I had a blast!! Damn, was it a good weekend. Played a song for her that sums what I think up. She kinda liked it!! Phil Perry .. "Blowing my mind"
posted by Femi Olugbesan 8/21/2000 6:31:37 AM
Ok, so what's wrong with me? I haven't called mum in like forever. Anyway, feeling guilty, I called mother today and she seemed very happy to hear from me. It feels soo good to make someone's day, especially a loved one. I should try this more often. At last, Friday is nearing slowly but surely. I can't wait to see that lovely smile once again. Geez, I'm getting all giddy just thinking about it. I need to find a way to curb this effect this woman has on me. Ya'll it's a funny thing how defensive women get. I was at this customer site today in Rock Hill, SC. Now I live in Charlotte, so I don't really know of any good places to eat at in Rock Hill. A client I had chatted with briefly earlier seemed to be deep in thought about something. I figured if I ask this woman to have lunch with me, she may feel better. Now my only motive was to share a smile and hopefully make her day better but dang, was I in for a rude awakening. "I have a boyfriend" she snapped after I asked her to do lunch. First taken aback, I gathered my composure and asked, "what does lunch have to do with a boyfriend?" Hmm!! Maybe that was some kinda defense mechanism or maybe she was just so damn egotistical, she thought every man want to hit on her. At any rate, it was a good laugh. Women, I may never understand them.
posted by Femi Olugbesan 8/16/2000 5:17:39 PM
Hmm! Another tusedday evening. I am soo looking forward to Friday evening. Why? Well, I get to drive a few miles to go see someone that makes my heart race like it's accelerator is broken. I have no Idea why I feel this way. I must say, it's awesome. A feeling I have never once experienced. I am liking it but, ah!! the famous "but". I am afraid that it will all end someday. I don't know how I would feel but I know it would not feel good though. U know, the feeling you had when U were little and your favorite aunty who always brought you a really nice gift is leaving. U feel down, left out, neglected and all. For sake of avoiding this feeling, I have chosen to be extremely carefull. I refuse to let myself hang there and be dropped like I had no significance. Not that I think she would do that, but U never know. I will do one thing though. I will enjoy her at everychance I get. I will try to appease her so that the aformentioned feeling never shows it's ugly face. Today is boring at work. I want to call her so badly, but don't want her to get tired of my voice. It's taking all the self control I can muster up to keep from picking the phone. What's worse is the clock is ticking ever so slowly, making it harder yet not to pick this darn phone up. Damn phone, it's smiling at me. Light carefully displaying the date and time. Reminding me how far Friday really is. Aaarrggh!!!! I can't take it no more. Im' a break this darn thing. Aaaarrrrgh!!!!!
posted by Femi Olugbesan 8/15/2000 11:47:54 AM