I am constantly emersed in entropy.   it sends you into oblivion
 


sunday, september 16
*Pulls out a brown paper napkin she stole from Swingers*

to continue this:

You're the culprit!

The footies on the shoes... Don't pretend you don't know what I'm talking about!

They want everyone to know that there's bra.

Okay, here's the thing. k, the thing is this. (repeat 3 times)

You know, like how there's feet?

I can't drive while you're writing.
(said while trying to write something. I'm driving.)

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I find it highly disappointing and slightly nervewracking that the leader of our country says such things as this: "We will rid the world of the evil-doers", and the "evil-doer" he speaks of, Osama bin Laden, the leader of a powerful terrorist group, is an articulate, intelligent, and extremely clever man.

Does this instill confidence in you?
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friday, september 14
It bothers me that my father berates me for wanting to sleep 10+ hours on Friday night. It bothers me that he is confused when I say I am going to bed at 10:15.

After a year of him berating me for getting no sleep.

Tomorrow morning I am being a good citizen and cleaning up the beach at Playa del Rey. Everything is happening at once, I understand.
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Tonight at 7:00 pm, join America and light a candle in remembrance of those who died on Tuesday. Do it to show that we will prevail against terrorism. Spread this around, if you can. Today is the national day for mourning and prayer, and it is the goal to have all Americans do this. I will be lighting a candle.
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thursday, september 13
Tomorrow morning will be a hesitant, early morning. I will discover the answers to my questions. Hopefully this will be resolved, and I will have one less thing to worry about. Hopefully my life is less upside down than it appears. I can't believe I'm going through this again.
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And I'm in tears again...

it's almost as if all of a sudden the world was turned upside down. I have said this before, but it has never compared to this. Most of you don't know the half of what is going on right now. But somehow the events of the past couple weeks have managed to pile up so high... everything is against me. My heart will /not/ stop beating at this high rate.

I just have to breathe, but i keep forgetting. I am so scared. For so many reasons, I am scared. I fear that my life will never be the same, for more reasons than you would expect. Terror is what they intended to instill, and they got more than they asked for.
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wednesday, september 12
Today was another difficult day. I had my audition for As You Like It after school today. I'm pretty sure I fucked that up. The Cake concert which was scheduled for 8 pm tonight has been postponed to a TBA date.

Maybe this'll lighten something up:
MAKE THE PIE HIGHER
by George W. Bush

I think we all agree, the past is over.
This is still a dangerous world.
It's a world of madmen and uncertainty and potential mental losses.
Rarely is the question asked
Is our children learning?
Will the highways of the internet become more few?
How many hands have I shaked?
They misunderestimate me.
I am a pitbull on the pantleg of opportunity.
I know that the human being and the fish can coexist.
Families is where our nation finds hope, where our wings take dream.
Put food on your family!
Knock down the tollbooth!
Vulcanize Society!
Make the pie higher! Make the pie higher!

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