out for the camera flashes and magazine interviews. They want to explain the importance of their sofa and the bag of chips strewn on it. And that is what some people call art. Inspirational, beautiful, thought-provoking, unusual, witty, poignant, filled with the pathos of humankind. Bizarre, shock-a-minute, vaguely anorexic deadbeat arrangements of various household items.

Oh, yeah, art.

That was the thing that got killed this millennium.

The truth is, art has become isolated. How many modern artists now could garner admiration if their pieces were shown to an average person? The average person would probably think,

‘Fuck it, I’m either a moron for not understanding anything, or maybe what I’m seeing is just a really bad dream. I think I’ll go fantasise about Angelina Jolie’s ass right now."

You can’t arrange your fingernail clippings in the shape of a pregnant cow and imagine that you’re being incredibly deep; like it or not, inaccessible art that took little or no real effort or thought doesn’t deserve the tag of ‘art’. When I was in secondary school, I was an art student. Our teacher showed us paintings from Maoist China, and we gaped at Picasso’s genius and Degas’ little ballet girls. Most, if not all, of us were average people, philistines, silly little pinheads just looking for a pass grade and a way to avoid sawing wood in the technical workshops or slaving over a stove in the Home Economics room. But we were amazed; we liked, we appreciated the paintings and sculptures that we saw, and maybe even carried around their memories for a while. I find it strange now that we never really saw any modern art, but I conclude that it was a good thing that we didn’t, because if we had seen it, we’d probably think seriously about dropping art to take Food and Nutrition instead

posted by | cykomaniac | at 7:59:58 PM

but they are cool...and catchy... :/

cyko: i must agree with that. ahahaa*
posted by aLoof at 10:24:19 AM

national day's approaching, the homeland songs are
repeating on the various channels are the same time
such tht u can't escape it thinking u can channel surf
awae. shit. we are forced to hear them sing about
lovely singapore.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:38:00 AM

i went suntanning today. *big grinz*
brought phoebe n rudie out to pet safari too.
and i was hairdresser/groomer to both doggies.
i am doing quite a good job outta it. ahaha maybe
i shud part-time lol* anione nids doggie grooming
service??
posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:32:07 PM

How To Tell If Your Head's About To Blow Up
ahahaha... tht's a realli good article. so nw i noe. :)
thanks fer blogging! hehehe*

Planet MG @ zouk was nt bad, the event was early,
poool table set up on the dance flr, oreos, pizza, free
alcohol, fruit punches, brownies n even bread with jam
cud be eaten free on th dance flr of zouk. there were 2
realli good uk djs playing, it was a pity there was no area
for dancing.

so there we were people watching. the best
part was i spotted people whom i knew, at the scene
cos it was cool to be there, but what were they caught
doing? applying strwberry jam in the middle of the dance
floor to their bread! ohmigawd. tht, seen at zouk by ppl u
noe was unglam. n the look on their faces, like "woah*
free food!* and bz munchin away in open view to all at zouk!

posted by | cykomaniac | at 8:53:55 PM

School must be fun. i wish i was back in school though...anyway take care of your head like i do with my little head. If not ....
posted by aLoof at 4:50:11 PM

school's a lil diff. very like what i read in story books. short hours.
so much freedom. smoke by the school gates. lockers... tutorials...

alot of conceptual thinking, lateral thinking, thinking outta the box,
brainstorming, woah* my blain's gonna blow. v v v much diff from TP.
i had always wanted something like this. but woah...much too creative!
and its scary hw some ppl out there have so much ideas! but its good
something new i guesss.

2nd week into school. i am still in a daze. i can't believe i am doing a
degree now. shit its different.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:39:39 PM

Details on PlanetMG 1st Anniversary @ zouk
The basement. Brendon P.

Phuture: Andrew Chow vs Platonic Lab from melbourne
Winebar: Tony Tay (funk and soul)

PlanetMG 1st Anniversary - "The Basement"
a pleasure den of smooth and electrfying vibes. A night
of fly entertainment with Plutonic Lab(futuristic hip hop)
and Mimesis (progressive house), the portal's newest
dance artistes from australia. Hosted by zouk and Trigger.

as adapted from zouk info.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:36:29 PM

Quote of the day:
"Opinions are like assholes, Everyone's got one."

Been some time, here's links fer u guys again!

some old links:
http://www.ministryofsound.co.uk
http://www.zoukclub.com
http://www.mobiledisco.com

new links:
selfdepo - design through emotions
Pixelbreaker - Fast and interesting flash!
Rustboy -Highlighted link fer all 3D designers!
fantastic character design and modeling!

i have to write a report on the development of a new
youth culture based on william burrough's cut-up and
fold-in technique... anione has info to volunteer to add
to my report may email me..v much appreciated!

posted by | cykomaniac | at 11:15:40 PM

programme of the week
3 August - Planet MG @ zouk (9-11pm)
7 August - Herstory nite @ zouk
8 August - Pride Party @ sentosa
9 August - National Day
woah*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:22:44 PM

outta my heavy, hmwork schedule, i managed to sneak
my way to zouk, with miao, kat and some gers from
moviola... went phuture and zouk. danced till almost 3.
it has been some time since i had actually done tht.
and last nite i was so tempted to join. ahaha.

while i was on the danceflr of zouk, dancin to the mixes
of the new resident DJ Brendon P. there was this couple
right nxt to me, the ger was drunk. the guy was taking
advantage, his hands were all over her. the ger, kept
trying to lift her skirt, screaming away, getting all horny
in public, making orgasm sounds giving love bites...
creating a scene, the ger was totally humilating herself.
she kept wnating people to touch her, n clinging onto
guys. all the guys were happily watching her.

the chinese guy who was with her, was enjoying the way
she behave. and din wanna stop her n lead her on, even
whn people or friends came in to pull them apart to stop
the commotion.

at one point the ger, motioned fer a caucasian to her, (getting
all super horny) and the caucasian pushed a indian next to him
to the girl. the indian guy, looking all perverted, went up and put
his hands all over her, trying to hug her n all. it was a v bad scene.

a guy pushed the indian guy away. he wanted more. goddamit.
the whole commotion disrupted our dancing mood, till the bouncer
came and ask people to tow the both of them away.

woah..

posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:58:38 PM

dunnoe lehs i think the are better dressed n have nicer
clothes to wear! hehehee* i love their levis! but so damn
fucking ex. shibuya 109 which was supposed to be the
most trendy was like wah... ahahah trendy meh???

a nice tee costs 4900 YEN...! oh man...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 7:45:41 PM

welcome back *cyko... hows tha gals...hehehe...KAWAII !!!!!
posted by *superlover at 3:27:01 PM

thanx fang :)
school starts today
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:04:01 AM

welcome back!
posted by re : fang at 12:13:13 PM

i am back, i am finally back!
the tokyo trip was a good experience but i feel
it cud be better. well, some tips here fer people
who wanna go tokyo in the near future.

1. it is fucking hot there, at the time of the year.
34 degrees celsius on one of the days!

2. the subways are horrifying! always have a
subway map with u.

3. harajuku's the best place to buy ur clothings.
shibuya or shinjuku ain't as interesting.

4. prepare a 150 sing dollar fer the aha disney
trip. magical, the parades' the best but i guess
i've outgrown mickey.

5. bring a total of 1500 sing dollars to spend.
i spent 800, and it was a worrying kinda situtation.
had cheap cheap food, not japan cusine tasting..
their average really cool shirt is about 4900YEN.
a cool bottom at 8800YEN. 1000YEN=15 sing dollar.

there were so much nice clothes i saw, heir nike carry drifit at
oni 30 sing dollar! and even carries swimsuits! but everything
was either outta budget or i had not so much to spend... sigh*
wat the heck, i wil go again when i go have 1500 sing dollar
to spare. ahahaha*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:22:57 AM

Tokyo here i come!

5 days.... i will be back on tuesday. thx supalover,
i will chk out the vinylrecord shops ! and yups will
have a map whereever i go! smile n thx master!
gonna miss my lil rudie...

cya guys when i am back! keep chatting!

All the best to my friends who are playing in
this year's Jim Beam 9Pool Championship!
posted by | cykomaniac | at 4:20:59 PM

remember to check out their vinylrecord shop, ron... & don't get lost in their subways...
posted by *superlover at 12:31:32 PM

Have a great trip to the land of the rising sun!
posted by MasterBates at 1:25:50 AM

9Pool World Championships.
For those who have SCV at home, there's a
World Pool Tournament to watch out fer. its
from last sunday til this sunday.

My friend's competing in a 9pool competition
tomorrow at 7.30pm. all the luck to her! too bad
i can't go support, hope to see her n my other friend
in the finals when i am back!
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:34:06 PM

i am SO into chinese RnB singing recently.
its a pity there are jus countable chinese singers
doing rnb. yupps... another deeper understanding
of a new genre of music. Jay and Tension's really
quite good.

I am still sick, and so the boring blogs. been dwn since
sunday. i have to get well fer my trip. have already
changed my yen today. i feel rich, ahhaa...

posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:23:18 AM

i thought i was happy. i thought i had a good day.
but turned out we shudn't tok no mre.

posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:09:36 AM

its the last sunday i have in singapore before
i start school. and my friend Christina turns 21
today.

i have been feeling down since 2 weeks ago.
and i need to do something about it before i
leave fer japan, no matter wat the answer wil
be. sigh*

the feeling sucks, makes me depressed mosta
the time. bottomed up 4 volka yesterdae and
my body went all weak. too much late nites,
the sudden rush of alcohol, and shit i was all
dizzy and tired. buzz was quite a good place
but the ahbengs with their 'chants and whistling'
sure spoilt it all.

"I'm like a bird...dunnoe where my soul is, i
dunnoe where my home is..."~nelly furtado

posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:46:22 PM

For everyone's info - and action, of course!

Party like never before! You're proud. Of your country. Of your community. Of
who you are. Well, boys and girls, this is the time to come out and celebrate
our strength, individuality and utter fabulousness in Singapore's first ever
National Pride Party!

8th August 2001, 9pm to 5am, Fantasy Island/Sentosa

So make your plans now, because on this night, we're gonna make history.
3 Separate Zones
Zone 1 - Womyns Zone
Zone 2 - Boyz Zone
Zone 3 - Chillout

9pm Miss Divastating 2001
Showtimes through the night

Ticketing Information:
Limited presale tickets to go on sale very soon.
$27 limited pre-sales tickets available at Niche, Taboo, Why Not, Ritz Salon
(Pacific Plaza), Oppt Shop (Heeren), Hana Florist (Liang Court)

$35 at the gate (cash only)
(tickets do not include entry to Sentosa)
Inclusive of first drink by Remy Silver

Condoms Save Lives. Part of proceeds benefits Action for AIDS Singapore
For the latest info: www.fridae.com/nation/nationindex.php
:: Wear your pride in RED & WHITE ::
posted by | cykomaniac | at 5:55:00 AM

events coming up
Recycled Loops @ Zouk
William Blake @ dbl O
posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:55:12 AM

Guess who i found in my guestbook?Rethinkfx
a site by my 3D lecturer, Ben Cowell! He's werking in
Sydney now, and i sure was surprised he signed my
guestbook! how did he get my url?
posted by | cykomaniac | at 2:50:43 AM

Finally found time to watch Memento today. Tried not to twitch
eyes for whole length of movie. Think the editing is prodiguously
good. Well...would have made a very pleasant movie experience
had the 2 guys sitting behind me not keep repeating " Wha biangz!
Liao luii ! ( waste money ! ) ". Heck.

shit i am lagging. i wanna watch tht too! sigh...
another show a friend, masterbates recommended
Requiem
a. A mass for a deceased person.
b. A musical composition for such a mass.
c. A hymn, composition, or service for the dead.

Requiem For A Dream has got to be the most compelling
and mesmerising movie I've seen this year. I have no idea what
the story is about, I remembered only the poster hanging at
Orchard Cineplex. And after the first 15 minutes, it's about drugs
and I know how the story ends like. But this movie weaves like
magic. You'll feel for all the characters in the movie, whether they
steal to get money to buy the drugs or in the case of the girlfriend,
whoring herself to get money and drugs. And the mother who lives
alone who decides to lose weight after a phonecall saying that she
will appear on television. She too went to extremes just to fit into
her fav red dress. And the music is really nice....aggresive violins
with electro beats in the background. If you like morbid, dark story,
this gem of a movie is showing at Orchard Cineplex.

And then there's the website. You will appreciate the site only after
you have watched the movie. It a brilliant piece of work, not in terms
of graphics used but the idea behind the site. And it won the D&D
Silver Award for this site. Designed by Hi-Res.
as quoted from masterbates.blogspot.com
posted by Der Blaue Reiter at 11:39:15 PM

Time check: 2.47pm
mood: abit tired with nothing to look forward to
fag: 1 already ( no.good)

ahaha sorry but i am inspired by the Bridget Jones Diary
thingee.. ahah cos i had been reading it yesterdae. it's
a real hilarious read. :)

yesterdae was quite an eventful dae fer a jobless kid like me.
i was at laselle handing in my school fees fer the new sem.
thn i headed dwn to bugis by BUS. yes, people who noes me
noe i seldom take bus. but i actually did n i was feeling kinda
proud of myself. muahaha* no MRT in mounbatten.

and ended up not meeting a fren i was supposed to meet...
due to unforseen circumstances, n i headed to Kino bought
the Bridget Jones Diary,and sat n read till i met aloof at 7.30pm.

had like so many drinks i went home pee n pee n pee...!
1. Medium ice lemon tea from macs
2. one cup of pepsi
3. one glass of iced mocha
4. one glass of kilkenny
5. 2 glasses of plain water

i thought i was gonna die from water bloating.

was at sound bar @ liquid rm with aloof n masterbates.
thn i headed dwn Tajie to wait fer my fren n i end up toking
till 7am in the morning with her. woah*

posted by | cykomaniac | at 3:05:36 PM

shiok lah... now got LCD already... i only got a
2nd hand TV in my room...

but i dun even have a 2nd hand tv in my rm....
posted by *superlover at 11:45:28 AM

It feels real good to have a clear vision once again!
my old Philips monitor spoiled and cos i got into uni,
my dad gave me a new 15 inch LCD Apple Studio
Display for my G4. Hooray* and it sure feels good
to see things clear all over again! the last monitor
was giving a headache..... fonts all going blurry..

A Digital LCD sure makes fonts look real pretty!
posted by | cykomaniac | at 12:50:54 AM

The Perception Project.
Enter ur photo and a perception ppl have of u which u think is false.

Design Crimes.
Design gone wrong.

Grrl Project.
Interesting project for ger designers.

holominds.
excellent splash design!

The problem with Flash
So you're using Flash on your site. Does it make your site
more interactive? Does it keep the file size of your site
small? Is your site more usable because of your wise
use of Flash? Do you have any experience designing
with motion and sound? If you answered no to these
questions, Flash isn't for you, and your site probably
sucks.
posted by | cykomaniac | at 8:43:45 PM

Time Check: 8.33pm
venue: some cybercafe in tampines pavilion

yes, once again i am here at a cybercafe, cos my friend
wanst to play counter strike. my ear's aching from all the
blasting sounds from computers all around me as i type
silently... argh*

i dun understand why ppl enjoy such noise so much. and
the game's real dizzy. someone pls tell me.... *frown*
posted by | cykomaniac | at 8:37:43 PM

hihi??
cykomaniac: hihi! welcum to earth mr rei.
posted by evil rei at 11:12:47 PM

Wha...degree course...*green with envy* I'm at least 2 years away from that,
not even talking about if i'm financially well off enough to do one. Still...Shinjuku !
Yes...actually if its possible...can you help me get one subway ticket from
shinjuku station ? Because that really ties in with what I did for my FYP...and
I miss school...want to keep it as a memento. *gets greedy* And if you do go
to Shinjuku...there's a multi-storied Kinokuniya bookstore there...can help me
get some graphic books ? *hehehe...*

cykomaniac: the course is only a year so i would say its quite affordable,
and as for the shinjuku station tics, i try to get one fer u lar. :) but fer books..
hehehe i dun think so cos i wanna buy lotsa things!! wait my luggage can't lock!
ahahahah*
posted by Der Blaue Reiter at 10:32:22 AM

yoyoz! Hi Reiter.
here's Reiter, my good'ol classmate.

Timecheck:12.48.
Blasting: John Lennon's Jealous Guy

yes, i am finally going japan, who else has been ther?
am sure u will be able to go one day too! ooooh* checked
out ur page! yep am going to shinjuku, harajuku... maybe
i can give u some of the pics i take frm there too whn i
return?

looks outta the window, with music blasting.. hmm.
i am still in a state of shock not believing i am doing
my degree studies in 15 days time. thinking back, where
a degree almost seems so distant so impossible. thn,
it strikes me tht i am aging...i really detest tht thought,
but i guess its happening.. hmm... *feeling oh so nolstagic*

muahaha....forgive my sentimentals...
posted by | cykomaniac | at 1:01:27 AM